Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Our Little Possum
This little guy is our housemate. Lives just right above us - in the attic. Or should i say in the roof? Haha.. I don't know his exact location, but he's our little Possum. Cute guy.. but apparently.. he's living with a whole family of Possums congesting the urban areas of Australia and also in the wild. They are considered as "pests" by most... as they urine just about everywhere. Which they did, in the location of which these pictures were shot. But man.. he's such a cutey. Felt like mousehunt this morning.. at around 4am??!!! was already dozing off.. and i caught sight of him in the room. eeks.. screamed. haha.. but he seemed pretty harmless. okay enough of the possum business...
not much to blog about these days. i just know the days are nearing to going home. haha.. and presentation's on monday. really wish by the day we're leaving we could bring our project home. as in.. the whole 2dvd set.. it'd be cool you know... though .. if they can't make it on time they'd mail us. but it's a different feeling altogether..
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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19:23
Monday, September 27, 2004
Cadbury Chocs
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury
Chocolate roads and trees 'n' birds 'n' bees
Delivering all kinds of letters daily
Every kind of purple parcel too
And if the dog did try and grab a mouth full
You can bite him back, he'll taste delightful
Wouldn't it be nice.!
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise.
And if a shark came up and tried to bite you
You could say "I'm chocolate I invite you"
Wouldn't it be nice!
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury
You could be a soccer super star
The referee would blow his chocolate whistle
A shot on goal would even break the bar
And if you went and scored the winner
You'd win the cup and eat it for your dinner
Wouldn't it be nice!
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury,
Driving in the car would be a tasty treat,
Changing gear would soon become a problem,
Cadbury Dairy Milk is so good to eat.
And when you arrive at your destination,
You'll be greeted with an exclamation,
Wouldn't it be nice!
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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01:34
BBQ Pics taken @ Bee-Won.. Highgates Hill
The Ride of a Lifetime
went out with the newest member of the F1 race in australia. he is born in south africa, raised in australia. but he is still very much a south african at heart. his passion burns in him like fire - a fire that's never gonna die. young, wild and crazy, he is BRANDON.
he brought us for a ride today. swerved the car real fast. we were like in the set of "Fast and Furious" haha... went for the korean bbq today. it was okie la. not a lot of variety, but did have a good meal. very full also. extremely satisfying. it was a good night out... were having quite a lot of fun. that's what i cal socializing man.. haha... we had 3 singaporeans( needless to say), brandon the south african, ray the korean and this australian.. whom.. after chatting so much, we forgot to ask him his name. haha... but he's got a whole road of experience. been through army for 6 years. knows quite some bahasa.. which is really interesting. yeah.. interesting man.
now here's the interesting part. the 6 of us squeezed into the car... and we didn't have our seat belts on. as soon as we reached the city, police car was beside us and we just looked at them, they looked at us. cool rite? ha! then they turned on their lights.. u know those multi colored lights at the top of the car? yeah... and we stopped. we were ordered to get out. and we were like 4 lost children. guess wat? the australian knows one of the cops.. so we were let off with a warning. so lucky!!!! haha... one can never get so lucky man... and do u know.. if you were caught without seatbelts, it's $150 fine per person? cool eh.. lolx.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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01:33
Sunday, September 26, 2004
12 Days
wooo~~ 12 days more!!! haha.. time flies man.. 12 days. i can't wait. sorry mates, i can't help it. i miss home - too much. and partly cos i get excited easily. haha..
man.. i went to brunswick street market yesterday... i saw this shirt that i really liked A LOT!!! really a lot. it's like this green top that's very military styled - no camou prints. but it was helluva cool. and it costs 30 bucks. so.. i went to draw money.. and when i went back to the stall like 3 mins later... it was off the shelf already. someone took it already. damn!! too late. so buey gam wan. still thinking about it. hoho... went south bank market also. nothin much there... my mind's still with the shirt. lolx. "let it go, ke ying, let it go..." u must have realised by now.. i don't let go easily. hur hur hur!!!
went to shop for mooncakes also. only found one place selling it... the supermarket. and.. don't have snow skins... i'm not that big on snow skins, but sometimes the traditional brown ones don't taste good. it depends on who baked it. haha.. reminds me of what brandon always says "when you go to a restaurant, you have to see who is the chef. cos if the food is not nice, it's the chef's fault. so let's go see who the chef is today. it depends on the chef who cooked it"
will be meeting up with brandon and ray later.. for korean bbq.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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01:17
Saturday, September 25, 2004
13 Days
oh my gosh... 13 days!! 13.13.13!!!! yippee~!!!!!
so my mum aint wrong at all. i asked my ex boyfriend if i was harsh with words.. and he said yes. i had better change!!!!! easier said than done.. many times i've told myself to do this this and this. but.. they all never seem to happen. i just have this low determination.
although my friends have asked me to just forget about the whole thing i mentioned in my last entry... i just can't seem to. does anyone know what it means when you dream of yourself eating shit?
i dreamt of that. exactly. extremely disgusting. i wouldn't wanna describe it. it's.. revolting. yucks.
and for 2 nights in a row... i couldn't sleep.. hope this will go away soon. why am i like so naive?? i shouldn't let that person get me down!!! argh.
time for some uplifting news... our project is like 95% complete!!! everything is like finished, except that fiona wants some more graphics to be put into the screens. cos some of the screens are kinda plenty.. dun really know how to do that. i mean, yah. i know... but.. isn't it boring to see like... the same graphics in the screen that are also in the gallery?? aiya.. but if she doesn't mind.. then. haha.. what for think so much? so looking forward to go gold coast. but it's the accomodation that's bugging me.. so far, those apartments with good/cheap prices have been taken up. found one which is not bad... i think it'd be like $50 per person per night. the others that have got vacancies are backpacker hostels. where we will have to like sleep in the dorm with perhaps 3-6 others. don't really find it comfortable... like no privacy.
right now i'm still contemplating if i should go to the city or indooropilly... or toombul. ahha.. so bored. but i'm lazy la... got woken up by pinan again. he never fails to wake me up man. either by his ever irritating high pitched voice, or his handphone. sometimes i really wanted to bang on the wall and ask him to just shut up - i wanna sleep. it'd be better if i just wake up and strangle him. haha... nah i'm not that violent. but i've a violent mind. is that any different? lolx... hm.. city? indooropilly? it's already 2... i think i'll just go city la. by the time i go indooropilly already 3pm.. and the shops close at 5?? hmm.. i dunno leh.. hahaha... shall decide on my way out. see ya..
