Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Life's been real shitty nowadays... well not really nowdays.. at least.. for this semester at school... at the beginning of the semester, i told myself i wanted to do well this sem. but everything went wrong. i did really disgusting assignments.. my work was like shit. it didn't meet all the requirements of my lecturers. even entrepreneurship. the module i look most forward to. it was a module i thought i could do well.. but no... was the lecturer prejudiced against me or is it just me? is it just that i suck at my work and i can only come out with sub quality work? this really frightens me... i've always thought i'm quality stuff. i do admit i'm a snob at times. i despise work that are worst than mine. but that doesnt mean people won't say that to me. i refuse to accept comments given by people. but damn.
back to the day... had IWED presentation today. totally screwed up. lecturer says it's really kinda impossible to pass us. this assignment is 40%... and.. IWED... is really one subject that i can do well i guess. it's like webP.. i got a B for it. but anyway.. we were suppose to upload our site to the remote server. but we were late and by the time we wanted to upload.. the site was closed and locked. we can't do anything. told the lecturer.. he said he can't help us.. there's nothing he can do... sigh.. to think i spent so much time and brain cells to do the admin pages.. they all got overwritten by BACKdated pages. suck. i'm really afraid of failing... and i wanna go australia. and i guess it will affect me being selected for the overseas intern.. FUCK. shit happens.. yah.. wat a fucked up world.

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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