Thursday, June 30, 2005
mortified. and yes, staining is just so chic! i had undoubtly the best day of the time of the month in all my life, yesterday. how i simply would love to see the many faces of pleasure, or should i accurately put it across as, digust? i think there would be at least 6 people who witnessed that piece of artwork beautifully painted on my skirt, by yours truly. it really is a perculiar form of art yet to be experimented. it's prolly too yucky to do so, and time consuming.
i shall get to the point.
you see, women are most prone to mishaps when they go through the process of shedding the walls of the uterus should an egg go unused. got it? and during this tedius, painful process, we tend to be creative and create patches on the very clothes we wear. we call this art "batik mishap". in fact, the medium that we use is just so natural - it comes from within us. right from the heart. i created 4 huge dots, each with a diameter of at least 4cm on my butt. i shall try to stand tall and be proud of my artwork. i would estimate a rounded number of 5 to have had the chance to glance at that eye-catching stain. i will try now not step into Funan ever, if i can help it.
i am a tad displeased with cheng today. these days, he has been going to gabriel's house for FF as he doesn't have a pc. but i've been thinking about our future. i mean wouldn't there be some kind of a communication break down if i were to start talking about finance and he would be talking about gaming to me? it dawned on me only after lunch with steven. he was trying to explain to me the concept behind the stock market. what / who the big players are and how the other small players are made scapegoats. hoho.. and he was using all those jargon he told me he felt like he was talking to an idiot. oh well, yes, i'm a wealth idiot. but i shall outdo you. warrant wannabe =P i shall wait till i be a forex trader and i'll make your eat your balls....
am meeting up with mLm later. he called me just now and i was like,"i thought you didn't wanna talk to me anymore." lol... i felt that i was a little crude lah. oh well, we'll see what happens. i suspect it'll be a little awkward though.
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16:13
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Lifting.was cracking my brains out trying to come up with something a copywriter would, writing a speech for her boss. but gosh, i am NOT a copywriter, and i seriously do not think i will make a good one. since, well, i suck balls at PR. anyway, was doing some research on "rgs" and came out with this interesting find. but it was dated such a long time ago. anyways,
enjoy.
if only our parents think this way! i remember my dad requesting me to arrange my choice of secondary schools in a particular manner, it made me sick:
1. Raffles Girls' School
2. St. Nicholas Girls' School
3. Cedar Girls' School
4. Crescent Girls' School
5. Methodist Girls' School
6. St Joseph's Convent
Well.. actually.... he didn't think i could get into the first two choices. neither do i. come on!! i am just an average student. i stopped getting Band 1s after primary 3. the first two choices was put... upon the request of my aunt. she thinks too highly of me. alrite. not that i hate girl schools, but i seriously felt i'd stray the wrong way in the path of finding my sexuality preference. u got it. even being in a mixed school haven't stopped me. so can u actually imagine??!!! lol.
okay, anyways, personally, i feel that what school you go to will mould your character.
my aunt said to me "good girl" the night before, at ah tengs. i asked her "why".
apparently.. she thought i was beyond hope when i started neglecting my studies and going for
bun practices three times a week and going home late after that. i remember that look on her face whenever i invite my friends over. it's plainly a look of disagreement - that she tried really hard to hide. we were speaking chinese, bad english and a whole load of singlish. our topics mainly revolved around band, bun and barns. whereas, sophisticated girls from top schools would probably be talking about, say, world war 2? i dont know. we're just world apart. or would they still be talking about girl/boy bands? no, on a second thought, probably they'd be talking about guys from the other single sex school.
back to the auntie affair. she says.. at least i didn't stray, didn't take up uncivilised habits like smoking, drinking and super slacked grades.
then again, we have to redefine what uncivilised means again. which is more uncivilised. smoking/drinking or eating cockroaches, millimedes, scorpions? how bout killing fellow evo-lites of the ape? then.. if "fuck" is a barbaric word, why has it became universal.
i've been readin too much blogs. so much, i think my brain is crammed with nonsense. i should start reading meaningful books again. grabbed a book from my aunt's place last sunday. "women in love". i dont think i should read that. WOMEN IN LOVE? it's just so NOT ME. i'm not into romance books. oh well.. i think it's high time i pick up that 1429 again.... it's getting dusty. *rolls eyes*
lookin so forward to meeting joan and san in the evening!! been ages since i met them. say, a month or 2?? have under-dressed today cos i suppose they wont be wearing too much like an adult. lolx...
should i go for orientation??? ha. i'm still thinking.
