Tuesday, August 30, 2005
i will thrivei read wanni's blog.. and i must say - thank u, dearie! thank you for your wishes.. i will thrive - for ur sake, for my sake!!! i will help u build up ur portfolio and u will help me build up mine. LOL. what am i talking about??!!!
poor me. i'm joining too many CCAs. i mentioned i joined Tennis and FPAS, right? Xiang just smsed me saying that the floorball team will be having a training session later.. at 6:30pm. i'm just at a dilemna. floorball (or hockey) is the only sport i have always wanted to join since primary school. primary school was hockey. i secretly went for hockey training sessions with my favourite teacher, mr sara... yet one day, my dad found out i was in hockey. so... there goes my "fun exercise regime". then.. in secondary school, they formed a floorball team when i was in sec 3. but i was too indulged in band. and being in band meant that there won't be time for any cca at all, since i was to stay committed. and in poly, they didn't seem to have a girl's team! now.... finally they have a girls' team...... but i've signed up for so many CCAs. if i havent paid the tuition fees for my tennis class, i'll drop it and jump to floorball. oh well, there's still next year. haha! okay... now that i've listed down my thoughts, i feel so much organised and better =)
ate too many prunes last night. but damn, prunes are really tasty. haha... so i'm suffering now - from serious diarrhea. need to do a lot to ketchup today's mathematics. oh boy.. logarithms!!! when can i ever get the hang of LOGARITHMS!!!! shit!
i did some math revision last night... and breezed through the algebraic equations cos it was similar to secondary school mathematics. but i got so stuck at inverse functions and functions. but i scraped through it. i got stuck at logarithms. today they're gonna talk about trigo. i'm losing my head. haha... but with wanni's encouraging words, i'm just gonna push myself through!!!
i need a lot of motivation and diligence in this course, really...
i changed my computer chassis yesterday. looks brand new. looks like a MAC. haha.. as i said, LOOK LIKE. but it looks pretty cool.... feels as good as new. but that's just a deceit. thanks cT =) for everything. haha!
i will seriously try to help u find prospective clients okay? but dont put too much hope on me.
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09:11
Monday, August 29, 2005
nice, lazy long weekend =)firstly, i'd like to thank chengluv, sandra and joan, the sphogirls, guan, cZ... and SHUFANG!! even desmond.. sean.. all these people whom i never really contacted but.. they remembered me! goodness.. god forbid. i've better open my eyes wide. and cherish them all. oh well.. thanks guys, for remembering that i was posted into this world 20 years ago on that particular day. hee~
i received wonderful pressies.. and i love them all. cheng made me feel very blissful.. but again, i do not believe on monetary possessions. so please darlin.. save ur pocket lah. how much you spend will never be able to measure up to ur sincerity. nevertheless, i love it. and u too :P
cailing, do not worry about ur gift to me. i love it equally too~ it's a very unique piece.. i'm telling myself that i'll search for something like that in future. love it, love it, love it!!!
sandra and joan.. i love urs too.. hehehe.. no, i'm not honeying my words. i'm no liar when it comes to gifts. it's the heart that counts aye.. ;)
now that i have 3 pendents.. i wont wear the same rotating cow with a strawberry butt all the time. lol.
and wn wt and xm made me smell like candy with the passionfruit products from bodyshop. you are making me drag myself to gym... cos it's so expensive, i do not bear to use it daily. only at gym then can i spoil myself. it's my motivation!! THANK U!
ahha.. i'm just so proud. i'm a snob!
wanni and wanteng saved my life on saturday, which was 27th august. i had decided to stay at home cos no one asked me out. sob! i was so depressed, i tried forcing myself to sleep... then an sms came! from wt.. askin me if we're goin bladin at ecp. so.. three of us went bladin... that made my day. thank you SO MUCH =) i had great fun and i have a serious mind to take up blading. haha... but i'll probably get an instructor so i wont fall at every hump. i was practically crawling over every hump... LOL. hilarious.
and hey.. claire, sharifah, siti... or anyone else.. we're going eCp on 10th september... wanna go??? ;) always welcome! the more the merrier..
oh and also.. i finally know my family loves me. including my irritating brother. haha... what took me so long!!!!!???? *slaps on forehead*
let's talk about school.
