Wednesday, August 25, 2004
*i'm feeling grateful*
this afternoon.. was falling asleep on the sofa while watching olympics.. the boys just went down. they were gonna go renew the camera.. suddenly.. ly shouted damn loud "ke yiiiiing!!!" i was like.. wat the hell... shout so loud for wat. i sleeping... then i dragged myself to the balcony. GOODNESS.. letters for me!!!!! immediately i woke up.. i mean i didn't feel tired anymore. hehe...
got a birthday card from my family!!!!! it was a HALLMARK card (Which means it aint cheap la)... and... i saw my dear brother's handwriting... and my mum's. i was really surprised to get that card.. and i'm grateful... now i really know.. my parents love me.. and my brother too.. he wrote :from all.. and the cutest "me and crystal"... i laughed. i know crystal is cute.. but he?? a bit thicked skinned eh, boi =P
the second envelope... was thick. the postage is... $6.10.. it's from my junior from band.. or my god sis.. anyway... she's really sweet... sent me this book. the whole of the book is telling me how special i am to her, to the whole world... it can really lift ur spirits after reading it. the whole world just seems brighter.. every year.. well, at least since i was in sec 4.. i've been celebrating my birthday with 2 of my best juniors.. who are also really good friends.. though we're not like that close.. we have this special bonding.. this year, i wont be celebrating my bday...
but anyway, back to the point... these two sweeties... joan and sandra. joan is 16, sandra is 17.. they're both younger than me.. but i think we have this connection.
.. i'm really glad i've got these two sweeties in my life.. i'd better start learning to treat people nicely too... often, i think i take friendships for granted. i've always been complaining how lonely i am, how little friends i have... i have two very sincere, very truthful, "long" friends with me.. and i will not let this friendship fade.. i'm going to treasure whoever crosses my path.. especially this group of friends i have at sp... =) *emotional
my dear bro's gonna look so smart this teacher's day... he has this "be urself day".. and his class' theme is "formal clothes".. so he's gonna wear his specs, gel up his hair, wear a shirt and argh. formal. but he's gonna look so yandao.. haha..
we went out of food today... cos we all were too lazy to get our lazy bums off bed.. and woke up too late for marketing.. so went to this "kopitiam". ate a super expensive meal - mixed grill $12... ex right??!!! gee.... and was watching this talk show "rovelive".. they cracked this really mean joke. the screen flashed a cheque.. Singapore Technologies Kinetics.... and panned to this name "Goh Lih Kok".. that's the chairman or something. and the audience laughed... apparently.. they thought it sounded really funny "Goh Lih Kok - go lick cock"... but it's such a rude joke. haiz... so crude.
anyway, eating mixed grill made me realise how much i loathe dieting.... it's tuesday.. and it's the second week since i told myself i will not touch carbo. last week i totally killed my plan cos of the buffet.. and also meals at red rooster. i just have such low determination.. and this week.... has just started. yesterday went to this posh place, had this value meal.. just had to touch the chips... and today, mixed grill. it'd be such a waste if i dun eat the chips!!! i am such a loser.. i hate losing weight.. the thought of losing weight turns me off...!!!! and yet i wanna lose weight. wat the hell.. easier said than done. argh. argh. argh.
getting tired.. i'm so much looking forward to getting sandra's mail... gee.... wonder what she has in store for me... hehe.. i can't believe i'm turning 19 soon.. i'm getting.. OoOoOoLLDdDdDd...
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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