Thursday, March 31, 2005
first day of freedomwell, not really freedom. haha.. i enjoy freedom most of the time, anyway.
it's been three years since i was last bugged by school work, and the day's been pretty much - wasted-.
so, what did i do today? i woke up and ATE, then i went to sleep again.. and i ATE again.. and I went back to sleep again.. and i ATE again, went back to sleep again. i feel like a pig. although i'm rather close to that physical state of being a pig. or am i already there.
i have to find stuff to do soon man... can't eat and sleep everyday. haha... suppose to go Jurong swimming complex with the 2 bowls (wans).. but poor wT is suffering from really bad indigestion. vomitting and diarhea.. poor girl. hope u're a lot better now!!! better go see doctor!!! and so... i sms nini. ask her wanna go swim and tM or not.. but arh... she never reply me *sob sob* =P
okie.. so yesterday was our final presentation. i gabra-ed a lot. it's like.. i was explainin some parts and i just forgot what i was suppose to say.. then i wanted to stop when i saw lks writing somethin down. minus marks??!!!! but anyway.. carried on. darn scared things happen. cuz the newsletter section wasn't really "stable". argh.. anyway, the happy moments of the day was AFTER THE PRESENTATION.
after the presentation, heather drove wT to her interview and test @ the school of comm studies @ ntu. shant go into details.. then the rest of us went to jurong point.. walked around. took a lot of crazy pics. fun.
then after teng's interview.. went down to orchard cineleisure KBOX!!!! darn funny.... inside... wanni was tryin to hide some pics.. hahaha =P but dun worry girl, i didn't see anything. I SWEAR!!!! though i was tempted to. hehehe....
sang songs.. but it got a bit boring after that. i think i can't stand for more than 2 hours for a karaoke session.
nvm.. so.. after that it's dinner at taka. and the best moment was the sparkling juice part. stood in front of the taka fountain. then heather shook the sparkling juice.. and the cork head came popping out.. into the fountain. darn funny.... but it wasn't captured on film =( but well, the most important thing is.. it's part of a wonderful memory that we'll all keep in our minds.
after that.. the two wans left us.. so heather, cL and i went to esplanade. went there.. talk a lot. and someone kept singing "we're only lonely".. hahaha.. oh i feel so lonely man... =P
my post today is darn lame.... what's wrong with my english..... sat's in another month and my standard is like primary school standard. damn.
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22:26
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
i'm in the shittiest of moods now.. and i hope i dun kick anyone's balls later. and i'm fucking late for the meeting. but.. i need to just shout it out here.
met this stupid bastard. a stupid married bastard who goes round and round the merry bush. if u dont feel like saying, DONT SAY. and stop keeping me waiting and guessing, fool. i've got better things to do than fuckin stick around with u.
fuck the merry bush. fuck you.
because of him... i dont think i'd ever wanna get married.
screw u, shithead. u can lick my shithole if u dun like my shit.
what would u do, if u had a husband who goes around screwing people? oh no, he doesn't go around screwing people. he just has a raging hormone infested brain and walks around with a fuckin throbbing cork, ready to insert it into any willing smelly cunt on the way.
thank goodness, no willing smelling cunt is available.
and he fuckinly falls for someone else, not u. what would u do? and oh... i dont think u'll know all this wrong doings. how will God punish him? banish him to hell or forgive him? forgive him? cuz he believes in God? he believes in God and he does all the wrong things the Bible doesn't promote.
Stick to wifey's cunt i say! stop screwing around u bastard. i can't help but feel so lucky i DID NOT INTEND to marry you, or should i say the scope of 4 years saved me from that horny soot. yeah, so not being able to have sex with ur wife hurts u eh... take a loot at yourselF!!!! horny horny horny is all written over ur bastardized face. how to curb ur horniness? easy. cut it off, pig.
hence.. feeling disgusted, knowing you in depth now... and having tolerated u for so long... i have decided, i do not wish to have anything to do with you, ever. whatever good u may bring to me. i will depend on my own relations. screw u!
and if u ever lay ur hands on my friend.... watch out. a third child for u will be unattainable.
and oh, i can't believe u are willing to jeapardise ur relationship with ur wife because of sex. well, why not u just use the chatlines again and go screw and suck some young pimp's gun? nice rite. yeah i know u like it. so do it. and dont spread the fucking virus.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i feel so much better.