i love school...... got new friends. and also... i think i'm pretty pumped up for what is to come. i need to be... because when u're studying for a private degree, you just have to give it all. because you might lose in terms of the prestige of the piece of paper. if it spells "bla bla university of SINGAPORE", then it'd probably win the first stage of selection as compared to "UNIVERSITY of XXX
EXTERNAL PROGRAM"... ain't it? so... we just have to keep going.
and i've signed up for 2 CCAs. to make me love school more. i've wasted 3 years in poly joining crap CCAs like women's soccer and Liondance... i'm not gonna waste my school life at SIM. i joined Tennis Club (yes LY, i'm finally learning).. and Film & Performing Arts Society. haha! but i'll have to overcome my intertia of meeting new people... actually that's the reason why i wanna join CCAs. can get to meet more people. u know how important networking is. but i believe i'll contribute a lot at FPAS.. it sounds interesting. will update when i've met those people. haha...
better chow now.. i'm running late. goin sim lim to get a bloody chassis. $_$
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09:22
Friday, August 26, 2005
i should get a grip on myselfthose days of lazing should have long been banished into the forgotten flow of memory flashbacks in the back of my brain. i must now push myself forward into getting an upper class honours for my degree.
things are unlike times in the polytechnic where we can just doze off and rush into dreamland to meet my fantasy man. nor can i allow myself to drown into those secret little fantasies and day dreams of mine. it's time i brace myself up and start clocking that 24 hours of revision this very week before my next PBF class - or i'll be at the losing end. school has barely started.. and i found that i don't understand a single shit this whole week. i believe i can do it. all i need is determination. my god, please help me. i should stop all that procrastination.
i lifted
this right off a friend's blog. it's kinda cute. and true too. have you heard of the saying "point a finger at one. but four fingers are pointing back at you". gossiping just leads to bad karma. just like every bad deed you do =)
am gonna be late for my date later.... so. laterz.
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18:30
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
what is the first animal u see when u first step into a forest?
<--you are like the animal-->what is the second?
<--your partner's character's like that-->you walk on, u see an empty hut. you enter. will you keep the door open or close it?
<--open (to new friends), close (otherwise)-->there is a vase on the table. what is it made of? metal or clay?
<--clay (warm hearted), metal (cold blooded. lol)-->is the vase half filled or filled to the brim with water?
<--ur views on life currently. filled, satisfied. half filled, am alright-->you walk out and you see a castle. is the castle new or old?
<--new castle means u look forward to a bright future. old means that there are some things you have yet let go. u will look into the past and get reminded of the old times-->you see a chain of keys on the ground. how many keys are there?
<--number of good frens u will encounter in ur life-->you walk on and you see a box. is it small or big?
<--big (greedy)-->you see a big tub of dirty water. in it lay a glistening diamond. will you reach for the diamond?
<--take diamond and you're greedy-->you walk on and reach a bridge. is the bridge made of bamboo, wood or metal?
<--bamboo (u tend to talk more to ur family when u are troubled), wood (frens), metal (keep it to urself)-->there is a horse somewhere near the bridge. is it galloping around, eating grass or just standing there?
<--comparison of ur partner's behaviour-->is it black, brown or white?
<--white (handsome).... black (kanasai)-->a hurricane comes. what would you do - hide under the bridge, get onto the horse and run away or hide into the box?
<--in times of trouble, if you hide under the bridge, u share ur problems with ur family. get onto the horse, run away with your partner. hide into the box, u solve it urself--> so what do u think of this quiz??? i think it's pretty accurate!!
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16:14
gorge fiestawonderful company with san, joan and jsb last nite at turf city. had steamboat + bbq buffet. cheap and good. i guess to dine in this way, it fullfils not only your appetite but also, it does you a whole lot of good in a hearty way. chatting and laughing over funny antics of your fellow friends and also trying to shun away from all that oil splatter. the highlight of the evening was mr uncle, who claims his daughter is the owner of the whole place. yeah.. he's from fujian.. and half of what he's talking about, we didnt understand. funny. so he told us about how he used gestures to express his feelings, since people don't understand him. it was hilarious. we all poured out whatever stories regarding gestures we have. absolutely ticklish.. and we laughed so loud someone's crab flew from her mouth to my arm =P i hope u girls like ur pressies~ happy (belated & advanced) birthday!
i think oysters are the sickliest food in this world, ever.
i'm feeling so sick now.. feel like puking.
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12:17
Monday, August 22, 2005
did you ask, you don't know why i know that you don't know what i know?a man asked a guru how to get 1 million.
the guru answers, double your one dollar twenty times and you will get your wish.
easy as that.
silly steven says..