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12:32
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
monotonous lifemy life is so fucking boring. what am i doing on this fine weathered day / evening?! sitting in the office, trying to blog something. read. TRYING. i'm not even feeling any need to blog at all. i'm just blogging simply because..... i'm really trying hard to look like i'm busy at work. harharhar.
i webcammed with ray that night. cool! oh well, he's screwing up his life. i doubt he visits my blog. so i shall just spout my nonsensical rubbish. firstly, he's got a snobbish, screwed up girlfriend. i mean, hey, if a girl really loves you, she will be ever so ready to forgive you for a little somethin you have done unintentionally. trust me, i have things you dont have.
i seriously hope he will stop his nonsense. can you believe he's deferring his exams to go watch some spiritual dance group at gC??!! what the hell's wrong with him. of all things, DEFERRING EXAMS??!!! GOD.
i'm trying to understand what my mum and her friend are talking about. talking about being stupid wifeys. about how stupid they were to resist asking money from their husbands and in the end, their husbands refuse to give them money when they finally need it. oh well, i tell ya... i will demand my husband to give me ALL HIS MONEY and i won't open a shared account with him. i am that much of a hitler.
this post is getting meaningless. for all your patience, ta!
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17:10
Monday, June 27, 2005
u must see this. look at how singapore is described by the wonderful people of bbc.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/country_profiles/1143240.stmfinally, boredom drove me. i went to SPG's blog. actually i've been there ONCE. and honestly, i feel that she's very witty. smart, writes in good english and i dont konw, her character interests me. at that time. but i didn't return again. i don't know why. ahha... so recently, she's in the news because of her nude pictures. i don't see what's the big hoo-ha about. why's singapore going bersek over those photos? crazy. but this famous blogger from sP is really mean. she scrutinized every inch ever part of spg. what makes her perfect? i mean hey, no one is perfect. she's probably jealous, that's all. and why am i getting myself bothered over this? ahha.... i'm just fucked- bored.
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17:20
y are u still so foolish
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14:19
Sunday, June 26, 2005
oh, someone's complaining that i'm not blogging!!!! i'm only a few hours late lah! ahha.. here goes. i'll just let the whole world know my disgraceful
SAT RESULTS.
lo and bellow.
CRITICAL READING: 480 ptsNational: 39The national percentile for your critical reading score indicates that
you did better than 39% of the national group of college-bound seniors.
Average Score: 508This is the
average score for college-bound seniors in the class of 2004.
Number
Right: 33, Number
Wrong: 28, Number
Omitted: 6, Total Number of Questions: 67, Raw Score: 26
MATH: 540 ptsNational: 56The national percentile for your math score indicates that
you did better than 56% of the national group of college-bound seniors.
Average Score: 518This is the
average score for college-bound seniors in the class of 2004.
Number
Right: 31, Number
Wrong: 14, Number
Omitted: 9, Total Number of Questions: 54, Raw Score: 29
WRITING: 530 ptsNumber
Right: 33, Number
Wrong: 13, Number
Omitted: 3, Total Number of Questions: 49, Raw Score: 30
alrite. laugh all u want, folks. all my hopes are dashed. NO WAY am i gonna retake SAT, since SMU doesn't exactly require me anymore. and oh no, i haven't forgotten that i was rejected.
i hope aaron lai ang doesnt grumble at me the next time he sees me. my aunt didn't go to the fair. oh she... hesitate and hesitate, hiam this hiam that. in the end, miss such a good deal. i think she should wait for the next roadshow. and know wat? she decided she likes fujitsu. -_-" how come people can psycho her and she doesn't give me a chance to psycho her? jue jiang!!!!! what makes her think i'm less witty than others? i am not dumb. hrmph! watever. i just feel bad.
went to help my aunt pack her house cos she's movin. not really a lot of things to pack, but she has got so many miniature bears it actually crossed my mind to steal all her bears. ahha.. evil rite.. but my room has got too much of HER BEARS already.... grandma has been hinting me to throw them away. i cant bear to.. they cost a bomb. and they're too sweet to be thrown!!! i might throw away my crayon shin coin bank, since it's a gift from someone who backstabbed me. ke ying ke ying, please, put it all behind!!!!! poof, i wish i could, i really wish. but really, if i had wanted to throw it away, i'd have done it years ago, rite? and not till now. stupid me.