*this post is rated R21*
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09:43
tomorrow's the big day, embrace!finally.. after all that hustle and bustle rushing of assignments. we finally heave a sigh of relief at exactly 7:30pm last night. we managed to hand up our FYP!! this is like the moment we've all been waitin for. i'm so glad the stupid problems we faced pertaining to servers are all solve. what a stupid thing, servers... why can't they all upgrade to the same technology or best still, dont upgrade at all? saves the programmers lots of troubles. yeah just ranting. it's over, girl, it's over!
having handed up the project... i don't really feel relieved. actually i feel like i've lost a part of me. the burden of having a major project has been on my back for a long time.. and i've kinda get numbed to that ideology. so life's pretty funny without it? i'm not bersek. it's just different.
having spent 3 years in that wretched lone cluster of buildings that hardly anyone knows even exists down commonwealth ave... i'm just filled with mixed feelings leaving it. i'm not like going to miss the building or anything. i'm just gonna miss the facilities like 2044/45, 19323, vefx studio.. we all have a lot of memories in those few places, i believe =)
will we stay like this always?? close knotched friends? i seriously dont know.. even though we see each other like 5-6 times a week.... i still feel kinda isolated at times. we're so distant, yet so close. it's that kinda feeling. that degree of closeness is just so physical, i would say. well.. probably i'm wrong? *blow air out*
aite.. i am late. meeting the girlies at 10.. and i'm still BLOGGING??!!!!! lolx... cailing's goin for her interview later.. hopefully she gets the job! gd luck girl~
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08:30
Friday, March 25, 2005
u scold me??!!!that was wat i initially thought when i saw my friend's nick. wat a coincidence.
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here's the conversation:
[ke.Ying] i'm so screwed says:ky screwed it up??
Pan-ky screwed it up says:haha
[ke.Ying] i'm so screwed says:
you mean ME??!!!Pan-ky screwed it up says:my lecturer ah
Pan-ky screwed it up says:nono[ke.Ying] i'm so screwed says:
argh!!!Pan-ky screwed it up says:my lecturer damn cb~Pan-ky screwed it up says:he call mePan-ky screwed it up says:
panky Pan-ky screwed it up says:u noe my name Pan Ke**** right?Pan-ky screwed it up says:duno y he call me pankiPan-ky screwed it up says:
then now my new name in clas is panki*******************
some lecturers just suck. and it's not just only lecturers.. a lot of people!!!!!!! like my name sia.... my name in between got space alrite.... stop calling me keying. spell it as KE YING hor!!!!! not keying!!!!!!!!!
oh well... time's running out. i had a really good sleep last nite. slept all the way from 1am till 10am!!! that's 9 hours!!! the longest sleep i ever had in a long time. yeah!!!
our final presentation is next wednesday. and after that teng will be heading down to NTU for her comm studies interview. ALL THE BEST, girl!!!! though i said... "hope u dun get into comm studies"... haha... i was just mad that i didn't choose ntu =P
but nah. i'm not thinkin of takin it...... cuz i lack that "x-factor". kekeke... well.. just do well okie!!! have faith! act smart! look like a snob! oh well... yah just do whatever u deem is right... haha.. but the most important thing is.. to speak with confidence - loud enough aite!!
i can't wait... goin to bangkok with lydia on 13th!!! weeee~~~~
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11:32
Thursday, March 24, 2005
oh no i'm so screwed.. i think i just screwed up the whole website??!!!!!
was putting the newsletter pages into the user and admin folders.. then i did a check links sitewide... and i dunno wat happened after that. my links stopped working...... and i dunno wat am i doing!!!!!!!! DAMN.
cL and wT.. i didn't erase ur files.. but i think i did something....... argh!! sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uhm......... i hope no one sees this b4 we meet up in an hour.. and i am gonna be bloody late. am still waiting for the bloody heater to heat up. dont like to bathe in the cold. arhrhrhrhrhrhrhrhrhrhrhrhrh!!!!!!!!!
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10:02
Sunday, March 20, 2005
wats wrong with me man... my last post was - CRAP - .
