Monday, November 28, 2005
hah! i think my blog's pretty dormant.
life isn't that interesting to blog about at times. or to put it straight - it's just plain laziness. but a blog isn't something one should feel obligated to blog on, isn't it? some entries are just meangless ramblings. so why even bother to type it out, even to read?
boy i'm sounding negative isnt it?
but again.. aren't all humans major contradicts? like i said blogging is just meangless rambling - that's precisely what i'm doing now. i feel obligated to blog, cos it's my blog. it isn't wrong to blog too.
anyways.... kayaking 2 star is next week! yippee~~
i'm relaly not cut out to be a salesperson. i cant close deals for nuts.. even though i was so close. as in REALLY CLOSE. like someone whispering into my ear. and i can't even make him kiss me. no.. that's not a valid comparison. hm. yeah u roughly get what i mean.
i realised.. when u're working. standing rigidly at a corner, u get to see many interesting things. for one, i got to see leggy models. nice body. and heavily made up faces. but i shant touch on that cos i'm not even half as good as them. oh no, we're in a different dimension altogether. self deception is always good. u get weird people walking around too. just joining in the crowd for the boring weekend. u get people walking aimlessly, lost in the amount of noise and static frequencies - coming from the bloody snoop dog dj from panasonic.
something weird happened.
there was this turk. my colleague didnt wanna serve him cos she thought he was weird. she didnt tell me. and i havent been serving anyone for quite some time that day - and my supervisor was keeping an eye on me. so up i went to serve him. talked to him... he was comparing another brand with ours. but i guess he's already chosen the other brand. yet he stayed on to listen to a salesman's bull. then he whispered in my ear "u are very kind". he smells of chicken rice. i mean his breath. cos we were talking at very close proximity. then he asked for my name. i gave him a fake name. an english name. i cant remember what his name was. it's not english. then he asked me if i was studying - and where. as if he knows singapore? then... asked when was my birthday. asked him to make a guess. he said today or tomorrow. why? "u look so happy"
-_-"
i didnt know what and how to respond. he asked some other things, but i cant remember. i was thinking about steering him away from personal conversations. so we went back to salesman talk. i told him "so, i guess u want the other brand and not this one right?" he said right. and gave me a high 5... but it ended up with a clasp. u know, two thumbs hooked onto each other and the fingers holding on? but his hand was smooth, despite his age. LoL. don't say i'm cheeky. i'm just really sensitive. haha. and after that..... he shook my hand again. for wat??? we didnt even clinch a deal. watever. it was interesting. lol.
i think ang mohs like to talk at very close proximity. like... right in front of your face kind. it's uh. alluring. lol. if they have nice breath. oh god. what am i talking about. my mum's distracting me. i can't get my thoughts straight. watever it is, i'm late for my appointment again.
hey girls... i'm just so excited we're going chocolate buffet on friday. am trying to ask milz along. but it seems that she doesn't like me. she's not replying to my sms!
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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09:55
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
it hurtsdoes it hurt you to look at something as sleek, as exquisite as an ipod nano scratched?
it hurts me so badly.
remember the ipod nano i went to redeem just slightly more than a week ago?
it looks like a piece of scrap metal now. there are scratches just about EVERYWHERE and ANYWHERE. on the metal piece behind. on the front white panel. on the screen.
can u imagine how it looks? i dont know. it looks like shit. it's just 7 days old. wtf. so so buey song.
i am so agonised and so frus.
i hate u! you spoiler! scarred my mp3!
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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09:36
Sunday, November 13, 2005
DON'T blame the governmentnow i know that our government is really GOOD. i said that not in a tone of sarcasm. but i'm really impressed by our fine government.
gum was banned in singapore for many years. for longer than 10 years. probably for 15 years. anyway... people have been complaining "why this stupid law?". there was even a documentary featuring the top silliest laws in the world - singapore's gum restriction wasn't spared. when i was at san francisco, i joined a tour group to go to muir woods. and the tour guide was asking where all of us are from. most of them came from other parts of us. and there's this group of ladies beside us who were from singapore (and who were trying to seduce the cute german guy i had my eyes on. he's 3 years my senior).. and they echoed "singapore!" and the tour guide is like "ah... singapore, the
$fine$ city! i hear they ban gum. it's a silly ban, isn't it?" god.. is that what singapore is remembered of? these people are ignorant!