when almost all the display items were packed up, bernice and i started exchanging stories of the supernatural. rather funny.. cos we were both timidy cats and yet we were scaring ourselves outta our skins with these stories. haha.. and my aunt was like shutting her ears and threatening me that if i were to go on, i'll have to stay with her. oh, poor me. haha... so bernice and i went to the living room to talk. lolx....
yesterday, tourists in singapore were given a spectacular display by the SIngapore Air Forces as they rehearsed for the Nation's 40th National Day Celebrations at City Hall. This year's national day parade will be held at padang, where it all began in 1965... (oh no, i forgot all my facts).. was it in 1945, the day the japanese gave back singapore to the british... am i right? damn. oh well, i shall stop my attempt at commentating. but yeah, it was quite a sight, watching those figther planes go in different directions, it gives tourists a taste of singapore's military. plus!! guards of honour, the navy, the police.. marching, parading down the streets in songs of praise for the nation. a massive display of singapore's military - tankers, police cars, cans, lorries. it feels like chingay. nice, but it will not be that convenient when national day is nearing. there will be major traffic jams. and accidents also. believe me, there will be accidents even if there are policemen around directing the traffic. because of the long waits, drivers will be frustrated, annoyed and impatient. but really.. these tourists were really fortunate.
okie.. nothin much to say but.... i think i'm gonna get scolded later. i wrote cheng a message telling him that.......... if he gets to know some babe, go for it.
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22:07
Saturday, June 25, 2005
so boringhere's a little list of things i think i ought to do and to spend on for the month of july
1. beautify my hair
2. 5x fitness first
3. save $100 for dad's birthday
4. give august's membership fee to ke
5. call up andy to terminate membership as at 1 sept
6. get a new pair of glasses
7. trim crystal's nails8. visit the dentist *shucks*
9. shop for casual clothes for school before the GSS ends!
10. get a pair of casual footwear
sorry, i need to remind myself all the time and i hate referin to the wishlist cos it really isn't a wish list, it's a to do list.
oh well, i'm extremely overwhelmed by my tagboard. now that i know i have frens who care about me!!! sob sob... thankews frens =) fret not, cos it's just abrasions around my rectal area... havent been drinking water. 2 glasses per day. is that enough? so now u see why i'm bleedin.
i am beginning to hate shopping for notebooks. to look for a while is alrite... but to keep looking and looking is really shitty!!! i went to help my aunt source for notebooks for a second time yesterday. went to lotsa shops. it's all the same. except their service and the prices. and i got sick of looking... and today, she came out with a new requirement. BLUE TOOTH. i wanted to just faint u know... if i had money i'll just take the money and buy her the ASUS M5 then add a usb bluetooth to it. she needn't keep asking for more. firstly, why is it so difficult to source a notebook for her, u ask? her minimal requirements as follows:
1. Intel Centrino PM 1.5GHz
2. 512MB DDR
3. 40gB HDD
4. 12.1" or 13.3" XGA TFT (super fine screens not allowed)
5. Internal Combo Drive
6. Lightweight. <2kg
7. Sleek Design
to give comments from an expertise, yours truly, ahem, only 2 brands has passed all her requirements. Asus and Fujitsu. But she doesn't like Fujitsu's design. So, left with Asus only. Nowadays all the brands are going towards wide screens and super fine screens, i think it's not logical. it's not good for our eyes... only good for dvd and picture viewing. sigh... it so happens that only these two brands have normal TFTs still.. at least thats the impression i get. oh well. now the unimaginable. if you were to put in "bluetooth" as one of the integrated requirements, she'll have to assemble a notebook herself. -_-"
am gonna accompany her to funan again. I DREAD FUNAN!!!!! and we're just gonna go round and round the few shops.. and aiya. i can't face anyone!!! they'll look at me with those pleading, hopeful eyes. damn jialat u know............................ it's so boring, it's so strenous!!!
WHY DO ALL THE CUSTOMERS THINK THAT THERE IS REALLY SOMETHING CALLED
THE PERFECT NOTEBOOK???!!!