"Life's too important to be serious..." so someone says.
anywayz. just got back not too long ago. i'm acting like i'm having my holidays already. went to celebrate my uncle and aunt's birthdays. they're not twins btw. birthdays are a week and 2 years apart.
went to hyatt's scott's lounge. when we went in.. we were rather disappointed. though it was high tea, it was English high tea. and the english, it seems.. only to favour breads. so.. the buffet table only had scones, brownies, puff crust pastries and sandwhiches. yah like no variety. but the nicest item was the chocolate fondue. but i didnt really like the chocolate... kinda milky. i'd prefer dark choco. yuh but anyway.. i feel so pampered taking fondue. it's in a way sexual.. hahaha!!! the way u have to purse ur lips to eat and suck the strawberry at the same time. =P
and my aunt was tellin me how she's losin weight and kept insultin me. bitch. it's always like that. she's like insultin me so she can like stand on my head, make me feel small and let everyone know that she's in control kinda thing. like as if she can control her food intake.. she's also on yoyo dieting okie.. not onli me. kanasai. btw. . she's not fat.
算了吧。。 就让她把她的快乐建立在我的痛苦上吧。。。笔痴!!!
alrite.. so after that, went to far east.. to look for cds. my mum's crazy about korean serials. but... i cant seem to find any cd shops. seem like they have all closed down. things are gettin borin in the city... even the shoe shops. what's happenin to their business acumen man??!!! don't they understand variety spices up ur life??!!!! although covered shoes are hot now.. it doesn't mean u have to convert the whole shop to covered shoes rite.... u are CRAZY!!!! argh! i cant find any nice slippers k...... and it's frustratin havin my soles suffer with that torn slipper.
oh btw... i saw this space. it's an empty store lah... on 2nd or 3rd level sellin converse shoes. i didnt see the price.. but they have quite a huge range, especially high cut sneakers. i like this black one.. but it looks really "punky"... or mat? but it's damn nice lor. i'm guessing it's either old designs or imported. that's why they dont have a shop. and big sizes too =) for all cow-footed peeps.
bought a watch with a huge clock face... i kinda like such watches. resembles my old swatch watch a lot. love it. but i still prefer my swatch. teehee.. it's nicer lah.. and oh.. that guy was tryin very hard to speak english.. i just kept quiet until i couldn't stand it no more. then i spoke to him in chinese and he stared at me.. lol.. that expression, it's hilarious. yuh.. so he said "luckily i didnt say anything bad about u.. or u'd have killed me, but i tot u were malay"... haiz.
wat do u think people will look at me as.. if i were to have 2 half filipino half burmese little sisters? i'd love to have 2 little kid sisters... i'm sick of my brother. *oops* but yah.. would that make me look 100% like a filipino? well it's not like i've never been mistaken for a filipino before... people think i'm either a thai, filipino, indonesia, malay, chinese. and the most absurd one... "British Born Chinese". wth... it came from this prefect from my sec sch. funny. oh well.. it gives me an advantage actually. when i dun wanna talk too much to taxi drivers i just act i'm malay. the worst thing is..... when i serve customers, especially those from china.. i dun understand their terms for the hardware parts.. so i just look at them and say "sorry sir, i dont understand chinese. i'll get my colleague to attend to u. sorry" nice rite ;) witty!!!!! haha...
argh. thanks heather.. for giving me so many nice songs. i'm in love with the songs man... i am so gonna get a firehouse cd and marroon 5!!!!!!!!! wee~ my life rocks with music!!
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22:51
HAREMwas surfin ard usin the word "harem".. cos i dont really know what it means. but it seems like a nice word. lolx... yah anyway.. it's suppose to mean a lot of things. originates from arabic. a place in which females are put together to live in. or it could be something sexual. i dont know. there doesn't seem to be any definite definitions.
so.. came across this site. rather feminist site and i think it's interestin.. yes, i'm a fuckin feminist! so here goes.. all u guys, hold on to ur family gems!!! (like wth..)
12 Steps to Being a BIW- Write "I am a Beautiful Intelligent Woman." on your mirror. Look at it everyday and say to yourself "I am a Beautiful Intelligent Woman".
- Put your own happiness above all else at least once a week.
- Decide that bad hair days just don't count because, after all: "I look damn cute in a pony tail or baseball cap".