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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14:50
Friday, September 24, 2004
**Losers and Fragile Souls**
how many times, i wonder, have i hurt those around me with the words i have said? my mum told me that when i get angry, i tend to talk so harshly that the person hearing it will feel extremely bad. in my family, i have done it to so many people. to my mum, my dad and my brother. to my friends... i have done it to a couple of them. and recently.. i've added one to the list.
tell me how should i speak. really. tell me. what would you do if someone really pisses you of and all you did was just to give them a piece of your mind. and u end up losing that friendship.
how fragile some people are.. but when one gets angry.. i think she just shoots whatever is going on in her mind.
i hope people will treasure their lives. don't all of us hate seeing those people whom... can't seem to take rejections, failures and setbacks in life? can't they just learn to stand up again and live life to the fullest? your mum didn't go through all that labour pain for you to be a desolate, for you to just throw your life like commiting suicide. is that the way to end all your misery?
though i know someone who's like that, that might be reaading this post.. i'd have to say... i don't support such actions. i just can't stand negativity. can you just look at life in an optimistic manner? as a friend.. it hurts me to see you like that. just because of what i said... i really hope you can understand what i really mean. the underlying message is: despite what i said to hurt you, i still treasure u as a friend. that comes from the bottom of my heart. okay, i'm sorry. but. -stop-
keep running, running away from reality if you want, my friend. no one can save you if you have already made up your mind. but can you please think of the consequences before you do anything?? do you know how many people would be mourning over your actions? give it a thought and get back to me.
others: what would you do if you had a friend like that?
after spouting all that nonsense.. i begin to wonder - what does life mean to all of us? just yesterday.. another friend was just asking me. what does it mean, to live life to the fullest. to leading a full life. i think we both agreed it's to be optimistic. for me, life is very interesting. i mean.. if life is boring, then why bother to keep alive? i think all of us should treasure our lives. look at how our mum went through all that suffering during her labour... it's torturing okay. but to see her baby come out... it's just joy. all that pain is worth it. but i just don't understand why some people choose to commit suicide? in the name of "ending all misery in this world". but i believe there's life after death - in hell. i don't think everyone will go to heaven. but still.. in a Taoist's point of view, if you choose to commit suicide, you'll be banished straight to hell and get burnt or something. it's a price you have to pay.. everyday is a brand new day, i hope everyone realises that instead of complaining "sian la." there are so many things to be done and learnt every single day. it just depends on every individual - whether you want to learn or do that different thing, to discover the many joys in life.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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13:58
15 Days to Home
haha.. i love counting down!!!! but i usually dun do so. but.. it's really fast...
anyway, was sorting out my stuff this afternoon.. when i came across this book whom my dearest "sister" joan sent to me... it's a really sweet book.
"Sometimes we need reminders in our lifes of how much people care..."
how true that is, isn't it?
some "soul candy"... from the book
"Someone Will Always be Thankful for You"
Someone will always be thankful for you.
Someone will always cherish the warmth of your smile and the happiness in your heart.
Someone wants to always be close enough to care in every way and to treasure each and every day spent together...
Someone will always keep you lovingly in mind
and will welcome every opportunity to find you in happy thoughts.
Someone will always know that life is good
because of you,
and that tomorrow has a bright and shining hope that wouldn't be there if
you weren't here today.
Someone will always try to find the words to thank you for filling life with dreams come true and with beautiful memories.
Someone will always be thankful for you.
... And that someone will always be me.
this is to all my friends... hee... and to joan too.. thank u so much, baby.. for sending me this sweet book.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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01:58
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
18 Days To SG
hiakz.. 18 days to singapore.. and 11 days to presentation. 10 days to the completion of project. 7 days to gold coast and 1 day to lone pine koala sanctuary. well, hopely it's still 1 day to see the koalas?? or perhaps 2. watever. we are going to see kokalas.
feel so happy now.. haha... the thought of going home. the thought of having durians to eat when i reach singapore. the thought of seeing my beloved brother. aww.... can't wait! but before i get myself lost in the swee tthoughts of reaching home.. i have to complete my project.
especially made the effort to come to the lab early to work on the sitemap. but.. something really terrible has happened. the mac that we were working on, where we saved all our files.. has gone bersek. it doesn't start up the same way as it always had. and... yeah there was director, but it couldn't be opened. what to do now?? i'm going mad. but i still have another task la.. finish the dvd package lor. at least it's like... half done. sure can finish by tonite wan. *determination*
had a great surprise todday.. my long lost friend. my best friend in primary school - sarah!! she mesaged me! WOW.. finally, she has found her way into friendster. haha.. been searching for her since the day i joined friendster. and she finally appears. that really lifted up my spirits. u know.. we were like... really close last time. joined taf club together, were the only 2 girls who wore pe attire everyday. even when the teachers asked us to put on our pinafore.. we'd put and then take it out after that teacher's lesson. haha.. we just love being in our shorts. haha.. even though it was unsightly for girls to run about in shorts. but who cares man... yeah. and always go to school at 8am.. even though classes start at 1:30pm.. haha.. go school to play. play monkey ball, catching, badminton, soccer... watever we can lay our hands on. aww.. those good old days!! and we used to go to her house at amk ave 10... there was this bakery and we'd eat waffle for lunch and dinner.. haha.. 4 waffles in a day. we loved sports, but we lovevd eating also. so.. i'm still fat lor. hahaha.. i dont know about her now..
okay. brb. [go watch exhibition]
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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18:40
Monday, September 20, 2004
21 Days & Hola SG
will be counting the days from today onwards. WEEE!!!! i dunno how many times have i said it.. but HEY!! IT's exactly 3 weeks to going home!!! man i'm so excited!!! dreams of hugging crystal are so frequent now.. haha.. i can almost see her climbing up to my bed every morning i wake up. and looking at her bark at me when i go back... ehhe.... I CAN'T WAIT!!!
finally finished editing the director files.. but need to double check. oh yah.. i forgot to add in some clips. see? so forgetful of me. dont know what's wrong with me today. in high spirits.. and acting like a kid once again. playing some... boxing game with my fren. text boxing. stuff like i box u u box me back kinda stuff. haha.. i'm just so bored.. but i'm happy tonight. though my brother gave me a big shock. but wat to do? he's still my brother after all...
liuyong arh... i was just bored la... so u see arh... safari got this "google" box on the right hand side right? so i just typed uthai there lor... then.... it brought me to dictionary.com.. then.. ahha... =P i also helped u solve what ur name means leh... haha...
Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre
I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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01:28
Sunday, September 19, 2004
***Names, Meanings***
was bored.. takin a break from director. so surfed around... found out some meanings of names...
Claire - Clear, Bright, Famous
Lydia - Cultured Woman; religious backgrounds are Biblical
Serene - Bright, Calm
Cheryl - Womanly, Beloved...
now. this is the interesting wan...
Uthai - my
iniquity
*iniquity means 'a grossly immoral act, a sin'*
but Uthai is also the name of a province in Thailand.
"Uthai Thani is most famous as being the hometown of the father of King Rama I. Rama I also renamed the city from its old name Uthai to Uthai Thani. "
*Who was King Rama 1*
Buddha Yodfa Chulaloke or Rama 1 the Great was king of Thailand from 1782 to 1809.
He was born in Ayutthaya on March 20 1737.
now, that was a little bit of history...
again.. one of my little thoughts for the day. It's really hard to be a parent, isn't it? when a child is born.. u hold that small little baby in ur arms.. thanking ur ancestors, thanking God for giving you such a wonderful child. moments after... as u see ur child begin to respond to the world around him, respond to ur touches.. u begin to observe his actions, and u wonder how is it like when he grows up. will he be a naughty boy? will he be a scholar? you ask yourself what will u do if one day when he grows up, he becomes someone you did not intend him to be. what would u do?
this world is like full of surprises.. everyday u have to make decisions. but.. would u abondon ur kids if one day u find that they have been messing around with their lives? would u kick them out of the house? or would u continue to provide for them, love them, care for them?
it's really hard ain't it...
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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17:31
Saturday, September 18, 2004
how's it like to blog three times a day?
lolx.. that's what i'm doing now. extremely bored. it's not like i got nothing to do..... working on the dvd now. putting all the content into the director files... but just taking a break. and i just feel like spouting nonsense in my blog. can? ahha..
my friend sent me a few songs.... really nice songs. feel so good whenever i hear the songs.. even when i hear it like over and over again, i dont get tired of it..
and.. i just realised that i simply hate MR BEAN. i don't see why are people like... so excited over him. they'd be like "mr bean! mr bean!" i just find him utterly disgusting and lame.. never was a fan of mr bean, though the people around me all seem to be. his shows might be funny.. but they're all too crude. i laugh sometimes when i watch him... but after a while i get so irritated. actually was watching mr bean... Bean the Movie or something.. then watched halfway coudn't stand it.. so came to the lab. yuppers...
just saw a cute security guard. haha.. cute so wat.. it doesn't mean anything. nothing beats my darling crystal.. haha... sound like a bimbo rite?
u know, i don't really like reading blogs that says "today, i went out with DEAR. i miss dear so much... dear...dear...dear." then the nexxt day, the blog says "haiz. i don't know if me and dear will last or not. we had a small fight today. i'm really beginning to wonder if dear and i are made for each other".. a few days later, "yay~ dear and i patched up. i miss him so much. dear, i'm sorry for being so nnasty. and thank u for being so patient... i love u FOREVER". yucks. FOREVER? is there something called forever? okay.. call me bitter. but... i still think we're too young to talk about forever... especially when u've only been with him for like less than year? i know sometimes people know that "okay, he's the one".. but u can never be too sure of anything.
k shall stop bitchin here...
*amigos para sempre*
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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23:13
***Millie Kuan LiChuan***
a friend whom i always miss
who is always on my mind
you will never fade away in my memory
wish u all the best
my dear friend
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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16:44
**thoughts.torts.keep it comin'**
got home at around 5:30am this morning. was actually thinking of sleeping till perhaps 3 or 4pm? BUT!! that stupid pinal or pinan watever his name is... he just had to talk so damn fuggin LOUD!!!! alone brian is already rather kaopeh liao... then... that pinan have to like.. increase the decibels and they were talking for like.. i don't know.. half an hour? it seems like forever. i wanted to scream to ask him to shut up. but better not. tried kicking the wall, but.. doesn't seem to have any effect. argh. then.. after that... he was listening to his music on his hp. sounded like some chanting music.. but hello?? i'm sleeping lor.... argh. then.. i couldn't sleep any longer. woke up at 1:30. IDIOT!!!!
anywayz... was reading the brisbane city newsletter.. saw this stupid law set up by the council or something. to stop smoking. from 2006, smokers will only be allowed to smoke if they are 100km away from any human population. if caught, they will be deported to a "smokers' island"... some island off the coast of queensland i think.. and also, if there's a smoker in ur family, u will have to have him licensed as a smoker, and also u have to put up a sign saying "a smoker lives here". and i think one a month or once a week, there will be a truck going around the neighbourhood collecting smokers. it's like if you want your smoking spouse to go to that smokers' island, just hail the truck and he will be packing his bag to smokers' island. sounds crazy?
this is worst=> for poor people to smoke, it is downright disgusting (as the article puts it).. smoking, for rich people, is an act of ELEGANCE. what the hell is that? so... that law only applies to poor people. it doesn't apply to the rich, and middle aged women.
WEIRD, CRAZY, LAME, STUPID.
also, another article on PDA - Public Display of Affection.
how many of u out there get so disgusted when u see couples strutting their stuff in public? so what emotions do these actions evoke in u? jealousy? or.. do u envy them? like... "wow.. look at that couple. so loving.. why's my darling not like that?" and u look across at ur boyfriend, reading his car mag, completely oblivious to what's happening around him.
anyway.... fret not... cos studies show that too much PDA from a couple might mean that their relationship is on the rocks.