IGNORANT i'm crazy. i dont deny it. but can u imagine my frustration? sigh, u probably can't.
finally, something to be happy about. i've called it quits with the mLm skunk. we had a fight. cos i kept coming up with stories just because i didn't wanna meet him. and he saw through my lies. it had LOTS OF LOOP HOLES. stupid me, but well... at least he found out. paved a chance for us to say goodbye. he asked me why i lied and what kind of friendship has lies. i told him the very fact that he is in mLm puts me off. the way they talk. oh, these people, always so sure of themselves. like shit. and he still dared to say "if u don't like being frens with me, just say. don't need to critisize my job." but u know, he is so into his job that his personality is like moulded from his job. so aggressive, never willing to say "i have lost". fuck u.
mLms will never understand.
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16:41
Friday, June 24, 2005
complaint kewinhere's a little list of things i think i ought to do and to spend on for the month of july
1. beautify my hair
2. 5x fitness first
3. save $100 for dad's birthday
4. give august's membership fee to ke
5. call up andy to terminate membership as at 1 sept
6. get a new pair of glasses
7. trim crystal's nails
8. visit the dentist *shucks*
9. shop for casual clothes for school before the GSS ends!
10. get a pair of casual footwear
seeing this list... i really wonder if i can save even 40% of my meagre earnings.
and oh, my title. complaint queen, actually.. i wrote my very first formal complaint letter!!! it looks alrite to me... i just hope they'll solve the problem. can u believe i called singtel more than 3 times to solve a stupid issue? and they cant solve it. it's been 3 months. can u imagine receiving 3 months of FAULTY bills??!! the word faulty doesnt sound rite. watever.
i felt my heart gave itself a little squeeze when i saw smu's building outside raffles city today. oh well, just take it easy. can still get in there for their master in wealth management, 5 years down the road =) no sweat.
okie... closing the shop now. it's been a good day.. flirting with the salesmen @ funan. ya rite, flirting. how could i. aite. jokes aside.. ciao~ hope ur day was as fulfilling as mine ;)
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19:14
Thursday, June 23, 2005
i fear for my health. so much. what's happenin to my body, really? i hope God or someone will give me a clue... lately, i've been having phobia. i dare not excrete anythin at all. i daren't even fart. I'm so scared when i do, blood will come bursting out onto my panties. no, i'm not insane.
a few days or maybe a week ago, i found a long string of blood clot in the midst of my stools. it's that kind girls are familiar with. it looks like "a piece of masterpiece during menses". i think i mentioned somethin about it in one of the previous posts. yes, i didn't think anything much about it.. until today. i really felt like shitting....... and i really put up a lot of courage to just let it out. i'm so afraid i'm having piles... or even colon cancer. the thought of it shakes me so bad. well.... the outcome is.................. i had thick blood in my stuff. though not blood clots. i don't wanna see the doctor, really.... i don't wanna have staplets in my asshole.. and i dun wanna have anything shoved in there. but i'm so scared.....
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19:14
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
yoohoo~ i'm pretty satisfied working here at the moment!! for the first time in weeks, i'm BUSY! oh yes, i'm extremely glad that alas, i can tell someone "hey, can i call u back? i'm busy" yay!!! lol... but i think i just got over the "busy period". i've finished what i ought to do. dont know what else will i be assigned to though..
meanwhile, i'm just trying to train up my vocals. not for the sake of singing though... the former executive had such a lovely, bright voice. she speaks like a child. so do i. but i'm a sick child. or i really sound like someone in bed. am either a baritone or a soprano. nothin in between. it sucks... and i have all that phlem stuck in my throat i find it so difficult to pronounce properly. man.. why's my voice like that??!!! i sound more like an illiterate than an executive. yucks.
i'm to start my course at SIM in august. first week of august. and i've enrolled for units i've never dreamt of excelling in - statistics and maths. i'll just pray and i wish i have all the luck in the world to pass. though, i really want to score rather than be satisfied with a pass. funny thing is, i haven't even got accepted by UOL yet. not to say the application. haven't even filled up the application. gawd. and the orientation's on 12th july. orientations really peeve me!! i'd rather find better things to do than to try to get close to someone i don't even know for the sake of winning a game or forming a team. aiya. alrite. the bottom line is, i hate socialising. i dont like to make new friends. i find it so difficult to just open my damn mouth!!! i am just so fucking anti-social! and....... i don't wanna see some strawberry covered with shit.
i know, we should never bear grudges. but to have fallen out with someone doesn't just go away like that. somewhat, the memories are still there. the bad impression stays on you like a scar. yes, it might go away some day, but u probably need to apply cream. bad impressions? i don't know. you need to keep psychoing yourself to forget the things that the person did to make you dislike her. i don't really think about those days when we were together, but when her name flashes somewhere or i see something that resembles her, i just feel like throwing up. forgive and forget, i shall try. but i will not talk to her, if i can help it. how? milz, help me. petals of the flower, help me....
okay, somethin to help cheer me up. ahha.. i cant help it.