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:
understand ?
[ke.ying] For it was not into my ear you mocked, but into my heart. It was not my heart you pierced, but my morale. says:yup
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:1*2 =2
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:2*2=4
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:4*2=8
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:
carry on for 20 times and u get 1 million more
[ke.ying] For it was not into my ear you mocked, but into my heart. It was not my heart you pierced, but my morale. says:yalor
[ke.ying] For it was not into my ear you mocked, but into my heart. It was not my heart you pierced, but my morale. says:
i noe la...
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:cool
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:i never know tat before?
[ke.ying] For it was not into my ear you mocked, but into my heart. It was not my heart you pierced, but my morale. says:uh.... i dunno y u dunno
<--someone tries to sound profound here--> ~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:guess i dun know why i dun know
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:maybe u dun know why i dun know why i dun
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:but then again
~ Silvery Moondew ~ says:
i dun know why u know what i dun know
[ke.ying] For it was not into my ear you mocked, but into my heart. It was not my heart you pierced, but my morale. says:-_-"
today's sean's birthday. poor boy.. he doesn't think anyone remembers his birthday. but anyway, happy birthday =)
yesterday was sandra and ruthie's birthday - happy 1 day past birthday =)
everyday is someone else's birthday. happy birthday, the world.
i'm kinda bored today, trying to still do stuff about my ill-fated notebook. am using another notebook now to blog... sob sob. ibm's of course a lot better than acer. i hope the fan doesn't burn up like mick's friend's laptop!! just a little more than a week here before i'm out. i'll miss this place terribly... it's such a nice place. probably i'll go wreck havoc when henry moves in. LOL. evil. yeah meanwhile... you guys, if you know anyone who only looks for TOP QUALITY gems, please do give me a buzz. or email me. thanks =) i assure you, you won't be disappointed.
tomorrow's another math class... have yet done my practice. better go do some or tomorrow i'll have to keep sticking to eva "eva, eva, help!!!". haha... nice to have a math major sitting beside u =) sharel's got an email from UOL telling her she can't take one of her modules... damn. that was elements of contract law. i dont know if i'm affected. don't wanna be halfway through the course then uol emails to tell me "hey, u're not suppose to be taking law of biz orgs!~" at least sharel was informed before she even started anything. sob. things will clear up fast, don't you worry!
i have a date tomorrow - with joan and san - to celebrate OUR bdays!
i have a date on thursday with him - to
Vienna..
i have a date on friday with the girls... and by saturday, i will be very very broke.
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16:41
Sunday, August 21, 2005
worms, viruses and all the shitty trojanslife on the net is simply fuckalicious with so much junk flying around. i've been a primary target for such flying shit on the web. two of my computers have got viruses!!! SOB SOB and it's sending me into all kinds of frenzy. and fuck!!! i can't even install my anti-virus.. i'm so set for damnation.
these few days have been shitty.. with me doing some unbelievable things. that makes whatever trust he has for me falter. sob. big sob. but things are getting better... and i'm glad friends around me are just so sensitive.. and i'm just comforted by the fact that people still do care for me =)
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18:23
Saturday, August 20, 2005
LOLA man walks into a bar looking disappointed and carrying a black bag over one shoulder. He sits down at the bar. The bartender walks up. "What`s in the bag?", asks the bartender. The man puts the bag on the bar, reaches in and pulls out a baby grand piano, a small bench and a 12 inch tall man wearing a top hat and a tux with tails. The 12 inch tall man sits down at the piano and begins playing Beethoven. "That`s amazing!" says the bartender, his eyes wide with disbelief. "Where did he come from?". The man reaches into the bag and pulls out a genie lamp. "Rub the lamp" he says, pushing the lamp toward the bartender. The bartender grabs the lamp and begins rubbing it vigorously with his bar rag. Out pops an old, wrinkled genie. "I grant you one wish" he says to the bartender. "I want a million bucks!" says the bartender. "Done" says the genie. The genie disappears back into the lamp. Moments pass. Suddenly a duck appears on the bar with a poof. Then another....and another. They appear on the bar stools...on the tables...on the Budweiser sign on the wall. POOF...POOF...POOF. Thousands...tens of thousands of ducks begin to fill the bar! "Christ!" shouts the bartender. "I didn't`t say ducks!" he yells, "I said bucks!". The man at the bar looks at the bartender, "You think I asked for a 12 inch pianist?"
yippiee yeee~ it's a saturday! just two more saturdays and i'll be free on saturdays, mondays, wednesdays, fridays, everyday!!! let's celebrate man.. and i'm so looking forward to my birthday! pre-celebrations with great company! and my lovely family.. dad's gonna make me tequila!! yay!!! hahaha... oh, the joy of food and lovely company.