- Make a list of your favorite BIWs and consider them role models to emulate.
- Find quiet time for yourself to forget everything and just be.
- For once in your life tell the fucking bastard exactly what you think.
- So what if he's supposed to call... go out and have fun anyway.
- It is okay to be depressed and have a bad day because you know that you are a Beautiful Intelligent Woman and another day you'll feel better.
- Stop thinking of yourself in terms of size. Find your best feature and dwell on that instead.
- If it/he makes you that unhappy just get rid of it/him.
- Focus on accomplishments rather than failures.
- Have a Fuck-Me Crayola-Purple day. Translation (originally an inside joke with friends): Wake up feeling like a Beautiful Intelligent Woman and believe that all day long.
oh well.. things are rather funny in there. it sounds like a nip outta "Yaya sistershood".. really girlish. lots of gossippin goin ard and stuff... nice.. lol........
i'm really feelin bum man.... can't wait for school to end.
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12:54
Thursday, March 17, 2005
::cough ya lungs out::i've got sexy voice today. low, husky, sultry voice. haha.. and i'm so in pain. have got saw throat. and... everyone seems to love my "new found voice". lol... they say it's nice. yeah i know.. i think so too... hehehe... i love my voice today!!!! minus the pain.am pretty crazy today.. did AAUP for the whole day. it sucks man. everything is like out of sync. even the drums. things seemed fine when we were doing the recordin. but why does it sound so different now? how are ur aaup recordings? good? looked at the pics and video clips we took yesterday. on that girls' nite out. funny... laughed till tears came. will post some when i get my hands on em... haha....back to aaup report.
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22:38
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
just came back from my rendezvous with the girls.. haha... yeah it's a flirtatous nite.. lots of bitchin and seducing goin around. lol...
went to kallang theatre.. de gradeur for a buffet dinner. saw this cute chap. ang moh guy... he's almost flawless. looked like... "what's he called, shane?" that guy from west life. yuh.. but again, all ang mohs look kinda alike i guess. yuh anyway... couldn't eat a lot. food there wasn't like really fantastic, but can do. we were too engrossed in keepin ourselves entertained. congratulations to nini dear!!!! won herself the JVC HDD media cam!!!! my god! she's got such luck. i'm jinxed when it comes to such stuff like winning gifts at a lucky draw. that goes without saying.. i probably wont buy toto or 4d in future. hrmph!!! i'm so jealous!!! haha.. but it's really cool... when i'm free, i shall get hold of all those stuff we took. man, we were crazy.
after dinner.. we went to stadium boulevard. walked along the bridge leadin to cosy bay. did a screwed up mtv of our song.. "frens". it's hilarous. and heather arh... shan't talk about her. she's absolutely nuts... kept ranting on and on.. waste the battery life. hahaha... then it was paradise. pengz... took quite a lot of pictures. waitin for them to post them up and send me. cos my cam's down. DOWN DOWN DOWN!!!!!
oh did i mention.. this outing was to celebrate wanni's birthday? her birthday falls on the 19th actually. yeah.. so we're doin an advanced thingy. teehee~ fun fun fun!!!! oh man.. her new hairstyle suits her really well. she looks so pretty with her new hair. haha.. new hair??!!!! i'm not saying she's not pretty last time, but this hairstyle accentuates her features. NICE!
and oh, we got her a pendant, a bouquet of sunflowers and a "MY FAIR LADY" cake. hee.. nice nice nice!! it's like so sweet. lol...
actually when teng and i sneaked outta school to get those stuff.... we felt really uneasy. we felt like.. i dont know. guilty or somethin. but when we came to school in the mornin, we were in really high spirits. darn excited about the trip. but after gettin down to asp and also my aaup... and we had to leave halfway kinda thing... i dont know. felt pressurized. like... panicky and stuff. haha.. like it's not right to leave those stuff behind and go make merry. haha.. but it all died down with our evening adventure. hahax.
all in all, it was a GREAT day. yay!