"An informal survey has confirmed that there's little or no correlation between excessive PDA and a sweaty sex life. In fact, the opposite appears to be true: Too much PDA is often a sign that something crucial is missing from the relationship. Public love can be a smoke-and-mirrors special effect, designed to keep the attention off a real problem, a sexual or emotional incompatibility. "
yeah. so next time.. when u cringe at couples showing their affection TOO MUCH... OVER THE LIMIT kinda thing.. do smile at them or smirk. haha... i don't know how true is the article.. but it might be.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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16:09
Friday, September 17, 2004
it's funny how easily u can convince people around u to stay optimistic, get on their feet.. give them counselling and such... but to let urself crumble so easily when u have got problems. u may be a good councillor, someone whom people look up to when they've got problems. but u find that u are hopeless at handling all ur own problems. does the scenario sound too familiar?
also.... in a relationship, is it better to know someone better first, then to start a relationship? or is it more thrilling to be together first, then get to know each other better??
i think both sides have got their pros and cons.... if u choose to know a person better first, chances are, u might stay together for longer? do u think so? and if u choose to be surprised by ur partner's weird actions and gestures.. then probably u'd like the former.
gee.. what am i talking? nah.. just chanced upon someone's blog... that made me think about such stuff. minor stuffs, really.
i SO miss my darling.. i mean, my doggy. especially after seeing Odie in Garfield. he's such a cutie. my crystal's a fat ass... i think she resembles more of garfield than odie. hehz... same colour as garfield... size as well i think. she's too lazy to exercise and when she wants to jump onto the sofa, she gets stuck halfway and almost falls down. haha.. fat dog... yeah... takes after her owner =P but i love her so plump and round. makes me wanna hug her all the time. awww... crystal baby, i miss u *smuck, squeeze, pinch, hug. love u baby. haha... animal love.
oh do u know kids that are often in contact with animals at a small age are more kind? Makes me wonder what kind of animals was i exposed to when i was young. probably the ants at home.. haha....
yeah.. anyway, was tryin to find stuff to blog on. am so pooped that i was working on the wrong director files... luckily i was only started. perhaps like 3 hours into the work? and mick came to save my life - by telling me i was working on the wrong files. haha.. how cool is that huh?
have got this question bugging me since the day i came here... why does everyone say australia has got cheap surf clothings? they all look the same to me.. i mean, the price tags are the same? so by the time u convert, the things i buy here is actually more expensive. and the nougats as well? i know singapore has got nougats.. how much do they cost? are the nougats here cheaper than the ones in singapore? can some kind soul please help me find out how much does 1kg of nougats cost in singapore? and also.. how much does a beach volleyball cost? thanks a zillion man...
just 3 more weeks and i'll be packin my bag home - to where i belong.. SINGAPORE! nothing beats home. nothing beats my bed... my family, my frens and my dawg.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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23:26
Thursday, September 16, 2004
**yeah, i'm strong**
wat's wrong with blogger anyway? i can't seem to edit my posts!! it's irritating at times. argh!
but never mind. it shan't affect my mood. the dark clouds that have been clouding my mind have cleared. yuppz. should move on rather than brood over it. that's too amateur... too.. childish.
but firstly, i have to thank "panda man" max, for giving me his perspective and also who tried to talk me out of depression.
also to someone whom has come a long way in life... and in us being friends. it's such a small world and i'm glad to have met u.. chris teo =) thanks a lot... u are really a friend i'd want to treasure all my life. net friend, yet so many in common... even share the same piece of history eh =P thank u for sending me all those nice songs to lift me up.. and the poems and thoughts. *hugz
to raymond.. please don't feel bad. it wasn't entirely ur fault. it was nobody's. i was too sensitive.. and zhilong(my friend) was too straightforward. not nice say not nicce la... he said "Erxin"... ehhe.... no worries okie!
i am perfectly fine.
anyway, went to see garfield today!!! oh boy.... i spent like SG$16?? on a single tix! cool aint it? i almost died when i was paying. i was like.. "woah".... the seats must be plated gold or somethin. but.. it was alright. i am never gonna catch a show here ever. darn expensive. but the show was nice.. hilarious. and man.. jennifer love hewitt is so hot... ohh... i only realised that now =P
the effects in the show are really good. half the time i was like wondering how do they do it? was it like entirely 3d? it really looks like at some parts with garfield in it. but there was a part where garfield bumped odie down the chair? how did they do it? hmm.. i wish i knew.... it's gonna bug me for a long time...
.:Visit the Garfield Movie Site:.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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20:56
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
today's a brand new day. after a good nite's sleep.. and some meditation. not really meditation. but i tried to get rid of all unhappiness over that shit pieca work... anyway. i feel better now... i guess.. if i'm doing something which i like... i shouldn't care bout what other people say. as long as.. i think it's alright then it's okay. but i do hope somedday.. when people tells me how my work sucks, i'll be able to take it lightly and ask,"so, how can i make it better?" - smiling... i dont wish to be boiling or hopping mad.
but. i still have to admit... i still have this degree of negativity inside me. it sure doesn't feel nice when u show someone something u took the time and effort to do.. and he says "ur work sibei erxin leh"... and u ask him again.. he says "ER XIN".. what would u feel? my morale is really shattered. yesterday i had really no confidence to carry on my project. hm.. but.. haiz. what's the point of talking man... i really can't find anything to rejoice about. but i would need to restore some confidence back to get me on track....
anyway, to the good stuff that i did today. went to the beach/park... played frisbee. i'm still the same bad frisbee thrower. whatever i throw will come back to me. funny sight. had quite good fun... but still... i kept thinking about the comments my frens told me....
my gawd. it's so unlike me to talk so negatively... it's just not me to talk like that??!!!! KE YING!! WHAT"S HAPPENING TO U??!!! GET ON UR FEET!!!!
i really want to.. but!!!! gosh.. what's happening to me??!!!!!!
god, please give me back my confidence.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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21:29
great... i just realised how much my design sucks. tried doing some stuff... and... showed it to 3 people. 3 of them said it BLOODY SUCKS. one of them said it was extremely ERXIN. the other two.... said it's not nice. i guess that just seals my fate. whatever pride i have in my design skills are gone. or is it that.. in the first place, i don't even have any design skills worth mentioning.
it certainly helps to clear that migraine that i'm having.. to hear these 3 important people in my life telling me how that piece of vector art sucks. it's my first time really takin the effort. need u tell me it SUCKS with such big fonts?
talking about people commenting on the things that i do.. i realised... i don't like to hear comments. i hate them, i fear them. i know... u have to be open minded about stuff. but sometimes it's really difficult when someone comes outright and tell u "mate, ur design sucks.".... this might happen in the real world. but rite now.. i've already have loads of people whom i call friends saying behind my back.. "her design sucks." i know, i know.
thank u zhilong, ben and raymond. thanks for telling me upright my design sucks. from this day forth, i will not do anything that has gotta do with designing. i will give up. thank u. thanks a lot. this kinda paves my future. i know what to do now. *nods
a month more to going back to singapore... i miss mummy daddy crystal ah mah poh poh yj. i miss my bed. my bones are getting weaker... i feel as if my legs are going to collapse any minute. had jelly legs today... almost fell down while walkin... haiz.