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12:24
Friday, August 19, 2005
happy birthday cz!!for the whole of today, i feel like my stomach's in knots. i kept thinking about beer, liquor, alcohol. i can't think of anything else. then bobo comes to tell me about... some screwdriver drink or something. it makes me fall deeper into my secret indulgence. you cant drink without a walking cash register.whole day i've been feeling dejected. thanks for ur concern, bran... but i guess i will not buy world of qin for you. u'd better concentrate on ur studies.i so fear the feeling of rejection. just like most people i know. i can't accept the fucking fact that i've been rejected. though not outright, my senses tell me so. from what i observe and compare, yes babe, i'm rejected. oh what a sorrow feeling it is. where the person just goes on in his life and leave you out of it. sob sob. i should also stop being so greedy and be contented at the moment. it's just that..... my heart goes everywhere.siti... ur handwriting is very nice!!! thanks for the card..
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23:02
Thursday, August 18, 2005
yummy.. i love..i went mohd sultan the first time yesterday and.... god. i'm pretty ashamed to say this. but.. well there u go. lol... i tried tequila pop and wat was that... a bb52 or somethin. layers of kahlua and bailey's irish cream heated. it's BLOODY NICE. i can still feel its taste in my mouth. *lick* it's so nice... hahaha.... i am wishing to just u know... drink more. so can someone please include me in one of your sweet alcohol drinking trips (i mean drinks like voda or gin tonic that kinda goodies, not beer)???
some guy said that singaporeans are not creative. how we all agree... yet i just kept silent. i used to think singaporeans are crap. not creative and whatsoever. then i look into the mirror. there you go. i'm not even half as creative as those people whom i take in comparison to foreign counterparts. but somehow.. i wanted to defend my nation. growing up in a country that's so restricted - because singapore is still so young and i guess the big Gs don't wanna risk chaos by lettin loose. but i can see that their lettin loose bit by bit. for one, allowing crazy horse to come. but that's really weird. of all things, crazy horse. oh anyway.. creativity is like... it's so subjective you know. the government is also spending a lot to encourage creativity among singaporeans so.. give us some time to develop into a creative country. and what the hell is a creative country suppose to be??? darn. i hate it when i do this. i always get lost halfway in watever i'm trying to point out. and it makes my talk pointless. there's like no ending, u realised?
i went out with siti today. damn was it good to have a good chat with someone after such a long time. it's a nice feeling really.. i thoroughly enjoyed my time with her. we talked about religion. about the end of the world. and about how similar the quran seems, to the bible. how similar christianity was to muslim/muslim was to christianity. and it's pretty scary about what happens if one day the world comes to an end and people just get seperated into heaven and hell.
i think ultimately... no matter which faith we believe in, the bottom line is that, good triumphs evil. agree? if you're good, u'll go to heaven. if u're bad, u go to hell. as simple as that. then we went on to talk about karmas. about how taking revenge will only increase bad karma around an individual cos whatever sins the person u're revenging ON will be passed on to you. it's really a huge cycle and everything goes back to where it started from. life per se is truly fascinating. so many possible happenings.. and we ourselves will never know what the future might bring. sigh..
i wanna be rich!!!
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23:57
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
while cailing is fumbling through her stacks of art paper squeezing her brain juices trying to come up with tens of ideas; wanni pia-ing to hit her target; heather thinking about her future; wanteng wondering why the hell is she in this course..... i am thinking about my lunch.
i woke up in the middle of last night to SHIT. i had a terrible tummyache and diarhea. all thanks to oysters at greenwood fish market and bistro. our family went there for oysters. tuesdays are oyster days. $1 for an oyster. and $3 for king sized-oysters. big, fat and fleshy. i had like... 8 oysters yesterday? but i admit i ate the oysters for the sake of dripping lots of tobasco in it. the ambience was quite nice... dimly lit. when you go in, it's like a marketplace u see in westbank, brisbane. sea catch on the right, vegetable fridge displays on the left. then, the restaurant is at the back, disjoined from the market. while we were having our cold dish (mud crab, mussels, more oysters, clams and salad), we saw fiona xie. she is really pretty. no different from tv. woolala. oh well.. if u like oysters, it's a good place to go. if not, al dente's better and cheaper also. lol. it's greenwood ave, just behind raffles girls primary school.