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23:40
Monday, March 14, 2005
am at adva lesson now... didn't manage to convince myself to skip it... cos of my attendance. don't wanna get a warning letter during my last semester at this sickenin place!!! hearing christopher go on and on.... i'm surprised everyone's listenin except for me. btw.. there are less than 10 people in class now.
it's sick being sick when u have so many things to do. gonna have a vocal recording later and i dont know if i can pul it off? i'm croaking.
standing for 10 hours on saturday doesn't help. i kept yakking away. complaining... promoting our products... well at least i sold 4! and i came back..... fell asleep straight away. woke up with a terrible headache in the afternoon. and fell back to sleep once again. couldn't get myself out of bed, it's terrible, it sucked. yucks. of all times, NOW??!!!
and aL came over yesterday. to use the comp... yup. missed her for almost a year maybe, but we didn't have much to talk. felt so crippled. kept thinking of topics to talk about.. but everythin i mentioned.. i think i talked to her about it before. there's nothing much to talk about. if there is, it's always about my life. life's been pretty much the same for her. having stopped work for 7 months. i really wonder how her whole family lives.... can u ever imagine anyone living for 9 years without anyone in the family working at all? 4 family members. and they live on savings. i cant believe it. well i sure hope she aint like her dad. got a degree from uk and refuses to get a job, reason being "not worth it to work for 1.4k when i have a degree". wtf?!!! he's quite old, 40 plus. 1.4k is like... alrite? he has a family of 4 to feed.. and her sis is still in secondary 1. weird family.. she can't go on like that. i'm worried for her, my secondary school frens have GAVE UP on her. stubborn as an ox. ur future is in ur hands and 21 aint young no more.
boo.
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09:49
Friday, March 11, 2005
you jerk, you jerk, you are such a jerkthere are other wordsbut they just don't workhow come jerks don't know they're jerks?so next time, someone makes you feel littlejust sing this song inside ur head yadadada...
haha that's for that horny bastard sitting beside my friend just now. he was lusting over her okay??!!!! some NERD with specs... was saying my friend. look like chiobu, but not chio, but got nice legs. wanna take picture. isn't it a law that u can't take people's pictures without permission??!!! PIG!
::look at nini's blog:: [forgot the link... go to my frens and click... =P]
feeling better today.. but still not good. came to school in a pigtail!!! hahaha.. my hair's in a mess now. OH BOY. 2 more weeks to FYP deadline!!! HOHOHO... congratulations. great isnt it. fuck.
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18:17
Thursday, March 10, 2005
i just had to blog for a sec. feeling really confused now. i dont know why, i feel panicky, depressed... excited. haha mixed feelings i feel like rojak now.
waitin for data to be transferred from my thumb drive to the comp. takes ages... so mite as well blog.
just had recordin. nigel came over to help... he's really nice. and he's such a good musician. plays like crazy. no, i mean he's good. his strumming.. no ringing sound, it is GOOD. yah but he's a perfectionist. we spent around 4-5 hours tryin to perfect the song, make it sound good yadada. but i guess that's how things go when we're doin an actual recording. to produce a quality piece. and he can't stands it when he doesn't listen to good quality music. he needs audio in WAV format; he refuses mp3s upright. haiz...
but well, so thankful he's here to help... we needed a bass part.. so.. he asked his friend for help.. and they're gonna do it later.. at around 9, 10pm. we are just so touched.. one day will treat him eat.
was actin like a spoilt kid just now. man i realised i cant work in tension. i go kuckoo. i act irrationally and randomly. i dont understand my actions. i do things that i regret later. life's a bitch. time to piece up everythin and try to forget him. it's difficult... like the phrase that goes ..
my first love was my true love but it should have been my last;the only time i'm happy's when i'm dreaming in the past. oh well.. i guess we should never work with a boyfriend or girlfriend, or someone u love or treasure a lot. u'd probably fall out... *large large sigh*
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17:20
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
another day just gone by just like that. just like the snap of your fingers. fast.