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01:11
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
bought a pair of berms for my lil bro. k la he aint little no more... growing up.. hope u'll like it, precious boi! study hard hor.. but no matter wat, u'll always be my precious lil brother... just do me a favour. behave urself. u know wat i mean ;-)
went to a site and found this interesting quiz... which's quite accurate.
[Love Test]
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
=>this, i'm not really sure. split personality?
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.
6. You can never be stabilized; actually, you are not suitable for
marriage and you don't want to make committment.
=> sorry to say... embarrased to admit. but this part is extremely true...
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.
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21:49
argh!!! stupid blogger!!!!! where's my post??!!!!! i typed so much and it all disappeared. KAOZ!!!!!
anyway, i'm lazy to type all that out. teknology poopies!!!!!
argh. anyway.. shall just say abit. hee... the temptation to yak is there. i'm a chatterbox la...
okie... i was just complimenting liuyong when i typed just now. im actually suppose to work on the dvd cover and cd.. but i think my design sucks... and my project manager said it was good. so? i'm abit like.. "wtf". cos... everyone says my design sucks. until i come here. the only person who says my design is not bad - is ME. hahaha.. egoist! but argh. i wish liuyong can take over my job. his design quite pop nowadays eh... SAVE ME!!!
went for a haircut today. and i look like a nitwit now. or scare crow. watever.... went into the salon. asked how much was it. "oh, $33 for a cut and wash, $38 for cut wash blow" sounds pretty reasonable aint it? cos the other salon i went to was $45.. yeah. anyway.. went in. and this woman attended to me. accessed my hair.. said i had really dry hair. yeah.. all split ends. recommended me shampoo. asked me not to use shampoo bought in supermarts. ask me get stuff like by loreal or wat.. which is normally damn expensive. yah anyway, she said she'd gif me a cut, blow, wash and flat iron. i didnt know that.. flat iron charges more. gee.. the price amounted to $59.90. cool hor.. it's the most expensive haircut i've ever had in my life. i am not gonna cut my hair for at least a year man!!!! my hair was almost touching my waist liao. then now..... haiz. like 10cm gone.
i'm so sick and tired of losing weight. hope one day i can be anorexic then everyone can just shut their mouths and stop asking me to lose weight.
davy chan's gonna be comin to sg for concert real soon.. think it's on september 16. haiz.. cant go watch!!! lmf rulz~
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00:28
Saturday, September 11, 2004
miss these folks. how dare they take pic without heather and me??!!!!!
an attempt. haha.. though it kinda sucks. can't believe i'm puttin this on my blog. aww fug it. just for fun la.
i just can't stand bimbos. why? firstly, they look really fab. like big boobs, big eyes, great body great everything. but a pea brain.
whatever i ask them, they go, "i dont know leh"...
ask them "where u wanna go eat?"
they answer,"where you wanna go eat?"
"i'm asking u a question."
"u leh?"
nb!!!!! stupid sia. i've got a fren who's like that la. cant help it.. but she's bimbotic. but sometimes - hey, it's an honour to be a bimbo. cool it, my friend. u've got great looks, great body, great hair, great eyes, maybe even great character. but u're too stupid to live in this world.
aiya. watch jessica simson and nick. i think they might most probably get divorced sooner or later. wat jessica does is... other than shootin mtv and all that showbiz... she's tanning, shopping or eating her time away. like... i dont know. her only talent is perhaps singing and got big boobs. the way she talks is like... yeah. bimbotic.
*shut up.
oh. saw people doing filming today, in the city.. they were really cool. usin film cams instead of the normal dv cam we use.... really expensive set. cos they got the traffic police to block off the roads and such. they had this crane also.... it was helluva show man. though i didn't stay to watch. but there were like.. 20, 30 crew?? and best of all... the director was a japanese, if i'm not wrong. but there were loads of jap guys in the set. yeah. it's kinda cool watchin asian peeps tell the ang mohs watta do. i'm not racist la.
well well.. after dat, went out with 2 guys. ray and his friend brandon. they both are great guys. went to eat at chinatown. and man, the waitress really sucked. she pulled her face so long that it could touch the ground. didn't even smile at all. then.. we were chattin until we touched this racist problem. ray told me there was a lot of racist stuff goin on in brisbane. i didnt even know. i think it's the same everywhere. it's either other asians look down on u, or ang mohs look down on u. i'm not surprised if ang mohs look down on asians. but asians lookin down on asians? yeah dont be surprised. ray told me when he first came here and he was in this restaurant, an asian was servin him. and his english was so bad... and the waiter was like.. "wadda want?!" so bloody rude. but when another asian came in speakin with an accent, he changed his attitude man. yucks.. disgusting. reminds me of those sales people in singapore. i'm not sayin all, but i think most of them are like that. they see u, they look at u up and down thinking ,"so poor come into this shop for wat." and they dont even bother to entertain u. then when they see ang mohs coming in, they grin from ear to ear.. look like some c**ksuckin haw. i think it's disgusting. but not ang mohs are willing to spend money on branded goods. i would say probably 50% would spend only. but hey, i bought something and the ang moh did not. when i paid then the salesgirl smiled. felt like smacking her. "go suck him off, bitch!" *sorry.
in italy, it's really different. perhaps they despise chinese or asian. but if there were like 5 ang mohs and 3 asians in the shop, they will service the ang moh first. basically, provide service to their fellow italians.. but the tourists can wait. only when they're done serving their own people then they will come and tend to us. i think that should be the right way man. if not just serve whoever came first la. why look at apprearances and color?
well anyway... laughed till my cheeks ached. that brandon... funny guy. but i think he's partially deaf. can't really hear and talk well. he tells me his problems conversing and also finding jobs cos of his deficiency. but he's one helluva courageous person. drives like nobody's business. almost crashed into another car just now... and about him facing the world, i think he's doing a good job... not letting anyone affect him. he did have bad times, but... he's back on his feet. and he looks different whatever pic he takes. photogenic. haha...
yeah.. talked to ray about love and relationships as well. it was quite a good night.
exactly a month to going home now... =)
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23:56
cute stuff
here.
check this out as well.
click
posted some pix we took yesterday. me, wanting to show u guys how much a panda i am now. and also.. ever thought of steamboat using a rice cooker? that's an innovation. pics of my lecturers, robyn and jerry. the guys think jerry's cool while i think robyn must be so sweet when she was younger. and.. i cant help but put my darlin up there. she's such a sweetie pie.