Crystal is such a cutie!!! haha she's such a clown, such a sweet heart, such a darling!!!! just seeing her makes me feel so pure, like i'm back in my childhood. her actions are really innocent. was juz sprawled on the floor on my stomach reading the newspaper last nite. and she kept stepping all over the papers, thinkin i was enticing her to play with me or somethin. when she knew that she got ignored, (i actually pushed her away so i could read the printS) she jumped on me and kept licking my face, playin with my hair. lol... i love her! actually.. having a dog like her has kinda given me a certain sense of awakening. she's made me a better person. i feel that i'm more able to show love, care and concern more freely than i ever would, to those close to me. she was also the catalyst who helped bond my family members and i =) and she made me realise how important family members are. i'll never forsake them. and certainly not u, my little princess ;-)
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18:08
Monday, June 20, 2005
it was one of the most satisfying lunch appointment, ever =)really.. what is wrong with singaporeans these days? sex addicts, exhibitionists, attention seekers, brutal killers.. but one category i came across for the first time today, is what i call the "i'm still pretty much buried in the sars phobia".
was on the train to work this morning and i had my eyes on this lady in front of me. she was sitting down reading her bible. yes.. reading here bible.. and i thought God taught us to forgive and forget? and that as christians.. we shouldn't bear grudges? somethin like that? ah huh... so this gentlemen who lives near my house (we don't know each other, i just saw him getting up the bus stop near my house) went to sit beside her. and u know what she did? as if that guy had sars or beacteria all over him, that lady squeezed to her left, against this malay woman. and the malay woman had this quizzical look on her face. the most hilarious thing was the christian lady's expression. she kept staring at the guy beside her. i was like.. hey, come on.. u afraid of sars or do you really think the guy was trying to take advantage of you? i mean.. on the mrt, the seats arent really catered for comfort sitting isn't it? they are not custom made to ensure that no one touches no one else. so... what's a little body contact? and she was like kicking a fuss, shifting a lot in her seat. i remember her looking up at us, the passengers standing up. and her eyes was like.. shifting between the male beside her and the woman in front of her. like telling the woman "this guy's a bastard. look at the way he sits" unfortunately... i think she's just stupid. she got up eventually and stood for the rest of the journey. that poor guy. he must have thought what did he do to offend that troublesome woman. hah! stupid woman.
yesterday, i read the news. there was an article in which they mentioned a dr winslow. i assume that's sharmini's husband.. uhm. cos.. the picture looks like him? and he's a WINSLOW too.. and indian. ah huh...
and also an article which mentioned dr joseph guan. gee... i shant say anythin bad about him.. but there are really bad things about him. lol.. he practices energy medicine. if you ask me, i'd tell u it's a really fascinating kind of medical practice. not like the conventional western doctor who uses the stethoscope to listen to your heartbeat. they use different methods.. for example, emotional frequency tapping, kinda. talking to ur soul, like what dr thana says. despite minutes and many times of explanation... i don't get it AT ALL. am too stupid to understand. lol.
oh boy.. steven is so funny. msned me to say "ferrochina dropped" and went offline -_-" good luck, mate.
oh, the lunch just now. pizza place. we had FURY EXTREME. almost burnt my tongue, but the spicyness evaporated quite fast. haha.. it numbed nini's... after that i had a double scoop desireable. mango sorbet + belgian chocolate. heaven. lol.. the consequences of overeating such indulgences?? i dare not think of it, but one of it is.. i need to count the calories and at least try to work it off. shit me. but life's like that, no fret.
and to my dear brother... happy first day of school.. study hard.
and to me.... i really hate orientation. can i not go?