did some recordin at T19323. nobody goes there, it seems... but it's quite a good room for recording actually. nice, peaceful. just a bit of noise when people run past the room after lessons. and oh.. christopher paid us a visit today. he's learnin the flute. gonna take abrsm in september. grade 5. power. i didn't know he's musically inclined. cos he's so cute, so gong. haha musically inclined. no wonder his imagination is fabulous. "bing bing" yeah he played mozart for us. oh well, hopefully he'll do well for his test eh.. i failed my theory. and i'm too lazy to take it again. someday maybe,
someday...chris didnt come down today. he told me he would... at 12 plus he smsed me sayin he might be late. but at 1 he told he he's off to the doctor's. well if i were him... i might prolly do the same also. cos it's like.. nothing i'm doin is beneficial to me at all. but it was really kind of him to take time off for the past 2 - 3 days to come down and do the recording over and over again. tedious... but man.. he's very appreciated.since things turned out that way... i engaged nigel's help. hopefully he'll be good... it's really difficult to find good guitarists, is it? i mean as in really good.. no ringing extra notes or wat. but from what i know... nigel's a drum instructor. so i dont know about his guitar skills.. haha.. but since he's been playin since i knew him - when i was 13.. he should be good by now rite. lolx... god bless me - once more.we have just 18 days left till fyp deadline. 9 days for aaup. 12 days for adva. ARGH!!!
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22:04
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
::I AM SO
FUCKTIFIED::
... by everything, by anything, by the hour, by the minutes, by the fact that today is the most fucktified day in the whole semester!!!
FUCKdammit. had my audio practical test today. there were 2 sections. first section - mixing. well i thought i'd have no problems mixing. cos i had a rough idea how it was done. and oh FUCK! the system! the DAMN SYSTEM!!!! the lecturer used A LOT of VST Instruments. the CPU couldn't take that kind of an overload. After the lecturer and lab technician went around checking out what's wrong - for like 15 mins.. they can't understand what's wrong! and you know what stupid excuse they gave.. they said "it's part of the problem u have to solve"... man i'm so fucked.
so.. i just tried to work my way around... playin with this and that. and i didn't do much. and fuckin piece of shit, it was a ONE HOUR test! how in the hells bells are u suppose to edit on a SLOW PC within an hour? i can't even hear the tracks properly. they were like damn jittery.. loads of noise. everything was like.. fucked up. yes. so.. i found out the only way was to export all the midi tracks as audio tracks. but i only knew that from abel AFTER the test. argh.
so.. part two was like an interview. was called into the room... asked for miking.. dynamic and condenser - difference. why used for different stuff. and i was answering crap. dont know what was i doin....
and oh, chris came over. for recordin.. and... i'm afraid he's gettin annoyed comin over. recorded drums today. some problem with the tracks. one of the tracks went outta sync. probably moved it accidentally. pui pui pui.. i think chris felt like puking. he said he felt like everything he'd done has gone to waste. like taking his heart out and tearing it apart.. aiyo poor thing... but i hope he'll help us till the end.. haha.......
i feel brain dead. body heat is rising - due to lack of sleep, paranoia and tension. for... newsletter, aaup and school. damn damn damn.
goin down to sim lim for stupid briefing for IT show during the weekend. all of a sudden... i feel SO DAMN SICK.
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15:33
Friday, March 04, 2005
.stuffed turkey and the mean lying mob.just came back with an unexpected outing with my mates. didn't expect the top student to ask us out for shopping, since we're in the midst of our final year project. had a tedius recording session - poor lau heng - had to rush through everythin.. hoho.. yeah and we have so many deadlines to meet, so little time. suppose to edit videos today, but everyone's so tired.. we decided to take a break - and we actually SHOULD NOT have done it at all. haha.. bums!
yeah then went to bugis.. the hawker centre. ate sting ray and "lala"... and now my tummy is like on fire - indigestion.. plus the afternoon laksa. power... tomorrow i will be smilin to myself in the toilet.
yeah talkin about the "mean lying mob" aka... multi level marketin. i hate MLMs.. they're like gigilos, living off people's money. or like leeches. taking advantage of people. don't they feel like they're not living life the right way? i think probably a lot of people are in mlm. but the thing is.. if u're in mlm, go ahead. i don't mind. and when u try to sell me your product, no worries. i'll listen. but when i say i dont want, i mean it. don't force me. i'll kill u.
my dear friend was smart enough to refuse and put a stop to all that persuasion. i'd say pressure rather than persuasion. 5 to 1. it's simply INTIMIDATION. that is so cheap, so mean, so inethical. to hell with these pigs.
i'm proud of you, girl =)
but you know, sometimes these people from mlm... they get over the head or somethin, like too much. they put friendships in jeapardy. u'll know all the mlm staff when u know one. they're like cloned. hypnotised to think alike. and they'll go on and on abuoot "my company, my company, my company". but they don't realise they probably irk their friends who are SIMPLY NOT INTERESTED. friend, i care about u, i wanna know what's goin on with ur life, not what's going on IN YOUR COMPANY! and QUIT gettin me in okie!!!!!
bad experiences, bad experiences, and i'm not alone...
