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Friday, December 26, 2003

damn my life's screwed up. just when my life seems to be running perfectly fine... this idiot has to come in and make me looney. i know it's just me... hoping.... but... i dunno. like he's flirting lor. can't help thinking about what he told me about - the dark side of him.
i'm tryin to forget what happened... but it's damn difficult. after we met, no news... not say no news, but very little news. like somewhat different liao. and... he has made my nights sleepless. feel so damn empty... argh. hey.. if u're reading it now.. please say something nasty to me lar.. make me stop those wishful thinking lor.. but i don't wanna lose a friend like you. so cok.
k.. goin swimming later. at 12noon. hope the weather stays like it is now - sunny and warm.. then after that it's shopping.. not intending to buy any clothes though... maybe buy some butch clothes. dun feel like being a girl siaL... girls have so many things to lose and guys don't. fuck.
Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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10:46