anyways... i think they should have just let gum be banned. you know what happened last night? i was at toa payoh. i just got off the cab and a cyclist rode past me. the next thing i knew, i was walking with gum at the ball of my feet. f*ck! it's not dried gum.. it's a clean one - fresh from the pool of enzymes. gawdamn it. it was really disgusting.. having to dig out that offending piece of gum.. fused with a stranger's saliva. eeks. so you see? it's not that our government is silly. it's just that citizens of this republic are just plain INCONSIDERATE! do you see that in the states? so far.. i haven't. though i've only been to SF. but no! nothing like that happens! in japan - NO TOO! aust? NO!!!!! WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE MUST DO THIS KINDA STUFF????? CAN'T THEY PRACTICE SOME PERSONAL HYGEINE? GOD. Please don't blame the government for introducing stringent acts - that's what law is for - to enforce desired behavior in people. If people can't observe simple things like personal hygeine... big brother has to force you to do it, goondoo! You wanna blame, please go to the mirror and point at the ugly face u're looking at. Thank you very much! ILL BREDS!
i should have just kept the ipod nano secretive. i knew this would happen. my brother took the ipod nano. he didn't put it in the lil cotton cover i put it in. and damn.. it's so very scratched now with ugly, dirty fingerprints all over. it's barely a week old!
i'm so waiting for everyone to finish their exams so we can bring cL out... haha! cL is so artistic. she is totally exposed to ART. like.. not only visually... but also into literature, history and such. it's nice - yet tough. a good exposure. i've never done literature beyond my lower secondary - but again.. what is literature in lower secondary? it is nothing. it's just like reading short stories. i have yet plays.... except oh... twelvth nights and a midsummer night's dream I THINK. but what she's reading... Godot? or watever....... anyway, yeah. tomorrow' cailing's birthday. so- HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!! though it's nothing really happy to be about, given that u're racking ur brains over the examination, it's time to be thankful to be born in this world through mama's painful yet happy labour =) and i bet ur mum's really greatful to have borned a kid as brilliant and bright as you! happy birthday sweetie.. welcome to the league.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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09:31
Saturday, November 12, 2005
1 star pix are up!!!enjoy mates =) am going for my bollywood dance class now. sob.. i terminated my gym membership. it will be effective as at 1st January. gym membership is getting too much for me to bear.... and i have to slog it out in order to pay u know.... but i've decided to go to planet fitness. got student rate!! yippee~~~ am eating 5 meals a day as at today. have to keep reminding myself. breakfast, tea break, lunch, tea break, dinner. 5. and i've just got a tuition assignment. remember me lamenting about how torturous it was to teach my primary 4 kid then? that fat little boy.. well he's in primary 6 now.. and his mum called me... if i wanna teach him. and..... 180 bucks for 6 lessons. that's 12 hours. i'm teaching for the sake of.... well... i dont know......
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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10:15
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
oh did you know.... that sleeping is prohibited in the library?? i just found that out yesterday. everytime i go to the library.. i'll see people taking mini naps. taking a break from studying / reading, just enjoying the comfort of the library. and i did that yesterday.. cos i was too tired. and.... this librarian knocked on my desk and said "sleeping ah?? cannot sleep in the library yah!" i was like....... "huh, ok" the funny thing was, before i decided to doze off, i actually looked for a "no sleeping" sign???? there wasn't any! indeed.. i walked the whole of the library to look for the sign before taking a seat. and there was NONE. oh well... watever. it was terrible, trying to fight the doze...... almost fell off the chair.
yesterday, i went to the esplanade. (and the library) was chatting to my friend till like 11pm.. and my dear cousin came to sit right beside me with a girl. he didn't notice me. he was too engrossed in his chat with his girl friend. haha... he always calls me fatty.. but his girl friend is no lean meat either. people are funny sometimes, aren't they? but then again, good for him.. cos beauty is not skin deep nor oil thick.
hey.. anyone recontracted singnet's 1500/3500kbps plan?? they're giving out ipod nanos right? you guys better get your ass goin fast. it's running fast... i went there yesterday. the queue was terrible. but i havent got it. am going NOW.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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08:50
Monday, November 07, 2005
weekend's kayaking was a blast!!!! we kayaked from big splash to macdonald's at east coast. well.. it wasn't too bad... marvin says it's like 3 km. but it was a two men kayak.. so it seemed like we travelled faster. haha.. it was pretty difficult. two men kayak. need a lot of determination. hav eto go same strokes. and it's like..... we have to do two ways... to steer the boat right and left at times. and sometimes it happens that two people do it different way. haha... so the boat doesnt move :P
i got slapped by the paddle. and ihave blue black on my arm now.... nice lesson learnt huh. never trust people beside you. cos they will either slap your paddle or pull/push you till you capsize. there was this indian guy. he kept capsizing. and when he felt like he was capsizing, he'd shout "help! help!" and try to just grab anyone beside him. in the end both people get capsized.. there was one time we broke raft.. and we gotta push some other boats in order to get out. and this girl pushed that indian guy's boat. god.. he just capsized like that. and he wanted to grab one of us.. but we pushed his boat ever further. lol.. it's really funny.... oh gosh... till now i still feel ticklish when i think of it. oh and also.... we had capsize practice at the pool. so it's like.. what u're gonna do when someone capsize. you gotta have 2 people to help you. one will help you drain out the water in your boat.. the other supports the one who helps you empty the boat. you will be clinging on to both the rescuer's boats. and 3 guys were doin it... that indian guy was the main rescuer (the one who empties).. and he capsized. can you imagine??!! if they were in the deep sea... what will happen?? the assistant who supported the main rescuer also capsized... cos he was laughing too hard. it's a funny sight... and oh... while i was getting into the kayak.. i pumped my cervix. damn pain. ouch. and my friend's got a huge blue black on her arse. it's a tiring game. haha.. oh boy i had so much fun. and my legs are in two colors. pink and white. can see the shape of my shorts. pretty cool huh. lol. i'm so going for the second stage - 2 stars in december. that was the 1 star course. and they're organising a round island one.. in january. but........... haha.. round island.