i am meeting the tequila tonight. hopefully all goes well. lol.
school yesterday was a blast!!! got to know a math genius called Eva. she's really good help especially my brain's all rusty after 2 years of non mathematical subjects. and also a girl claled sharel who's in the same course as me! hopefully i get to sit with her during PBF. she's nice. and after lecture... i saw a most familiar face - it's JWO !!!! she's my primary school friend from primary 3 to primary 6!!! she's even closer than xY and i. i used to go to her house everyday without fail after school!! YAY! we practically. SCREAMED. our friends were like WTF. god. and u know what she smsed me? "hey!! long time no see!! u look so feminine now".... hey what's that suppose to mean, JWO!!!???? i had to be.. lol.
hey sphogirls... friday onz arh!!! yippee~~~ teng asked me what i want: i want a mansion full of Chopards, Swatchs, how bout some Tiffany.. and lotsa antique clocks at every corner!!! and not forgetting male servants in the nude smeared with whipped cream all over. haha~~ wat else... i want u to do a pole dance on me =P sick la ying!!
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12:05
Monday, August 15, 2005
STOP THE TIME.STOP THE TIME. in another week or so.. I'll be 20. I don't want, I don't want!!!! I'm so fucking embarrassed to be 20!!!!! Firstly, I don't bloody act like one. Secondly, I can't think of any reasons. Fuck it. I AM SO NOT HITTING 20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dream on*
SITI. This is for you.. ALL THE BEST BABE!!!
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09:19
Saturday, August 13, 2005
record - closed a deal in 10.kuddos to you for ur spontaneity, maam!!! in my eagerness, i dropped a 23000 golden pearl brooch. L.O.L.
well today was a bore. my heart kept skipping beats. lol. too many attacks in a day. especially miss spontaneity.
i was suppose to meet the Tequila tonight. but damn. his project with germany has cocked up... and i have to just be contented that he'll be working his ass off tonight. poor thing. it's saturday.
i bought a new book after much procrastination - 3 months. rape of nanking by iris chan. yah... backdated, outdated,
vatever. utterly gruesome. mutilated vaginas.. carvings out of organs... chopping off breasts, castration. look what the Japs did!
alritey... my post is pretty meaningless. shall ciao and stop disgracing myself any further.
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23:01
Friday, August 12, 2005
"Don't go around saying the world owes you a living; the world owes you nothing; it was here first" Mark Twain Congratulations to this couple from Holland who will be marrying in Singapore on Wednesday! I hope they invite us to their wedding! They walked into the shop and walked out with a free trip for two to Arab Street on a Lexus Coupe!! And shit - the man looks like Eugene Kagansky!!! Aw.. I don't know if it's really him. It's been so many years since I last saw him.. he must have aged by now. Yes, of course. Even then.. when I saw him 2-3 years ago I didn't really recognise him until his friend kept giggling and pointing me. Oh man.. there goes my ang moh husband dream. LOL. Where are you, ang moh husband? Come to mama..... i'm pretty mad today. But yes, I do want an ang moh husband. But that person will probably not be Gene. Kakaka.... I shall deep dreaming and thinking about it.
Record!! I went for gym for 3 hours!! And guess who I saw while I was doing BodyJam?
Uhm.. Joven.
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IT'S UTTERLY EMBARASSING!!!!! CAN U BLOODY IMAGINE THERE I WAS TRYING TO DO J.LO'S CRAB DANCE WHILE SHAKING MY HIPS AND SHOULDERS???? CAN YOU IMAGINE ME SHAKING AND HUMPING MY BOOTY IN FRONT OF
ANYONE I KNOW? AND THAT PERSON HAD TO BE JOVEN. I MEAN DAMN... IT'S REALLY EMBARRASING. NEVER MIND IF I DANCE WELL. I WAS DANCING LIKE A MONKEY.
MONKEY.
