Monday, February 28, 2005
[morning monday]
from today onwards, i pledge to dedicate all my time and energy to school. HOHO, yes, school! let's just list down the amount of things i have to do..
- Finish up the ASP Scripting for the Newsletter [due: monday, 7 march]
- Edit the Streaming Videos needed for the website
- Come out with the underlying background tones for aaup
- Recording
- Start studying SAT1. yucks, exams!
and my expected time to sleep everynight, i expect.. earliest, 2:30am.
"what does she remind me of? it looks familiar. is that raccoon? oh yes, sure as hell it is" ~ralph roberts
okay.. have got adva lesson at 9.. which is NOW??!! and i'm still at home. and i told nini that i'll reach school at 10. but i doubt that's possible... sorry.. just me and my lazy bones,
me and my lazy bones!!!
one more week to enn's return. and i havent called doctor reiki yet..... die lah. why am i doing such shit jobs??!!! and.. haiz. i feel really reluctant to do things when i dont get paid. i'm not referin to "the job of callin doctor reiki".
this friend of mine.. i helped him edit some parts of his company website. and things are like.. he gives me information today, expects me to finish tomorrow. and I DON'T GET PAID. to add to the mean-ess, he owes me some money. i know he's in a really tigh situation now.. he owes the bank a great deal of money.. but... i don't know. it's like so unreasonable. i'm helping u do ur company's job and u push me, and i don't get paid. and i'm not ur staff. get what i mean?
yuh... but i would say this strained our friendship. used to talk to him all the time, talkin about nothing at all. yah. good chats, kopi sessions. but now.. whenever i see him - online, or receive his sms.. i run. i go offline. i dont wanna talk to him!!! argh he is so terrorizing me.
and oh.. have u seen the news? this 20 year old girl who threw her new born baby down the rubbish chute. i don't understand what's goin on in her mind. i mean, after goin through 10 months of pregnancy.. doesn't she feel a sense of attachment to the little child inside her at all? and if she really didn't want the baby, why throw it away now? abortion would have been a better choice. it's shattering to know human being have evolved to be so evil. ah, the works of satan.
what am i blabbering about. effects of the da vinci code.k now, to sign off... wish all who're takin their o level results today -
GOOD LUCKsan, u must have did well! oh boy i wish u can get into accountancy arh =)
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08:54
Sunday, February 27, 2005
sakae sushi @ heartland mall [SUCKS]went there with my dad and brother today - for lunch. first family outing in years.. and it's quite good. except that my brother was sms-ing the whole time. the service sucks. the staff were pulling long faces throughout. no "irrashaimase" (or watever u spell that).. and no smiles AT ALL. i wonder what happened to their cheeks. fucked up staff, fucked up place.
my brother had this crazy plan - to use 5 cent coins to pay for our bills. yah right. where to get so many 5 cents. he's nuts! but he claims he and his friends have done it to some restaurant staff before. a group of them, maybe 10. eached used $50 notes to buy a 1.90 item. rather choose not to believe. that's too exaggarating.
wasted another day today.. planned how to study for my sat.. time's running out... argh!
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22:02
Saturday, February 26, 2005
it's a really borin day. i wasted my day. didn't do anythin at all.. was tryin to search on stuff for aaup assignment.. but didn't find anything. LMAO.
oh yeah.. i helped my dad pack his stuff.. and i realised.. though i look a lot like my mum, my character is like 80% from my dad. the very distinct similarity is... we both like to crap and talk rubbish a lot. then the next one is... the "music and entertainment" genes. let's talk about him first.
my dad.. he used to take part in dancing competitions, like rock and roll, cha cha.. and he claims he was the rock and roll king in his generation. i have some pictures of him dancing. i'll upload them when i find them again =P
yeah.. and also.. because of him.. i like oldies more than any other kind of music. i think he influenced me a lot in terms of the music genre. i've been singing english oldies since young.. so i don't usually know how to sing mandarin pops. and.. know wat?
we were both talking about surround sound, amplifiers, speakers.. and he's plannin to get a new mixer! my dad told me he was talking to my mum about speakers and my mum says she wants a smaller speaker. currently.. we've got 5 speakers. he's still thinkin if he should get a sub woofer. and my dad was like... "my speaker one for $700 and ur mummy want a $90 speaker?! she dunno how to appreciate sound arh!" but my mum just likes the size of the small speakers lah.. take up less space. haha.. but how eerily similar our interests are.. like in field of audio, sound and music.