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16:39
Sunday, June 19, 2005
a letter to funan's staffdear alan, thank you so much for your kind patience in helping a difficult customer choose something. i know u tried your best, but what to do? she is DIFFICULT, like i said. rest assured, i totally understand your plight, your growing impatience, your stirring anger beneath your skin. cos... i was a salesperson before. but that customer u served, oh well.... she's led a good life. she have not served anyone in her life before. so, please do pardon her. also... as we all know, AUNTIES are well known for being extremely fickle minded. But sometimes, i don't understand why some rich people can skive on up products like spas, diamonds and yet squeeze the hell outta people and businesses who have to work so hard just to earn that small amount of money. what's this world gone to? don't u agree, alan?
dear john. yes, i know i still owe you mcflurry oreo with m&ms.. i shall make one for you someday. haha... shit u. oh well.. i'm deeply touched today because you were really humane. u're not in the least like aaron lai ang! at least.. u'll give me a good, best price, and i totally trust you. thank you so much.
and of course.. to all the other people @ Courts, Harvey Norman, Challenger... thank you for your patience... but Courts, you lost out on this one. YOUR FRUSTRATION COULD BE FELT AND READ ON UR FACE!!! CHALLENGER! congratulations.... i admire the way you control ur temper =) if i were u.. i'd scold her already. *if only*
a letter to THE mlm skunkknow wat? i fucking hate mlm. can u all please go and find a place to hide? because i think what u're doing, is a disgrace to the society! depending on people to bring in more money! deceiving the general public in the way you work! dare you say triangle is different from pyramid?! give me 10 differences and you win.
don't think you own the world just because of MLM. and don't think to be able to be a MLM skunk means that you can give business lectures to about anyone in this world. oh hello, people wouldn't own 2-3 companies if she doesn't know how to do business! look at urself. oh no, don't try to cover your ass now.. or don't try to dig that hole in the ground cos it's really cement. i really... i seriously don't think it's that easy to just jump into two different nations' markets that easily. and hey, if you do get into HOngkOng, i'm placing my bets that MY UNCLE WILL BE YOUR VERY FEIRCE COMPETITOR, AND HE WILL NOT LOSE. fuck u, don't insult everyone. and please stop asking me to introduce people to u cos. Hey, MLm is so great, you can conquer anything, aint it? GO CONQUER UR GREATEST OBSTACLE YOURSELF!
a letter to my dearest, AH CHENGdear ah cheng.. i have to say a big big thank you to you, for being with me because of who i am.. and not because i live in a masionette, and not because i have two maids, and not because i own many prada bags ... but because! u make me happy and i happy u happy. lol... i'm just glad.. whether or not i'm rich, ugly, fat, thin..... u'll still be there to help me. teeheehee~
i'm not boasting here.. but i'll try to change the skunk's concept at the moment.
firstly. living in a masionette, is no big deal. apartments were cheap then.. and it's an investment. if you were to live in a home, surely you'd wanna live comfortably, aint it? so wouldn't it be reasonably fine to compromise a bit on the other facets of living costs and to invest more on the furnishing of the house you'll want to live for a long time? it doesn't mean i'm rich or watsoever. so please, especially u, mLm skunk, stop trying to squeeze me for working deals and stop asking me to help u squeeze people. i detest ya!
secondly. i have two maids because our family requires it. look. we have two elderly people in the family. my two grandmas. one is 88, the other is 73. therefore we need two!!! i shall not explain in detail... i'm tired. so.. i guess u should just stop advising me. cos.... i've lost all the good impression i've had of you!
and why so many prada bags, u ask? well.. cos i'm a junk collector. whatever my relatives don't want, they end up on my hand. so my relative is a prada collector. so.. i get the old ones lah! stop askin k, skunk.
okie.. some "daily events" in this unjuvenile brat's life.. she saw tan boon yuen with his beloeved wife today. they are a cute couple. that's all! nothin much!!