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14:41
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
i wasted the whole day studying. lol.. i didnt manage to read up on cookies, which i will be using on dia dia's webbie... i don't exactly have much clue how am i gonna go about doing it, but i'm rather confident. i'm just afraid of henry's website though..... fusing flash with asp is nothing that i've ever been near to. i'm a flash idiot, albeit a multimedia student. oh boy, and i can still manage to be so proud. kakaka.
no doubt. investopedia is helping me so much in my studies. yet... i have yet understood fully what the debt instruments do. sigh... pages after pages of research and notes, and i still don't really undrestand. a mind map will probably work, finally??? i learnt how to draw mind maps. but somehow, i kinda figured that i dont need them - at least not until now!!! gonna read the lemon problem later. oh boy.. i saw my lecturer's handwriting "lemons vs gems; gd cars vs bad cars". how can lemons be compared to gems?
look forward to sch tml!
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18:25
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
know what? i have 11 watches. but only 2 are working. the rest are pretty much gone - flat batteries and dirty straps. here's a poll. should i discard them or keep them? top up batteries?
come 24th august, i will treat myself to a
Swatch Tournesol. yah. it looks pretty fun.. and young. i'm 20. nevertheless.. i'm 18 at heart!!! LOL. i'm still schooling!! so hey, give me a chance to dress young alritey!!! but how come i can't seem to find the blue, white and red navy swatch from any stores at all??!! and it's featured in female magazine??!! this is so frustrating. and damn. i'm so TORN between choices. there are too many nice watches at swatch!!!!! i like the queenie also!!!
haha... this august, i'll be quite broke, despite the fact that i'm celebrating my birthday - prolly the reason why i'll be broke.
nah.. i must get presents for siti, sandra and joan. that's all.. not much, eh? imagine if i'm still in contact with my primary school mates. xinyi, lennon, joan, agnes, sheena - all share same bday as me except for sheena. i'll be broke. haha... but well... i find joy in giving presents to people i love, or to whom i am close to. i think i'd get a lil something for cz too. i am certainly.... not getting any pressie for helai. i dont think i'm close to him anymore.
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22:34
*gulp* holy cow!! i saw him again!! that cutie with the ever so cutish beard who was sitting at the other side of the room during SAT!! i saw him!!!! GOSH! *knock against the wall* why don't i have a camera phone??!!! why am i not slim at all??!!! god. i hope he likes fat girls. oh my goodness... GOD!! he is just SO HOT!!!!! i want him!!!!! does he still remember me??? goodness.. God!! Please let me see him again. Better still, please let me bump into him till he falls down so I can bend down and offer to help him up. and hopefully, he remembers the girl in the bumble bee attire on the SAT!!! Goodness.... he is so cuute!!!!
i hope cheng doesnt see this. or i'm dead.
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19:31
da ben danbodoh telorstupid eggthere must be something seriously wrong with my brain. each day, i backup whatever work i have done in the office, wanting to bring it home. but EVERYDAY, i just back up happily at the expense of making my mum wait for me to close the shop.. and i always forget to pull the damn stick out from the usb port. stupid!
aww.. i wish i could catch dim sum dollies a second time. the mini dim sum dollies are really cute. can you just visualise... 3 kids going to the integrated resort and they sing:
the more we get togamble, togamble, to gamblethe more we get togamble the RICHER we'll befor your chips are my chips and my chips are MY chipsthe more we get togamble the RICHER we'll bewhat would you do if, in the not so near future, our kids get to gamble at mini jackpots or mini mahjong tables?? lol. and talk about borrowing money. if i lend you $5, how much much you return me? $5? WRONG. $5 x 25% p.a.... so it depends on how long you take to repay that debt. worst than loan shark? oh, i dont know. i havent been to one.
and they talk about a girl's teenage years. going into relationships, and she sings: (the lyrics must be incorrect because i'm not a recorder)
at 18 i met a manhe said he would buy me a hermes bagbut insteadhe gave me HERPESIcons of Consequences was good. We saw men in black leotards walking into the scene with things like the eifel tower on their heads. they represent different countries. each country has an architectural structure that is their pride. what about ours?? is it the esplanade?? i really don't know.. i guess there's not a distinctive one. but when i think of the esplanade.. i see a parachuter landing his butt on it and dies instantly. i think u probably can slice potatoes on it.
vanda miss joquim: how come you always puke?merlion: i puke only when i'm upset vmj: but how come you can puke continously?and another part...
merlion: i dont understand why must they make another big replica of me that looks like a strange creature shooting those whatever lights from its eyes. i don't dare to go to sentosa now.