and my mum can never dance.. despite my dad coaching her for years. she can never swing around.. haha.. my dad taught me, but i gave up. cha cha is like so boring.... uhm.. social dance is not for me lah.. though i dont know if i can dance.
and what my mum "inherited" me... i think would be her kind heartedness. haha i'm not saying i'm kind hearted.. but i'm soft hearted. so is she.. that's why we're both being bullied all the time!!! other than that.. i dont know how alike are we...
hm yah.. i gonna end this post.. like..... i'm just blogging cos i'm so bored!!!
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21:39
it rained again today!!! and nice, cool weather - at least, for now!
okay i gonna update on things that happened yesterday. A HELL LOT OF THINGS. yesterday was really enriching, i would say.
surprise surprise! went to school.. and saw my aunt's ex-staff - monsoon. yah cute name rite. but he also quite moody sometimes .. is that why his name is monsoon -_-" *lame i know.
okay anyway.. nice to see him again.. he'd better quit tryin to argue with the boss lest he lose this job again! good luck arh!
and... we met someone of a high status today. stuart cunningham - dean of qut creative industries! i was so dumbfounded.. to request that he bring up the topic of Terrain! Terrain! Terrain! project to angelina russo.. WE WANT OUR PROJECT BACK!!!!! but... actually i thought it was inappropriate. because... WHO AM I? to request something like that from the DEAN? he might probably brush it off like how phil lewis and fiona did. fucked up.
the last piece of news is that.. found out that michael spicer was part of this popular band in the early 1980s called
REDGUMS. and they've also toured across australia and united kingdom. it's so cool to know a rock legend! haha.. nah not rock legend but well... it's really an eye opener. u might wanna read some stuff about his band
here =)
his pix i think... i'm not sure the two at the bottom are him or not though.. u be the judge!
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11:55
Thursday, February 24, 2005
it finally rained today!
met up with heather for tennis this mornin. and.... i think if we were to play longer.. we'd end up getting a heat stroke. we felt as if we were in a desert.. no cool air at all!!! and heather became chao da in just 2 hours. haha.. but it was quite fun..
my body temperature has gone down. YES! but i'm still rather heaty. been downing loads of water today.. to aid my digestion - so i dun get constipation.. haha and also my "heatiness" lah...
it's slightly more than a month to the deadline of fyp.. and..... i really hope we can finish on time. i kinda forsee quite a number of problems lah... we havent got the stuff we want from the client yet. she is so!!!
[L-A-Z-Y]captured some footage for the streaming video. and hey.. got a bad news. well it depends on our luck to determine if it's good or bad news. rahim has to uninstall dvd studio pro from the workstation... but he's tryin to push the top people to purchase the license.. yah. so hopefully they will get the license and we needn't fret working out what to do next..
...... fyp is so sian......
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21:15
is it a freakin warm night or is it that my body temperature has gone up? i felt really warm in bed.. like as if i'm sleeping in a sauna. but when i woke up... the night breeze was cool.. but i felt warm anyways.. could this be the after effects of the sucky tekong trip? temperature in tekong is like... 5 degrees higher than
mainland singapore.i felt that the trip was a total waste of time. lol.. it was
SO DISAPPOINTING. i thought it'd be something more, like we'd be sittin somewhere watchin them do their trainin at some obstacle course or somethin? like at least see how they are trained lah.. instead, we were taken to see their facilities. like.. WHO NEEDS TO SEE THAT??? there are pictures at the saf website lor... yucks.
the yuckiest thing at the trip was... this lecturer whom we know quite well - i shant mention his name. he has holes in his jeans... damn huge holes. i really wonder if he knows his jeans has got that many OBVIOUS holes or not.. it's disgusting!!!!! we saw his FLESH. that was suppose to be his butt cheeks. but...
why are we seeing flesh instead of undies??!!!! it's damn disgusting lor!!!!