3 of us pics. the trip here has made me realise how bitchy guys can be also =P but they're pretty cool guys. yeapz!!! oh. check out that cheesecake i baked. nobody's tasted it yet.. but i think it could do with more practice. lolx
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01:35
i'm comin to a point where i'm gonna hate technology TOTALLY. i think at times, technology is SUCH A WRECK!!!!
damn. blogger's gettin retarded, the computers are like on their way towards self destruction. msn's dyin on me, so is icq. man! if i could choose, i'd choose msn to die on me rather than icq... i've got ppl on icq that i wanna chat with NOW. and it's friday. what could i possibly do other than chat? i dont club, ok. i dont wanna club. the nite spots are so.. "guai lan yun"... AND! i just woke up from my nap at 8pm?? dont think i can sleep tonite. gawd!!!!!
feelin so relieved suddenly. cos i've handed up that damned report! sickening report! sucked my brain juices dry. i need replenishments!!! but i got it le... m&ms.... not only replenishes my brain... my weight is also "replenishing as we speak".. wat the hell. replenishments. is there such a word at all? i need to start usin profound english NOW. am i a communications person or am i not? I can't picture myself doing engineering, neither can i picture myself doing art. music? not really. business? yeah, but not studyin it. multimedia?? what i'm doin now. but i still can't picture myself goin for an interview with my disgraceful portfolio. there's nothin worth mentionin or showin inside. yucks.
how bout writin? yeah.. if only i could write myself to a degree. it's kinda what i wanna do. but i dont know if that's what i really want. you know in life, at times u think "okay, this is what i want to do." but it turns out otherwise. that's what i told myself "hey, i am so going to sp for multimedia technology".. and when i really start the course, i'm like "what are u doing here, ke ying?" so... see the choices that we have to make in life? so many. and it's disturbing. and as women.... we're helluva flighty in nature it sucks at times. *pooooiii* or is it just me? the especially flighty woman? am i even a woman yet? yeah.. i've got hair so have i got breasts wat... does that make a female a woman? what makes a woman? is it just the age? or is it somethin else as well?
meeting up with my supervisor and project manager is really not easy. the first few meetings were good. didnt run outta stuff talkin cos we were always discussing about the project. however nowadays, i dont know what to tell them, dont know what to show them. and whenever the two of them are here, they'd be like yakking throughout it's as if the 3 of us kids here are invisible or somethin. but... i just dont know what to talk to them about. there's like this.. intimidation from em. like... "man.. i feel like talkin to u. but the moment i open my mouth, i trip on all my words. i go eh.ah.wo. i talk like a retard."
anywayz. was speakin to my dear sandra on msn just now. she's not prepared for her o levels. it reminded me of myself... i got like 28 points for my prelims. or was it 32?? anywayz... after that i knew how much i had to study. buried myself in books, though not really enough. but that was the most hardworking point of my life. psle was nothin compared to this. well.. everyday when i got home, after every paper, my mum would be like,"how was it? can pass?" she was like so afraid i'd fail or somethin. at first, my confidence level was... 85%. but on the last day, it became 5%. at least there was still 5% to make me be able to sleep at nite. haha... so on the day of my results.. i called her. and i said "shit ma." and u noe wat she said?? she said,"don't worry.. i've expected this. i already checked out some of the private schools u can go to. or can u appeal to ur school for u to continue sec 4?" i was like.... "MUMMY!!!!! U DESPISE ME IS IT!!!! KANASAI!!!! I PASSED WITH FLYING COLORS LA!!!" kaoz.... that nite, i refused to talk to her. turned out... my extended family actually had been talkin about the high possiblity of me failin my exams. -_-" they underestimate me.
but to sandra... have faith in urself, have confidence in urself. i have faith in u. good luck my dear =)
and of course to my brother and joan... please, the two of u, the little birds of my life. please study hard for ur n levels okay?
it's September 11 today... let's bow and observe a minute of silence as we remember those innocent lives which has been taken away because of some barbarics who think violence will stop everything.
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00:56
Friday, September 10, 2004
oh gosh... x japan's playing on the big screen now. very nice music.. very nice concert also... but my heart's not concentrating or rather.. i find it difficult to look at the concert. though i have a choice to turn away, which i already am..
i'm suppose to be doing my report now. i have slightly less than 24 hours before i need to e-mail the report to my tutor.. and.. i haven't even finished it yet. I hate the essay. I can't find any reason to get me cracking. I FEEL SO LAZY!!!! argh.... stupid report, stupid report, stupid report!!!!!
*panic*
listenin to rock music when u're struggling to hurry up doin ur report is bad sia... my heart's beatin so gawdamn fast. nvm. i sound stupid. duh.
had quite a good day today. walked in the rain.. in such weather. it wasn't really cold.. felt like singapore, now that it's started raining almost everyday. so sickening. went West End to shop for.. seafood. saw quite a few kinds of seafood. but they all seem quite expensive. but again, everything seems expensive here..
had one of the most satisfying dinner during my stay here.. had steamboat. it was kinda weird.. cos we didn't wanna sit near the stove to eat... funny to do that right? yeah.. so we boiled the soup in a really big pot.. then poured it into the RICE COOKER... haha.. though the soup didn't really boil, the food still got cooked. feel so bloated now.
made cheesecake also.. but haven't tried it yet. think i'll try tomorrow.. i suspect i might have diarrhea after eatin it.... it doesn't look good when i was bakin it. but if nthin goes wrong.. i'm gonna bake that for my mum when i get back to sg.. it's so sad i'm only returning 4 days after her bday.
happy birthday joan =) all the best for ur n levels eh...
nowadays dont have much to write. but i feel so bored i just felt.. i needed to blog SOMETHING, ANYTHING!!!!!