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01:23
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
oh boy, i hope u won't lose out on ferrochina!!all the best eh.. but ah, why did your friend recommend you ferrochina? yeah.. probably it will rise someday. but.. u know the kinda tension is builds up with every point it plunges??!! oh boy.. i don't exactly understand your plight.. but i roughly know what i'd feel if i were u!! after all, it's all about forecasts and risks aint it? the best prediction wins =) but be careful!!
alrite. i havent been blogging much lately. it's because.. my life is so smooth sailing that i have nothing to boast about nor nag about. keke... i'm doin hand over next monday!! weeee~ and i get my remaining $200. this time round. i'm gonna deposit it straight to the bank! no way i'm gonna give it to someone.. oh wait. i still owe my dad $50 for the handphone bill... okie things arent too bad with $150 either ;-)
today, this guy.. he calls himself "Dr Tan" came in to get an EightStar. actually i was pretty stunned. firstly... he came in very casual attire. lemme describe him. he was wearing brown cargo pants, sport shoes and a black vector-art-inspired-tshirt. and his hair was dirty streaks of blonde. he looked... barely 28. and he's a doctor. yes actually he doesn't hold a Doctorate. he's a dental surgeon. on the phone.. i thought he must be at least 45 to be able to call himself a "Doctor" rite?
yes, he's plannin to get a proposal ring for his to-be-fiance, who's a piano teacher. he told us. but i can see that he's been researching a lot. for someone who knows nuts about diamonds.. to knowing about the eightstar is REALLY SOMETHING. and it's like.. he did all the researching online. no one told him about the eightstar at all. that's totally cool.. to go all out in search of the perfect diamond for a once in a lifetime proposal.
but i have my doubts actually... because few people would wanna sacrifice carat for cut. and though he's found the best cut, he wasn't that ready to sacrifice his carat. and given his budget.. oh well, i dont know.... but if he should wanna just squeeze a little more, he should be able to get something even better than what he had asked for. we'll see if he comes back.
also.. went to shop for a laptop with my aunt today. went to harvey norman. and damn, the salesman was bloody aggresive. so aggresive that he got really irritating. and he also was quite annoyed in that my aunt was taking her time deciding and also she wasn't too sure as to what she likes... so she was asking a lot of questions... (Which most of them i find very stupid... i completely empathized the ill-mannered salesman) and so.. i offered to give some comments. and that darned egg just had to interupt me. KNS!!!!! yeah.. so she wasn't too happy with his service. so.. kiss ur commission bye bye, fool!
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22:21
Sunday, June 12, 2005
am i your big sack of burden?my gran asked me how much was my school fees. and i told her. she clucked her tongue,"so expensive...xxx" from the way she talked to me, i knew she was hoping i'd work part time so that i can support myself. i really wonder if i should just quit. i mean.. reject the acceptance. since she already put herself quite clearly. i feel like a burden. yet at the same time i can't help but feel that it's ultimately my parents' job to send me to school.. and i asked them if they can handle it financially if i were to enroll. they gave me a very convincing "YES, go ahead. You'll support us when u fully join the working force." so i'm so perplexed now. who should i believe?
chatted with my brother last night. in fact these few nights i've been talking to him a lot. plus.. we're sleeping in the same room now. it's funny, really. before we renovated our flat, i was sleeping with him. and my gran, in my current room. so.. after the renovation, my grandma sleeps with my brother. but now... my gran's back to her old room and me.. back with my brother again. okay... back to the point i was tryin to talk about.
i'm really glad that my brother has matured a lot. i'm so proud of him.. though he's towering above me... he seemed to have chosen his path in life - to be an aircon engineer. ever since working for my aunt, he has proven himself to be a person of good personality, of a certain positive calibre. he is responsible in that he does not work till 5:30 and go off on the spot. he'll complete whatever tasks he is given. and i'm glad he often stays around to see if anyone needs help. he's even a better worker than me, i suppose. and he's having a deep interest in electricity... so.. it's good. my mum and i are both very happy with him.
way to go,
kiddo.
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10:18
Saturday, June 11, 2005
lol. i'm $150 rich today & i'm just craving for Noah's New York Bagels!! but they're all outta my reach ='(i miss the bagels.... boohoohoo.... i havent eaten such GOOD BAGELS all my life. and the taste havent left my lips one single bit. this is making me hungry.
just an hour more before i finish work. yes!!! and since i'm so rich today, i'm gonna go get bra. haha.. the triumph promotion at OG. NICE! i'm running out of them u see.. haha. i'm mad. i know. oh boy.. today, we had 3 babies coming into the shop!! they are so adorable!!!!
aiya. i give up blogging at the moment. i cant think of anything useful to blog on.