Y-U-C-K-Sanother thing.. i made a complete fool outta myself. man.. i went to school late - met wT for lunch at macdonalds. we all thought the meeting place was around there. but it was outside the Admissions Office.. we were at the Examinations Office. yah.. so.. cailing realised it.. and......... i just started eating not too long ago.. and she kept hurrying us. she was like..
faster faster... uhm. so... i just stuffed all the fish mcdippers in my mouth..... stupid rite?! i shuda just took the whole box with me and eat on the way??!!! anyway... i was tryin to get some brochurs from the civil defence and police. and i couldnt talk with my mouth full.. so.. it was rather comical. yah.. and
MALUATING...
okay.. i'd better go do somethin about my sleeplessness.. playin tennis in a while.
and hey.. MILZ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! muackz~
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02:19
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
today's my baby girl's 35th birthday(that's 5 human years)seriously, i dont know how will life be if she ever leaves me again. love her more than anythin else in the world. *muackz
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16:35
yo~~ it is tuesday again!!! tuesday = boring = bloggin day.. haha.. those who know wanni and wanteng.... u'd see entries on tuesday. A LOT OF ENTRIES!
we've got a three hour break before the next lesson - Advanced Authoring. so.. 1.5 hours more. and... i guess i could do somethin more productive like workin on my newsletter rather than bummin around online. but... i'm so sick of it -at the moment-.
and teng teng is still at home. taking care of her poor mum.. okay lah.. at least she's filial. hahaha.. i've better vetto this part.. hm.
deciding on what song to ask chris to play for our recording.. he was thinkin of playin ming yun shi ni jia by beyond, which is a damn old song. a golden hit. but.. we all thought it's kinda plain and simple. so we're gonna play paradise!!!
assignment deadlines are all cramped together, we feel like sardines packed into the tin alive. we're like graduating in a month.. and we're gonna be working hard on our fyp till that very last day! isn't it great??!! like no rest for ages. HAHA! we'd probably all graduate like pandas - no sleep, no rest, workin hard everyday.
& hey, a treat - tomorrow, we're all heading down to Tekong.. BMTC for a fuckin excursion. what do we fuckin need to go there? i dont know.. what i do know, is that the whole class is lamenting the whole fucking trip.
okay.. i am SO going to take a nap now. HOHOHO. LATERZ!
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13:22
[hide.N.seek]went on a group outin today! went to watch the title... it took a little time for me to realise what the story is about though. haha.. but i thought the storyline is better than constantine's. more realistic and clearcut maybe.
anyway, there was a major network problem with singtel users. tried contacting heather and cailing (especially) for hours, and the line cant seem to get through. when i finally got through, we were cut off immediately or they didn't pick up the phone. so... wT and i were like unsure if we were all meetin for the movie..
met wT at 3pm, but i was a tad late.. then went to bK for lunch. walked over to foxwoman, saw this teeny weeny skirt she'd been eyeing since cny eve. yah it's rather nice lah.. with pleats and a pink ribbon. sweet! yeah anyway, we couldn't find her size. so she gave up.. but hey..
wt.. wanni and i found ur size after the movie!! we went in again and they changed the display!! got ur size le!! haha.. FUNNY.
anyway, nini and i realised that after working for sharmini.. we grew to notice or love pink and purple. we went out and all we went for were pink and purple. i think this happens to wT also. rite?
saw guo liang today also. but only saw his back view..
millie's bday party was great fun. took some pictures.. u can find it in my album tomorrow.. haven't upload the pics lah.. haha.. plain lazy!!! it was really nice to talk to her all over again. uhm.. did i mention about her bday yesterday?
i'm beginning to miss the beach already. though the beach didn't smell THAT good... i wanna be there again!!!!! i love the beach! feel the breeze kissing, carassing me.. hahaha... wanni.. u must be right - i'm so horny today =P
okie better go sleep now.. or i'm gonna oversleep for my 9am class tomorrow!!! - i mean, later?
