Thursday, August 26, 2004
*i've learnt...*
during my near to two months stay here, i've to say, i've learnt a lot of things...
the most obvious being, i've learnt how to cook, take care of myself....
and also... i've learnt more about what kind of person am i...
but one thing i have really discovered.. and agree with what ray says.. is that people have to start learning how to stick to what they say. many times, i've told him we'll meet up, have a cuppa tea, chillout, chat.. and yet, i don't do anything to fix a date with him. that's when i got "lectured"... which made me to think back and realise "hey, my friends around me don't keep to what they say as well"... is that how singaporeans were brought up? so say something and do the other?
many times, friends have stood me up. say... let's meet 1pm at orchard. and.. of course 1pm.. to me, it's either late or early.. depends. but still, i'll have the discipline.. to set the alarm clock. and i reach orchard at 12:55 if not.. latest being 1:30... when i'm reaching there, my dear friend messages me "hey.. where are you? i just woke up." i felt so fugged. can you imagine urself taking the effort to wake up, to keep to your appointment, and your friend takes his/her own sweet time? that clearly goes to show... wat an "important" friend u are...
i say.. don't just honour important appointments like formal interview. honour what you say to your friends as well.. isn't it a little unfair that your friend wakes up early (despite how late he slept).. just to honour that verbal contract u both made.. and you urself don't honour that contract? *something to think about...
feel kinda depressed today actually..
slept at 5am.. and got woken up by my mum's sms.. asked me where's my money flowing to... had some immature thoughts like "if you don't have money, you could just tell me. i wouldn't have came here"... and i was really annoyed by her sms. but i just told this friend about it.. and he gave me his point of view.. and i thought yeah.. what i thought was kind of immature.. but still.. haiz.
then... i tried to go back to sleep... was kinda hard. kept thinkin about what my mum text. then i finally slept.... and.. my alarm clock rang. remembered we were to go shopping for groceries today.. so woke up, bathed.. and fug. the heater's not workin.. so had a quick chill bath... sat in front of the tv. waited... 12.30..1.00..1:30..2.00... gone. they're still sleeping. they turned off their alarms. that made me even more disappointed.. so... went to the city. just another boring day la...
argh.. still sad now... !!!!!
oh the only happy thing i'm happy about is that... i had a great time trying out clothes at the shopping centres.. and bought some real cheap and nice undies.. haha..
and.. also bought a card for Fday!!!
other than that, my mood's.. 10%.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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