(but of course... the meaning is there, the sentences are not the same.)
now we go on to talk about the national sperm bank. we desperately need sperms? but i think that scene was staged to kinda poke fun at the nkf "scam". though it isnt really a scam, but.. watever. this scene... we saw one of the nurses using a golden cup. (contrary to nkf's infamous golden taps) and yes, a big fat paycheck also.
so... the theme song for this part goes something like..
just use your hand. hilarious. and finally, hossan cums and all the sperms just come flying out. how the dancing sperms look like, u ask?
i also love expansions. i think it's a celebration of the big, beautiful women in the world. like, ME. like, selena! yay! thin people are just ugly. lol.
well, all in all... I SHUDA BOUGHT THE CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and please, please, please.. go and watch the next time round!
AND! i'm pondering if i should join theatre arts in my school. wanted to join in poly... but the members seemed miserable. i think i should just go ahead and do what i enjoy, right? go for it. i dont mind being a tree in the play... cos i was one yesterday. cheng's dad and fluffy were playing hide and seek - around me. as in.. fluffy was hiding behind me and cheng's dad was in front of me.. yah. so hindi like. and oh...
bollywood movies are NOT ALL ABOUT DANCING AROUND TREEShappy national day!
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08:39
Monday, August 08, 2005
48,500 millionaires in Singaporesilly of me to have spot
this article only NOW. all thanks to mr Ram. his nick brought to my attention that yes, i'm right. there are as many rich people than poor people. but i seriously think that poor people are a minority here. and when i say poor, i mean, yes. really really poor. how many people we see out there wears a dorothy perkins, a topshop or hey, the most common, a pair of levis jeans. wherever i go, i always see those expensive cloth hanging on someone's hips. why do people always say,"no money" then? you think the report is true?? i think it is damn true... in fact rich people are EVERYWHERE. and a million isnt considered a lot anymore i guess..
anyway.. i went to catch singapore's pride - dimsum dollies with cz today. i tell u... it's a wonderful show!!! an eye opener. it's absolutely BRILLIANT! i just love the scenes of
shoot me in the head,
Icons Of Consequences and
national sperm centre. funny to see how the merlion pukes when it's upset. funny to know that vanda miss joquim, merlion and the kuching are all chap zengs (mixed-blood). and most hilarious to find sperms dancing in a theatre =P
oki.. sleep time!!
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00:58
Saturday, August 06, 2005
2 more hours to go!i've been doing this ever since i started school, which is.. thursday. LoL. school has really made me HATE working. i can't believe i'm revising my work.... even though I've only gone through 2 lessons. we had to learn to draw 1 graph for econs. but the lecturer says there's more to come. for a single exam question, we may have to draw 5-10 graphs. COOL!!! *errburr* i love the investopedia.com. it's helping me SO MUCh in my studies. LoL. i do hope i can get upper classes! work hard!! wT and CL, u guys too!!!
god. i'm missing the sphogals (spheroid girls) SO MUCH! i miss our times together laughing, crapping, enouraging and dissing each other at the same time.. aww.. school days! i share the same sentiments as wT. during lectur on thursday, i kept yawning.. had to struggle to keep myself awake. and when i look around, everyone is either listening intently or scribbling notes like crazy. and i am just nodding myself to sleep. if the sphogals were here.. things would be different, I GUESS. i miss them so much.. sob sob... and wanni...... is drifting even further now. big sob.
we never knew a new path of life will lead us to fall into depression. i guess i'm refering to myself. lol. i'm depressed!!!
oh.. let's steer my energy towards my outing later.. with G. gona catch fireworks.... if there is still ndp rehearsal today.
&*%#%!!#@@
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17:28
Thursday, August 04, 2005
back to school jibesoh boy.. i can't believe i am just so. TOO. social-phobic. i hate the first day of schools - as always. i fear meeting people. i have to overcome the inertia, eh? but yeah.. i made 2 friends today!
my class was suppose to start at 9am. but guess what? Bloody hell.. i reached at 8:05. 55 mins. what should i do? i got down at Ngee Ann and took a "Stroll" to SIM. it didn't take too much sweat to find the lecture theatre. when i got there, there were like 4 girls in there. and i didnt even smile at them. i couldnt do it, i dont know why. my mouth was jammed, maybe. yah.. so i eavesdropped. keke.. and i heard "she is an anti social". i dont know if they're tlaking about me, but HELL. i dont care.
so it was Econs and Principles of Banking and Finance. so far, so good.