*scream*
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00:42
Thursday, September 09, 2004
***Happy Birthday, Uthai***
hoho.. 20 years old liao. all the best in ur endeavors eh... why're u not playin kylie yet?? i'm waitin.
still struggling if i should do something drastic to my hair. i might end up looking like some dumb ass with a mushroom head. or i might end up looking.. i dont know. but it wont be anything near fab. desicions!!!
cool. just finished one huge pack of 250g m&ms. i feel so thin now. and my tummy's so bloated i can go to sleep straight away.
i must say that i really enjoy chatting with benbear. was telling him about my brother. he's like going through adolescence.. rebellious and such. goin out at night and coming home at 3,4 am or the next morning. i don't even remember myself doing that when i was his age. i admit i dote on the young but not so young one a lot.. but if i don't trust him, who will? i mean... i'm the closest to him in the family.. if he finds that none of us trusts him, he might not even wanna come home at all. and i dont find any reason not to believe him. i dont wish him to be in some gang or fail his N levels. but whatever he is doing now, is making him lose his credibility.
YJ!! DO U WANT UR BILLABONG SHORTS OR NOT? IF U WANT, PASS UR N LEVELS!!!!!
*haha.. bribing u, but i hope u know what's good for u and what's not.*
chatting with my friend now. she sounds so depressed and negative now... trying ways to make her optimistic.. make her happy, but i dont know how. i really suck at saying the right things at the right time.. i just hope she'll be fine... god bless... (though i'm not christian)
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01:37
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
i feel so whiney today.
was dressing my wound... then suddenly i felt so miserable. my dad used to help me dress my wound with dettol and warm water!!! sounds painful eh??? u bet. anyway.. i tried pouring warm water, but it hurts.. didnt help cleanse the wound as much as dettol.
called my mum today... she told me my precious lil brother's been comin home late. but aiya.. i'm worried bout that guy too. the young punk promises to take care of himself... let him be la, i guess. if i keep nagging at him he might probably go join gang or somethin. hrmph.. KIDS nowadays!!... and also complained to my mum about my wound la. feel so miserable to have a wound. haha.. my leg looks disastrous. u'll never expect seeing a wound like that.. caused by scratching dry scaly skin.
was chatting with my ol'time friend from switzerland=>thomas.. he's quite old la. but he's came up with 2 books already... on cultural competence.. haha. it's really nice chatting with him. really interesting topics to talk about and such.. sometimes he's all i need to keep me in track.. i mean... to let me be optimistic. gives me all the encouragements i need. it's good to have some old friends around la... i mean.. u know, like matured kinda old. hehe... that includes u, WIZ. thanks eh..
was surfin around.. found some good sites... about learning to accept ur body, love ur body. think it's rather nice.. put it up in my "sights" section. yeah.. i like the adios barbie best. really cute site.. really girlish.. so u guys might wanna keep out. yup
***wat the hell. chattin wit my precious bro now. he's going to the beach later.. and he's having his n levels now.. does this make sense at all?? -ok, just bitchin***
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03:43
Monday, September 06, 2004
***i'm a ignorant.. suaku***
haha.. u guys are gonna laugh at me. but... I've just discovered the GREATEST BAND on earth. and it's not LMF.. though LMF's great.. but they aren't laojiaos. and they've kinda seperated for the time being. but BON JOVI!!!! They've been around for so long!!! and they're really great. man.. listenin to them, I ask myself, "Ke Ying!! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN man??!!" the only song that i've heard from them is.. "It's My Life".. haha... wah lao. malu.. and.... Beyond too.. I'm gonna start listenin to them when I go back!! all thanks for mick and ly... introduce me to them.. haha.. woo~ thanks!!!
seeing mick so stressed up editin those stupid video clips really makes me feel paiseh.... i haven't done any editing at all.. i don't know if i'm suppose to do... aiya. i just don't like editing video.. the last time i edited was in yr 1?? dvid assignment 1... after that.. i haven't been touching any video editin softwares. so... in return... I'm helpin mick do his report... finished his, but havent touched mine... so sian!!!
hm... man, watching the bon jovi concert's really exciting.. haha.. oh. they just turned it off.
anyway.. gettin in touch with my senses. i think the trip here has really done me a lot of good towards being a better person. THOUGH i'm still bitchin about others AS MUCH.. will try to tone that down. cos nobody's perfect.
but.. i realised somethin about Friendships... I used to think like I had no real friends, best friends... and I have been searching for one all my life. then, i realise that.. they are all around me.. people who are concerned about me, friends and family.. it's not that I don't have. it's just that.. I never treasured friendships and the people around me. i've just learnt how to treasure my family last year.. when my grandma got critically ill. thank god she's alright... if she dies, i really don't know what'd happen to me. i love her a lot. so does she...
looking up those friends i have stopped talking to ever since they left school or quit band, i realised how much i miss them.. they are really nice people. and i chose to walk away from them. now i regret.. so i'm tryin to keep in contact again.. but it's difficult as a few of them have migrated.. and as we grow up, we have our own circle of friends. the friends that i have now.. i'm gonna treasure all of them.. each and everyone of u.. =)
i miss my princess crystal... every night.. i dream of her lying on me, lying beside me. miss her wagging her tail and going in circles whenever she see me approaching our door. miss having her jump and step all over me and my bed in the mornings. miss playing with her.. chasing her all around the house and her chasing me.. miss her giving me sneak attacks and running back to the sofa.. i miss her everything!!!!! well.. except having shit at the bathroom all the time. haha..
can't wait to get back to singapore... though i think i'll still miss the life here. can't wait to meet up with everyone.. sandra and joan, jasby, julian and aivionis.. spheroid peeps... siti and claire.. and.. my lovey family. i miss em as well.. though not as much as my dog... *so ashamed. i miss an animal more than my family. but... why? i don't know...
stupid chechens. stupid war. stupid violence.
can someone finally learn "Make Love, Not War"???
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12:52
***war, violence... where's this world headin' to?***
seeing what the chechens have done to all those 1000 innocent adults and children... it really breaks my heart. my feelings goes out to all of them... there.. especially to the parents.
it's really sad humanity is going towards the evil way... killing people like nobody's business. but.. these people here... are just innocent kids.. their lives evolve around sweets and play.. not around politics, or wat independence crap. i think they must be weaklings.. to pick on the selfless, small little beings who are incapable of protecting themselves, defending themselves. haiz... very sad thing to happen...
there have been so many brutal incidents happening around the world... first, this school seige.. the moscow bombing... 9-11.. even in such a "secured" city like singapore.. we see murders. what are those people thinking man?? we're not low lives.. we're not cavemen. we don't kill to eat. but all these... are all crimes of passion (referin to those in singapore)... HAIz. SAD, sad, world....
