Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Sunday, November 02, 2003

hmmz.. another boring sunday. suppose to have tuition today, at 3:30pm. but the mum called and cancelled the class. posponed it to.. tomorrow morning 8:30am.. damn.. why am i in the holiday mood already? my life's come to a standstill. i see no point in carrying on. my friends.. they are just temporary.. i don't know.. i have this feeling that they find me weird. and i've yet found any good friends.. i mean really good. maybe i do have one.. that's sandra.. she's nice.. but sometimes can't stand her. but of all the people i have met... she's okay loh..
irritating.. am i someone who bear grudges? i don't think so.. i just can't forget everything that has happened in my life.. till now i can still remember my classmates in primary one. not all, but most of them.. so am i someone who bears grudges?
well he finally called.. but... i'm not sure if i wanna continue this relationship. cos... i find that.. i've been hurt, my heart is shattered. there's no point in going on anymore. what should i do? i don't wanna hurt him..
yeah i know.. i seek advise from others.. but i dun heed them. i like to follow my own heart. listening to advices are onLy contradicting me. why don't i heed advices? the whole and only reason is that.. these people don't understand. yep.. till then..

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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