my lecturers had to scare us. know what's my passing mark? 35/100. and we'd be lucky to get 35. scary, aint it? I feel stressed up now. the banking and finance lecturer says we should spend 6 hours a week revising her notes. but i'll start to love my subject. i just dread going to school knowing i have got no friends.
and oh, did you know?? when we have lunch break, there's this table full of refreshments awaiting us near the exit!!! cool! there's even coffee and tea outside. ultimate heaven. that's what we pay for a private education. HOLA!
a secondary school mate is in the same class as me for banking and finance. but i'm not very close to her.. and it's kinda weird talking to someone you havent talked to for 3-4 years. it is definitely - awkward. but well, it's a relief to know that someone you know is in your class, especially when u're alone :P
oh, watever.. looking forward to whacky whanker. nah.. charlie and the chocolate factory next week ;) happy schooling, whoever u are.
*slurp slurp*
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19:26
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
a hungry man is an angry man;so is one who is deprived of sleep.& so is another who has a fucking
optical mouse whose ball is uneven.
i really must say that i fucking don't understand why my mum has to wake everyone up in the morning by shouting. not shouting at us to get up, but shouting at me as to why i have to lend my laptop to a friend. it's like, hey... you didn't use it for fucking 6 months. does it signify that it's important that you have to have the laptop with you? It's been around 4-5 months since i lent the laptop to my dear friend. and she havent asked for it, only last night. and she still blames me that i caused her to lose sleep over knowing that the laptop is with my friend. wTf. people are like that huh.. when you dont need it, you throw it aside. When the need is there, you want it. NOW. crazy. i shan't do anything about it - as yet. sorry babe.. don't be bothered by it, alrite?
hey wanteng, kudos to your
wonderful essay. i think it's wonderfully written. knocks some sense into us that a traditional university has also got traditional values - thrifty =P
but what to do, just have to bear with it. at least SIM looks decent from the outside. I have yet gone in to take a look, not until thursday, that is. and i'm totally losing my mood to go to work. and i have to go to this inaccessible place called RELC to let them certify my cert.. AND!! i dont know how to get there.
back to wT.. i guess they've spent all their time, money and effort building cL's faculty (lucky u, cL!) that they neglected yours. that's pathetic.. and to think that one of singapore's finest universities..
though singapore has only 3 universities.. (is the new SIM University a government university?)
has such facitilities!! what a shame.. i think it's a total disgrace for university students. if a place has to be small, so be it. at least furbish it lah.. and put some stable furniture; dont make it look like some kinda shabby place. it's a UNIVERSITY, for GOD'S SAKE!!
alrighty.. today's such a spoiler, especially at the start of the day. Shucks. i wish i could stop working altogether and just take rests when i want to.
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09:53
he is JUST SO SWEET!!!
a bouquet of 12 stalks of roses. how sweet is that? VERY.
and i am just so damn touched.. it's a first!
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00:29
Monday, August 01, 2005
i am an arsehole, a pile of shit.
it's not like a lie even. but when i have to say something negative or something that i don't feel is truthful, i feel so so so bad. it's like i have to find a thousand and one excuses to cover up one silly fact which isn't really something bad at all. why the hell do i have to do shit like this. damn it. now i can't even sleep properly. i have to learn to let go. i need to see a shrink. i'm mad. and oh, u know? IMH is known as "Buangkok Green Medical Park". cool!
my shins are aching like nobody's business after the morning 12km trek at macritchie. it's a good feeling overall, but i just hate how i have to grapple with the uneven "terrains". it made my legs wobble silly.
i've been feeling very guilty lately, ever since graduation day. it's this character from my course who made me look like an
arsehole. looking on, i guess i should have just opened my damn mouth and ask her to join in our photo shoot. i mean, hey, it's graduation day and everyone looks forward to take many pictures with their mates, parents.. whoever they know. but i dont know why i just can't gather the courage to ask her to join us in the group shot. was it because i despised her? or was i too proud to step forward and invite her? i've been thinking about me in her shoes. i wouldn't feel good, obviously. i guess that's how she must have felt. my friend says her parents looked worried, perhaps concerned why didn't their daughter join in the group shot...
i am such an arsehole. i deserve to be shot. the worst thing was that..... she helped us snap shots.. :(
not that i can't wait to befriend her once again, i guess what's over is over.. and i was hoping that she'd stop being a bitch and tone down her actions. but i was SO naive to believe so. she's sitll the same. i wonder what's going to happen when school starts on thursday... i'm going for econs lecture, so is she. poof.
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16:29