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00:13
Sunday, February 20, 2005
goin to millie's 21st birthday party later.. and also meeting kenny before the party. yah.. lend a listenin ear, poor guy he.. my friend of 6 years! he's very nice.
alrite... went to watch constantine the nite before. it wasn't that great, i'm sorry.. yeah the effects are nice.. and maybe my language profiency isn't that great, but i dont understand what was it tryin to say at all. just a bit. so i had quite some problems tryin to tell siti what the movie is about. little bits and pieces. lolx...
going to watch hide and seek tomorrow. sure hope cailing can make it, then it'll be the first time our group of 3 years ever watch movie together!
and adva's deadline is tomorrow... we are DONE! =)
everything's lookin pretty fine now... yeah..
went to cookie's house yesterday, and he gave me a big fat angpow. funny - cos he's indian and he aint married... so... haha.. but i accepted it anyway.. cos.... uhm.
isn't it rude to refuse angpows? [stupid excuse] but arhm.. never mine lah!! and he also gave me a LS band.
went to play tennis with guan today. damn shiok... though we both slipped cos of a certain wet area... haha.. but i finally play with a loud "pop" sound. that was only for my backhand? was it backhand or back stroke.. anyway, we both play like crap. people will laugh at us if they were to see us play. lolx... 10 balls in like 5 mins. haha!
i shall play again!!!
okie.. gettin ready to meet kuku le. laterz~
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16:35
Friday, February 18, 2005
yay! we found a way to carry out our fyp liaoz. yesterday, sharmini asked us to scrape her dvd - cuz she had a bad hairdo.. that is understandable.. but we have an invisible client - singapore poly.. yah so we had to do something to compromise.. in order to pass our fyp. we moved on to plan b - use the old video footage and create a make-do dvd. yuppers~
we're kinda acting like fyp is over.. i can't believe it. in 2 months we're graduating from poly! so fast.. then we'll all be like lost souls. haha.. well yah. wanni, teng and i went to rocky masters. FINALLY! today was kind of a sausage day for me. had sausage at school.. den went rocky master to eat the JUMBO sausage. man.. i loved the taste of it. but i think the one papa bought for me last time is bigger.. hahaha!!! and the wasabi-salad cream dip is really delicious. yummy~ then we were like so lazy.. sat on the couch talked about everything in the world. talked about our trip to redang!!! and i was thinkin.. we should set an age, like when we're 25-27.. tour around new zealand - do xtreme sports like sky diving, rapids, bungee!! .. then we'll tour aust! that'd be fun.. i'll make sure i make brandon take us around qld. HOHOHO. u die, bran! well, that is... if he's still there. lolx...
everyone is simply balled over millie's present. it's so nice, it's magnificient, fit for a princess. though the workmanship is not exactly at its best... it's the best thing we can find, which fits our budget.. yah...
going nus tomorrow to eat prata. ahahh not nus le... somewhere near nus. and i gonna drink.. well, i dunno. dinosaur? dunnoe lah.. and oh, i'm so gonna go my virgin performance at singapore poly! -ict talentime- haha.. the only performance i've been to, at sp.. was to watch my senior perform. it was IBM concert by sp band.. that time i was just 14... so... after 6 years, i'll be catching another performance. haha.. but i dunno the venue -_-" i do hope the guys win. cos i SERIOUSLY think they are good!!! i hope the judges arent as screwed up as they already are.. =X
k.. better go pack my stuff. tonite's my last nite stayin at aunt's house. goin home to be with darling crystal! *muacks
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00:22
Thursday, February 17, 2005
i'm feeling NOSTALGIC, oh yes, so NOSTALGIChearing the sound of clashing cymbals, the gong and the powerful drum beats of the various lion dance troupes zipping around the whole country really made those
-i dunno if it's good or bad- memories come flooding back.
i was an avid supporter of liondance troupes in singapore, reasons being.. my late grand uncle was one of the members of a liondance troupe in boonlay.. and my cousin used to chase me around carrying a lion. and a real lion.. not that kinda toy ones; all the boys in my primary 4 class - all of whom i used to play hide and seek with before and after school, and also
the ex.
but i was really fascinated by them. been watching liondance competitions at ngee ann city since secondary school days. would go there without fail.. and i'd simply go crazy watching them. they must be courageous people, jumping on stilts, man on the other man. and what agony it is to see one of the troupes fall from the stilts.. i pray they dont hurt their groins. but probably hurting their groins is far less than hurting their pride, destroying what they have been practicing for months. but it's all part of being successful. you fall, u get back on ur feet again.
