Monday, August 23, 2004
what's with the new toolbar man.... okay, it's like... so "tin teh"..... block my upper text. gee... i'm also not sure if my new template is updated yet. sometimes i can see it, sometimes i don't. irritating.. and blogger is like.. so slow at times. yesterday i tried logging in... hola. i logged into liuyong's account. i don't know how the hell is that suppose to happen when he did click "Sign Out".. TECHNOLOGY!!!!!
was having a chat yesterday... talked about our future. it's like.. my future is so bleak. i don't know what to expect.. i mean.. i don't think i can go out and get work with my Diploma in MMT.. if i do get an interview.. i think the person would like be turned off by my designs. but well, design is subjective. but still, this field is so super competitive. look around u. how many people out there can't do webpage? Use photoshop? Perhaps not that good.. but i'm not good either. i can't code from scratch. feel so devastated when i try to compare kids with me. what's our difference? my age i suppose... they know how to use photoshop.. dreamweaver.. html. and they're in primary school. my "godpa" 's daughter. primary 5... knows javascripting. and she can like code from scratch while i can't. i know nuts about javascripting. every script's downloaded. and.. man this is such.. argh. my head will split if i continue.. hope i'll get some direction before i graduate. or i'll just spend my time being a salesgirl. HOW ASPIRING!
i think in another 2 or 3 weeks we'll be able to finish our project... which is really good. then we can go play.. go gold coast.. and hug koalas. woohoo~ but well.. work comes first. and i gonna shop a lot... that depends if i have got enough money left. time flies.. 1.5 months left... i think i'll leave this place half heartedly. love and hate this place. love and hate singapore.
just saw my lovely brother's blog. he's got a bicycle. says my dad auctioned it during the 7th month dinner. 7th month. i remember in singapore when it's 7th month i don't go home late. i'm scared of ... u know what... ehhe.. and my mum doesn't allow me to as well. but i do miss those dinners and incense paper smell.
just now when i was in the toilet. was reading my.. cookbook. suddenly thought of liondance. that familiar rythm.. tune just came into my head. looking at what nicholas from sp LD told me.. they're gonna start a dragon dance troupe also.. which means LD+DD... yup. and bought 2 lions.. must be real nice. saw the pics. WOW.... so many good things happened after i left. maybe i'm just so jinxed man... but i was totally pissed off with kenneth. stupid chairman.
watching the olympics is so inspiring. makes me regret things i have not chosen in life. in primary school.. was mad about hockey. wanted to join hockey... went secretly for hockey practice.. but still got caught by papa. cos i think he kinda saw my consent form.. i forged his signature. =(
then.. it was basketball. secondary school there was no hockey team... so wanted to go for the basketbal trial. bloody hell... so many people, long queue. and i didn't like to bare my arms... jerseys mah... yah. vainity and impatience took over. and they introduced floorball. but they didn't have floorball girls.... that's like SO SAD man... i missed hockey.. now i gotta miss floorball. nvm.. i didn't regret joining band.
now, in polytechnic. i really regret joining liondance. felt so BLOODY FORSAKEN and LONELY.... all guys. even my primary school best friend didn't talk to me. aiya wat to do.... never see each other for so long. but i can't believe we used to play catching and everything after school with those ah lians from p6 em3.. hehz... they were really nice and sweet to us. yah. and saw floorball in sp only like recently. but i'm already graduating.. so there goes my "sporty" ambitions.. will see how things go. now i feel like playing volleyball... man. miss those times when the whole school would go watch XINMIN VS PHS or PEICAI VS PHS. it was real fun. insulting each other's school with "Boo-sama-li-ya" something like that.. not sure. and with the "oOoOoo~ SA!" that's when the player sets the ball and another spikes it. great times.. feelingg so nostalgic now.
seeing mick so hard at work makes me feel so bad... but well.. i'm just having problems with my language. i'm content writer... but argh. today fiona really surprised us. she's our client cum project manager. we didn't have the impression that she knows anything about director. and today when mick told her our problem... she looked at the code for like erhaps 10-20 mins and BINGO. solved our problem with a ONE LINE CODE. gee, she's a genious! but she's really nice...
*tired
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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