nothing to rejoice about, today.... those images really disturbed me... to read more about it.. go to:
watever news website. i got my pics from bbc.co.uk
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03:57
Sunday, September 05, 2004
blogger is like going mad or somethin. sometimes, when i log in... i'm "liuyong quek".. and just now, i was "mick83". cool right? aiya! wasted!! should have went to create some havoc in their blogs.. ehhe... *evil. but that's what i am... haha
hm. slept the whole day today... then woke up to eat. yah.. and mick cooked pork ribs. it was GOOD.. and liuyong cooked the smelly pig intestine. i think they were the LARGE intestine. i havent tried it before.. so try lor. tasted really rubbery and oily... but i ate whatever i scooped into my bowl. almost vomit... it's got nothin to do with liuyong's cooking. it's just that the taste of the intestine is like so... eew. like.. kinda smelly? i dont know. but had diarrhea after that... hehz...
gee.. today's the first night i'm all alone in the lab. gives me creeps.. but aiya. better learn to be independent. and today is also the first day i almost didnt talk at all. cool eh.... but i still don't understand why and how can they not talk...
i think.. sometimes i'm too sensitive or somethin', but i really wonder how come they seem so unfriendly. last time said good night to them, they didnt even answer or smile at me. then i asked them, "why u never say good night to me?".. they said they weren't used to it. i think.. over here, i get to understand the "male species" better.. haha.. cos i don't understand how come i get ignored all the time.. and how come they don't remember what i said.. or they don't pay attention to what i say... and. they don't remember stuffs. and.. liuyong told me an answer which shut me up "cos u're not our gf or our crush mah" -_-"
argh. that's why they said "women are from venus, men from mars". but then again. how come it's like ONLY THEY are like that? aiya. gif up.
man... was chatting with my friend just now... cant wait to get back!!! wanna go have steamboat at marina south.. yumm!!! oh gosh.. i'm salivating at the thought.. haha... nice..
oh.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!
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02:02
Friday, September 03, 2004
*hell yes! it's bloody boring!*
today.. is like one of those boring nites. or should i say.. early mornings? i'm really tired from tryin to write that 2000 word essay. starin at so much text that my vision is a lil' blurred.
havent slept since yesterday. k la. i did take a few hours of nap. but it's not enough.. i'm just.. i don't know. i dont feel tired suddenly. i'm tired. not tired. aiya.. watever.
interesting thing happened today. haha! after 2 months here, i finally got to see kenneth seah. gee.. he looked like a bell. it's was like... the shape on an egg. his pants created that effect. is that what they call "a-b" pants? i dont know... it was loose at the hips and sorta tight at the ankles. but it looked really awful on him. anyway, was waitin for the boys at the bus stand. then when KanaSai saw me, he stared and looked at the boys. then .. i stared at him. he didn't even smile! he looked away and talked to one of the students. gee... wat a loser. maybe he knows no one likes him la. that;s why he came to seek refugee in australia.. but still, i dun think anyone reminded him that the world is small. anyway.. we took the same bus and alighted at the same stop. walked the same path for quite some time.. then.. he also glanced and looked at us. but when i looked at him straight, he turned away and walked even faster. why' he running away from us? WEIRD.
oh. another interesting thing.. i mean, it was an interesting site. went to the beach to tan today. GEE.. it was a "celebration of breasts" kinda feeling. there was this woman... tanned with her top down. baring her breasts. nice breasts she got.. can't see any tanlines. haha but she was attracting the crowds. she was like this monument or somethin.. people were slowing down, staring and lookin. and she didn't feel anythin. perhaps she aint local? dont know.. but she's got really nice breasts =P
other than that.... nothing interesting happened today... plain sailin day.
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03:22
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
*methodologies, theories and a whole lot of queries*
what in the hells bells are "methodologies"? and how different is it from "theories"?
how bout "interdisciplinarity" vs "multidisciplinarity" vs "transdisciplinarity"???
pardon me, but i'm really confused.
can u guys imagine doing some kinda 2000 word paper on "interdisciplinarity within creative industries"? i don't even know what the hell the title means.. the lecturer gave us some guidelines, but i'm still totally ball-less. been diggin the web for 3 days.. but haven't got much information... argh!
anyway.. back to my normal life. ha! slept the whole day away today... it was rainin the whole day.. and i was so comfy in bed that i couldn't bear leaving my bed... so there goes my daylight. but anyway... dark clouds don't bring no sunlight! and i had a real carbo overload. ate chips and chocolate. yummy.... and guilty.
saw this documentary "the world according to bush"... from their side of the story, they portray the president of us of a as a dumb ass. i mean, yeah... stupid guy. one which i like especially, was something which goes like "if w bush can be the president, everyone can be." cool sentence eh?
well, according to them.. bush didn't seem to know why was he a president, until september 11 hit him. but people at the white house didn't take september 11 as a tragedy. it took september 11 as a bonus - to strike out at iraq, to strike out at saddam. i remember someone saying "anyone and anything that threatens the us, or makes the us scared, they eliminate it"... so there goes saddam and the iraq war.
and also.... it seemed as if the bush administration was like that of italy's? italy's a catholic country right? bush believes very much in God. i noticed that in the flashbacks in that documentary, bush talked everything with God in it... and before they start any meetings or anythin, they'd pray. i mean.... do u have to do that? i don't know. i'm not against christians.. but.. is that the right way to run the government, to run the country? so.. if u were a christian. u don't need to be the staunch christian who has great faith in god. u don't need to be a christian who is devoted to your religion. you don't even need to be a christian - to love people around u. they are saying the terrorists are using islam as an excuse for killing people. and bush counters them by kiling people as well.. doesn't that make them equal? especially when bush keeps saying "God save America". did God give him instructions to start a war?
man... just crapping.... but.. ehhe it's been ages since i talked stuff like that. the last time being in history class, with junyang. oh junyang i miss u!!! i miss u lameness.. i miss ur crankiness... i miss ur everything. i miss u fighting with lydia =P
oh those good ole days!
oh. what's up with people nowadays? they're all getting run down by MRTs. when things like that happen... are the victims at fault? i think sometimes, they are....
i can't imagine anyone so brainless as to squeeze into the closing doors at the last minute, ending up getting stuck and dragged. and they blame the train operators. who's got that much time to look man... people put up signs, gave public safety education. God gave u brains and common sense. - all of these, to save u from dying and injuring for nothin - all these "gifts" go to waste.
okay.. enough of my lame comments. but seriously.... use ur brains la... man i must be tired from all that research -_-"
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