Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

oh gwad what a day!!! this must be the WORST day of 2004!! and there i was in the morning, writing CNY cards to everyone, wishing "May 2004 be a better year ahead!" and damn! it sure isn't a good start.. well, it was.. for a week. but today is.. disastrous!!!
guess what... we split into groups. for DEUI (Design for User Interface), we got GASTON. he's like damn weird, always talking to himself.. ignoring us. Sometimes we even forgot he existed. But he's kinda... like miraculous. can give the best presentations even though he doesn't seem to know what we're doing as he's always jumping around, doing anything but sitting down to discuss.
and blow no. 2: had to group with Joven for Entrepreneurship. Okay la.. talking to him is fine.. until he didn't seem to understand the topic!?!! ya... impractical. and disorganized. whatever that i thought he was all vanished. gawd. and entrepreneurship is what i wanna get good grades for... cos KE was an entrepreneur of the year! and i dun wanna let her down!!!!
and never mind.. blow no. 3: when my whole mind is like exploding tryin to convince myself everything's gonna be fine, aL gotta sms me.. to help her upload her resume onto the yahoo account. and it's like... i've tried doing that lotsa times, it's like.. inappropriate. no employee would wanna receive a mail that asks him to direct to another website right? anyway... can't convince her. cos.. she doesn't wanna use the phone! and i'm like so fuckin stressed up now.. she's PUSHING me to hurry up. like hello... i'm not your husband lor. i don't owe you anything.. but like i'm helping her cos i sympathise with her. but she's not doing anything to help herself at all. why should i continue all my efforts? all the time, i've been tryin to look out for job ads for her.. and she doesn't wanna try goin for interviews at all. cos of the pay that's too low or long working hours... GOSH. how dumb can someone be?!?!
this world is getting too much. haven't been sleeping for 2 nights.. and tonight, i don't think i can sleep as well... my head's getting damn big now.

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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