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18:26
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
edmund toh. so gorgeous. but wat happened to ur smartsuave dress sense? today is the first day of the lunar month of may.. which is βεδΈβ.. oh well. i went to the temple. as usual, there were a lot of devotees. but seeing this huge swarm of people.. i begin to wonder - what is it that brings them here, and why do people worship God or Deities at all? I know sometimes God or the Spiritual Beings do answer to some of our prayers. But, how is it that they do that? And then.... it comes down to me.. asking myself if I believe in religion and spirituality. I DO. But, why do i doubt things happen because God is helping us or because we're carrying out what God has laid down for us?
For me, I'm not sure if I'm a Buddhist or a Taoist. From what I know... in my IC, it's stated that I'm a Buddhist. But what exactly is the whole and total meaning of Buddhism, I don't know. And from what I comprehend and understand from my reading of Buddhist texts.. Buddhism is not a religion, but a believe. A believe that believes in purely true existence. And it talks a lot about enlightenment. Really... I'd be keen to know a Buddhist who knows exactly what Buddhism is all about.
As for all the devotees at the temple.. I'll make a guess what everyone is praying. I guess mostly.. people are making requests, asking the Gods to bless them with good health, bless their children with good grades, bless them to have a windfall even.. and even asking the Gods' advice as to what they should do.... strangely... their advices come in the form of sticks.. and it sort of answers your questions. Most of the time, my mother says that the Gods' answers are rather accurate. one example... is the result of my application to university -_-. maybe God has plans for me... which I'll only find out soon enough when the time comes. so.. other than making requests... what else can we do?? to worship the deities who look after us? that'll be another question that i will never get an answer for. haha... random stupid thoughts...
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11:37
Sunday, June 05, 2005
i haven't felt this relaxed for a long time, on a sunday.. haha. finally, NO ACTIVITIES today. supposed to help out at the pc show.. but i guess since i can only work one day, my boss decided not to engage me. haha... but today then he tell me. wat an ass rite.... made me wake up at 8 plus. oh well... might as well try to start working on the website...
so many months have passed since we handed up our fyp to the client and also to school. and i must say... i've kinda forgotten everything i've done for my part in the project. especially the scripting. so.. the girls went to meet the client. and now.. they're saying that they can't do this and that. and..... must be due to some of my negligence that i didn't do some things properly or some things right.. but why discover the problem only now... haiz. now i must try to turn back time. but more often than not... i can't open dreamweaver. nothing to do with bugs in the program. it's just me. i'm lazy.
oh btw.. i've enrolled in sim for the uol degree. but i aint sure if i'll get a place. hopefully. but i have much uncertainty.. because so many people are pursuing degrees from uol. the irony is that... though it's a prestigious university in uk, the number of people taking up the external program come in bulks. why is that allowed to happen? it makes things meaningless sometimes. oh well... i try not to think about it. it's pretty heartbreaking. lol.
to talk about happy times..
i met up with my secondary 4 classmates last night. though i asked quite a number of them out... only 8 of us turned up - joey, cedric, jimimi, angela, hidir, benedict, he quan, baobao and i. but well, it was a good gathering. baobao came!! yesterday was the first time he joined us for a gathering. haha.. we met up at jimimi's dad's restaurant. at novena. they served quite good food there. had oysters, ascorgots, cheese cake, lobsters with steak.. mushroom soup.. and red and white wine!! yummy~ and courtesy of jimimi.. we only paid $23.50 each. thank u, jmm~ =P
so yesterday.. the group was quite split up lar. hidir came looking like some hip hop nigga. (sorry, but is it more polite to say negro or nigger? i really dont know) he's quite dark. and he's all pumped up and tall. even taller than bao bao. hidir used to be one of the shortest guys in class. but he shot up after he left school. alrite.. the rest are pretty much the same. yah.. then people at my table were those who are currently serving ns. those at the other tables are those who're awaiting ns. so.. the common topic was of course... about the whores of the nation and their job scopes, the stories behind. angela and i were like... "wtf are u talking about"... but they were quite nice to explain to us on the way lar. and we all freaked ourselves out by talking about the spiritual world.. which is actually all around us. brrr. i actually had goosebumps at that time. it's a pity the rest couldn't make it. since our class has only this much people... 25, if i remember correctly. without foreigners, it'd be 18 ;-) and no one brought along a camera.. so can't take pictures lor.. sad.
as u can see from the above.. i'm just trying very hard to blog. hahaha... and u can see that my english standard is way below a poly graduate's standard. should i sign up for english tuition lessons arh???? haha.. i need to improve!!!
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