i saw nam sieng yesterday.. they were doing cai qing at si-bei-lor. the hawker centre. but i didn't go watch lah.. but.. they changed their uniform. it's not that nice now. lol -_-"
a nice juicy information that would widen eyes. well, at least to me..
stin said that long ago, maybe in the 60s, 70s, troupes used to test each other. they'd invite another troupe to do caiqing at this place and the lion had to jump over a pail of water. it'd most probably be a pail of acid water. so whenever they see water that they have to jump over, they'd test to see if it's acidic.
also, some troupes had benches which the lion is suppose to step on to get the qing. but the inviting troupe would provide benches which are near to damage. creaky ones. so the lion will have to thread around very carefully. even if they fall, they'll still need to find ways to get the qing. usually the little buddha has to support the bench.
hurh.. and speaking of liondance makes me think of TBCM!!! the stupid lecturer, MR ALAN KWOK! he sucks to the max man... he smses when u're doing a presentation and ... i thought my topic is damn traditional lor!!! i mean, who'd go read up about liondance man.. i'm sharing a piece of valuable information! -_-"
but still.. i dunno. i think he's prejudiced - cos of the religion bases? but... maybe he's more interested in beauty. cos when cheryl presented on her topic - beauty.. he was really into it. screw him, vain old man.
we prayed to ti-gong this morning, at 1am.. i prayed that i'll get into a university. i'm really scared.. cos my grades are like average. i'm just an average b student.. no As - be it on my O levels or Poly result slips. and that sucks, totally.
mummy will help me send the letter today... and today.. i'm gonna start pia-ing for my fyp. jia you, girls~
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09:51
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
!!PURPLE DAY!!well nah.. i mean.. my day's extremely POOPY. POO all over. i've unloaded one whole load of liquid POO this morning.. and i havent finish unloading it yet. nini's got poo too! but she released it and she's feeling better now. but she's down with headache!! must take care wor =)but i had it comin. after eating that bowl of sambal sotong without any rice.. and finishing off the meal with a mandarin orange. HOW NICE!another poopy thing, was our audio test. THANK god i've decided not to step into the field of sound engineering. we've to learn so many poopy things about waves, waves and more waves! it's so PHYSICS.couldn't get any sleep last night.. cos i haven't finished studying for the audio test. and i simply had no mood to study.okay.. i'm done with my application into NUS. it totally sucks. i got no face to face the world at all. my grades are like. *yah, POOP. but well, i'll try... -_-" feeling old, now that i'm goin on to 20 u know.. haha though in the lunar calender i'm like.. 22? or is it 21... argh. i feel a terrible sense of relief now that i'm into my final league at poly. but... i'm beginning to be lazy. yes, i HATE studying. studying is a BIG CHORE for me now... stayin at the aunt's zen place doesn't help at all. yucks. and i keep dreaming when i open my eyes some ju-on character will be hovering above me, her eyes bleeding and her saliva dripping onto me. YUCKS. cannot be lazy!!!something to be happy about - i'm gonna get my pay cheque!!! ole!!!
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13:26
Sunday, February 13, 2005
listening : oldies
reading : after dinner jokes
eating : spicy stir fried pasta
drinking : honey with ginger
annoyed with : the net connection. what "atm connection unplugged"??!!it's sunday liao.. and tomorrow's adva test. and i've only just gone through once.. usually i need at least 3 rounds to be confident of my test. movin into my aunt's place havent done me much good either. i usually come here to study peacefully. yes, there are no distractions except for the comp... but.. i just cant study?! i don't have the mood, i dont feel like studying. my mind keeps wandering to the tv programmes, who's online, sleep. yah. talk about sleeping.. i just had a 3 hour nap, and i'm not ashamed boy.. i'm still hapily chatting and blogging. KE YING?! are u nuts?!!!
i miss my camera!!!!! angela's blog has got SO MANY pictures, and i can't put any pictures up. i'm starting to loathe my blogskin. it is SO CRAMPED.. the text is so small, and i doubt my pictures will be big enough for viewing. i'll do this blardee blogskin NEXT TIME. maybe after graduation. LOL. that's not too long.. 2-3 months..
but again... to repair my cam.. i gotta fork out money. plus my pc has gone mad - it died. that'd be a lot of money. boo hoo! i feel so pooped out now.. warm - the spotlights are killing me.. 5 of them.. yucks yucks yucks.
and oh lydia.. that guy's George Gregan from Qantas Wallabies =) check ur mail..
shall go bury myself deep into my books now. i wont come out till 10!! HOPEFULLY. any nice movies tonite? think there's style.. at 11pm. oh man.. may enlightenment get the better of me SOON!!! or i'll be stuck in those sheets til tommorow.. k laterz..