so much about my kayaking trip.. people are chionging for their exams and what am i doing? playing. but my turn will come, in february. and u guys have holiday. I DON'T! i'll just have a 6 months holiday starting from february. but 3 months study break and 3 months vacation. alright. i'm done with recording my joy for the day. haha... till then.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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10:47
Friday, November 04, 2005
woo.... seems like a long time! haha... but not really :P
anyways. sean just went to QLD!!! god.... for his ns training. and that bloody bugger blames me for not going to the airport to send him off. he didnt even mention about it at all. oh well.. he said he called me several times last week.. but i dont remember seeing it many times. i saw a missed call by him - once. and i dont normally call back. i hate to hear chinese people answering with "mushi mushi". what is wrong with them? if it's kaori i will definitely love to hear her say mushi mushi. but.. singaporean chinese? god - no thanks!
and i told him i wanna go to qld.. i wish i could go. and he mistook it as "i wish i could go with u to qld" - fat hope. and he was like "yah right. bugger". he's goin somewhere near the great barrier reef. i suspect it's rockhampton.. prolly there. why didn't we go to the great barrier reef anyway? i think that's in sunshine coast? oh well.. watever.
ryan's from qut! he said he was the el tito of qut... engineering faculty. but too bad he had to quit halfway. sob sob. he asked me if i wanna go back.. to brisbane. i said yes. haha... his friends are beckoning him to migrate there. all of them have already migrated there. that's pretty sad isn't it? singaporeans who migrate overseas after taking their degree there.
tried to study my pbf at spinnelli's just now.... but gosh.... i couldn't get through. i was dozing off. nothing pretty much interesting's happening right now. just that an overseas friend will be visiting. oh! yes... i'm going kayaking over the weekends!! and bollywood dance classes starts tomorrow too.. but since i can't go tomorrow, i'll be going from next week onwards. yay! life is one big hit!
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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17:52
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
the most sensational entry ever10 things i want to be changed in my life
1. keep reading - include other genres like general, history, social sciences and motivational other than fiction.
2. instead of sitting with one leg on the table and staring straight at the pc doing nothing, go
practice math, study pbf, econs, anything - as long as it's revision.
3. instead of thinking how smelly crystal is, bathe her immediately.
4. when enough is enough,
bloody hell stop!
5. if i havent gone to gym for more than a day lapse, get up and go in the morning. DO NOT WAIT.
6. if no one asks me out on a boring night, pick up the phone and call just anyone
and everyone.
7. the room looks like a fire squad just went through it -
for goodness sake,
PACK IT!
8.
wait not for tomorrow. do not allow yourself to PROCRASTINATE.
9. time to show some care and concern for friends and family members around me. call them, sms them, email them.
10.
read the papers everyday. especially money section.
oh.. don't you notice how much i love to procrastinate??? we often say "thou shall not procrastinate thou shall not procrastinate" but we all love to
porcarstnatie. oh, did i get that right? i can't seem to spell it. come, someone. kick me in my bollocks!!! boo, too bad. i aint got any. errburr..
that's a lot to accomplish at the moment. but it's good to set goals. i don't want life to be so bleak anymore. this is gonna be a colorful life. i love my life. yet it'd be better, with colors.
another thing i'd wanna accomplish....
is to turn my back on multimedia. i'm never gonna thread into this field (at least not professionally). so i should stop wasting time... go on to finance, finance and finance. however much i tend to look back.. i must look forward.
this thang about looking back.. i look back all the time. it's not good. i look back at the times i was successful, i was happy. and i think about my present. why's it all gone sore? i look further... far into the future. i see myself driving a lexus coupe. but more often than not... i look back and not forward.
okay, time to buck up!
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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