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23:08
[frantic. unrest. paranoid]know wat... i just realised that.... we have only today and next tuesday to do our recording for our aaup... how are we suppose to do that??!!!!! DIE! this is stupid man, this is LAME. what the hell, ~8 groups vie-ing for a single studio. that is so lame, so unworkable!! but i guess.. we have to blame ourselves for that, maybe. too laid back after the presentations no one knows what to do after that. plus cny took away a lot of mood. yeah, and tests. argh i should stop lamenting. but i cant help it.
tryin to piece together a music is darn difficult. i wish i knew how to play the guitar. royal bitch has offered to teach me bass!! oleh! but that'll be in a month's time. then... he's gonna enter ns real soon lor.. talk about teaching. argh.
my asp.. was really stupid. tried for 2 hours tryin to figure out what the hell was wrong with the database. why cant the server find the file. i defined it as "../datastores/newsletter.mdb", which was technically correct. but it directed me to some kuku address.. "c://hydrogen/....."??? what the hell, i dont even have that folder! tried a lot of times. i thought the server was mad or somethin. my pc was incredibly laggy. yuh. then... did the direct method.. and bingo. but man, that was a big round. did some minor changes.... but i think it'll still a long way to go. i'm brain dead.
i cant concentrate on 2 assignments at one time!!!! KE YING KE YING, WAKE UP!!!!
okie.. better get my ass of this chair. goin to school now.... GOD HELP ME!!!
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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08:47
Thursday, March 03, 2005
jammin, baby
wat a way to start a good day... what more could i ask for than to have my mum nag at me when i was tryin to clear my bowels.. she was complainin to me about my brother. but man.. can't it wait??!!! i felt completely moodless after that. lolx... i mean she just kept goin on and on despite me closin the door. she pushed the door open man!! that was like 4 times. argh..
okay.. so my parents were mad at me last night. cos i came back late. but i found it difficult to tell them where was i. if i said "oh, i went jamming".. they'd be like. u're stuck in a traffic jam? 11 plus got traffic jam wan huh? stop lying.. so.. rather not try explainin anythin at all rite..
and it's my first time jammin after a year. hahaha... sometimes i feel funny la... my friend and i, just the two of us.. then we're like just practicing lor. this time round.. we were practicing beyond's paradise.. cos doin a recording for my assignment on friday. and i was helpin him get his drum parts right.. not really helpin, but just providin the melody so he can drum to the tune. and.. i couldn't get the chords right. damn funny.. at one point he wanted to throw the drumstick at me.. but he hit the snare rim then drop on the floor. haha
oh well, hope all goes well on friday man...
and i forsee problems in another recording assignment. have to sing song.. then.. haha i dunno. it'll take time. i just hope we'll be able to hand up on time. the other groups doesnt seem to have kickstarted their assignments either. it's shitty... when u have got better things to do, like completing ur final year project, u have to get this kinda assignment that completely drains ur energy.
and well.. i'm finally doing my newsletter enthusiastically. haha.. asp sucks.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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17:08
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
having aaup lesson right now - and hell do i wonder how he becomes a lecturer. bloody self centered pig!!!
why self centered, u ask. well... how are you suppose to know if your students are taking the lesson well? he didn't even bother to ask for feedback! and worst still... he's suppose to teach us to use cubase.. and there he is, blabbering away. didn't even go like step by step or wat. shit him!! ALSO! the speakers are like blasting away as if he wont be happy if the
BOSE speakers don't explode. argh. how to even listen to my own clip??!!!
FARK FARK FARK FARK FARKbeen tryin really hard to follow his lesson. he goes at top speed. COS! he is so familiar with the software and mixing and all lah... then what?! he think we're born sound engineers arh??!! shit shit shit!!!
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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10:34