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19:50
Saturday, February 12, 2005
freedomhoho. from today onwards.. all the way until wednesday or so.. i'll have the whole house to myself. this is really AWESOME. can concentrate muggin for the term tests. which i suspect.. even in a quiet environment like this, i wont score. cos.. i dont even have the mood to study at all! c'mon man.. it's saturday, the fourth day of cny and the sun is scorching hot.. i should be out at the beach or somethin.. cycling, playing. sick.
there's gonna be a performance at ngee ann city later. but i dont think i'll be able to get anyone to go down with me. oh well.
someone gave me a farewell present before her departure. yeah rite. present. sulked at me before goin off. like it's my fault that i can't process those words and numbers in a matter of seconds?! hello, i'm human lor. i'm not like some robot engineer who can process information at top speed. u think i know how to play with numeric locks at all? hell, i have never used them before! if u dunno how to use, DONT BUY lah! but. after all, u managed to get me some food for the next few days. yes. thank u, u are really sweet. but i really hope someone, or some soul, watever, will tell u ur attitude pisses the crap outta people u are not intimate to.
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16:10
Friday, February 11, 2005
yay i think i gonna write my wishlist. okie. here's a pre wish list.
i want...
1. phantom of the opera album
[the original cast]
2. david tao's newest album
3. eternity
4. beyond's newest album
[a compilation of the greatest hits or soethin. i dunno]
ya. that's all lah.. it only adds up to a mere $150 perhaps.
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21:32
happy CNYever since the hustle into the year of the cock / chicken / hen / rooster. which one is it.. i haven't been in the best of luck.
yes, i did have a wonderful ending to the year of the... what year was is last year? rabbit? damn. my pc just had to break down on the eve of my presentation. and i still had some unfinished problems.
anyway, my presentation was a breeze. everyone was happy with everything. and we didn't get any tough questions. only christopher tan kept askin funny stuff.. which all of us were like stumped. michael spicer, our supervisor.. he was really nice. he looked like he was listenin very intently to what we were saying. and he and christopher appeared to be the only ones doin so. the other judge was like in a daze or somethin. later he said that it's too early in the morning. like wtf.
anyway.. into the new year. firstly.. i got slapped by my mum on the first day of cny. cos... i said somethin crude and she didn't get the joke. everyone else did but her. she thought it's what they call.. "pantang". but hell. does she need to slap me. nvm.. so it was off to relative's house. nothin much happened there. found a pack of condoms stuffed somewhere under the sofa. the kids were like "can i please have that sunkist sweet!!" it was funny, watching the 4 little monkeys debating if it was a box of sweets or was it a box of drugs.
then... things started going terribly wrong. firstly.. i lost my favourite ring. the one i've worn for 3 years. the one everyone noticed. yes, it's that ring from sapporo. been wearin it for so long.. and to make place for my new year ring, i slipped the sapporo ring onto another finger. and.. i don't know why it's kinda lose though it's also my index finger. suck. ya.. so it finally slid off without me knowing it. i'm tryin to console myself that it's time to get a new one since that ring's worn off.. and the silver's gone bronze and black.. but WHEN will i ever find anything i love as much as that ring??!!!
okay nvm.. then i packed my stuff and went to my aunt's place. i can't find my body foam at all. but i remember very clearly i put it in together with my shampoo and my toiletries!!! cool. things can DISAPPEAR.
tomorrow, my aunt will be flyin to US to meet Than.. so i'll have the whole house to myself. HOHOHO.. but actually.. i'm a bit scared to live in the house myself. but.. i'll need the stillness of the house to concentrate on my studies. i'll just move out on wednesday. okay. god help me please.
valentine's day is on monday. happy valentine's day to all =)
oh.. valentine's day reminds me of eddie. haha.. siti!~ u saw his pic rite.. he's definitely a hotty eh.. mr eddie hotty pants =P goodness.. will try to upload his pic SOMEDAY. i dont know him btw.. i only happen to know his name cos he was obligated to introduce himself. i went to his shop lah.. okie.
hopefully it's only the power supply that's gone wrong and not my hdd.
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12:24
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Voiced Out
for the first time in my poly history.. i probably showed the world i actually have a voice. lol.. it's not that. i think.. the kinda image i portray to my lecturers, is that i'm a very quiet person. which is kinda true. i don't see a need to talk to my lecturers lah.. and i don't have what u call.. an inquisitive mind. yeah i do have that factor when it comes to project work. when it comes to lectures.. i need lots of time to process what the lesson is all about. usually it takes... at least 2 months? cos that's when i start reading my lecture notes - to prepare for tests.. yes. precisely.
but anyway, back to the point. it was really boring to attend a student dialogue session when u're already in the last semester. whatever suggestions u give.. you don't have the chance to see if what u said affects the younger generation. but from what i noticed... people at the student dialogue were voicing out what stuff were good / not good about certain aspects of the education curriculum or technical wise - like labs etc. and for EVERY item they listed.. the lecturers had somethin to counter it. so.. i begin to think.. what is the use of having such a session?? if.. in the first place, u're not willing to take up any suggestions, why do u ask?
then! it came to my turn. quek asked about overseas intern. asked how do i feel about it. i said.. i didn't think it was beneficial. seriously.. yah lah. i did benefit from it... it's just like a long holiday lor. other than knowing how to cook.. and handle my money... i mean that trip did help me with my personal well-being.. but technical skills wise.. not really. like.. we should be able to experience what dealing with a client overseas is like.. and over there we were just like normal students.. bla bla... and this stupid section head was like.. "maybe u should look deeply into ur project b4 u decide to go overseas for ur attachment". i was like.. hello? u dun even know the whole story. i havent even finished what i wanted to say.. and she just said that - and skipped the whole topic altogether.
for some reasons.. i feel like smacking her. actually.. i dont like her lah. i never did. for some stupid reasons.. which i can't explain. just plain dislike.
gosh.. it's just a 3-4 days to interium presentation. and how prepared are we? maybe... 50%??? perhaps 70.. i don't know. what's goin to happen. i don't know either... just hope for the best lah.. and hopefully.. we're doing the right things. lol..
Dreamed a PuRpLe
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01:21
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
I Am...
The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.
You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
http://www.okcupid.com/personality?type=DGLD&g=2&o=3&h=163
pretty interesting.. probably kinda true ;-)
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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15:41
...It's February already...
applications for ntu and nus opens today. my friends are already deciding what to study, what course to go..
actually.. compared to last friday.. i'm feelin a lot definite as to what course i wanna study. i need to take up something that i'm interested in.. and also somethin that can earn big bucks in the future. the latter bein.. to please my family. yah.. they don't really care about the interest part. they just insist i shouldn't take up something that won't generate an annual salary of 40k perhaps.
anyway.. i'm grateful for the love and care of my grandma.. that day as i lay on my bed cryin... i saw how painful it was to see me, her favourite grandchild cryin so hard. i vow never to let her see me cry again.. nor will i ever do anything that will hurt her again. i love my grandma... as much as i would like her to live to see me be a successful woman one day... both she and i know it's rather impossible.. she's already 88.. i guess she'll still be silently looking after me from the heavens.. and smile at me when i'm at the top of the world =)
now.. i am so thankful wanteng spotted some
reads which are open to all poly students, regardless of their field of study. i am so going to apply for the bachelor in arts i guess... psychology || some communications read... (teng.. am i usin that word correctly?
read?)
yah.. i'll just try my luck and go apply at the 3 schools lah... i don't have fantastic results. and no point looking back and regretting now. life still has to go on yah...
if i don't get into any of my choices... i guess i'll just work first.. and plan later. no more tears!
we're having our presentation on monday... yes, that's the CNY week. that's our best ang pow from singapore poly. and we had planned to go for a mani/pedi-cure that very day. but well.... will have to structure our presentation. good luck, spheroid!
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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