Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Saturday, September 25, 2004

13 Days

oh my gosh... 13 days!! 13.13.13!!!! yippee~!!!!!

so my mum aint wrong at all. i asked my ex boyfriend if i was harsh with words.. and he said yes. i had better change!!!!! easier said than done.. many times i've told myself to do this this and this. but.. they all never seem to happen. i just have this low determination.
although my friends have asked me to just forget about the whole thing i mentioned in my last entry... i just can't seem to. does anyone know what it means when you dream of yourself eating shit?
i dreamt of that. exactly. extremely disgusting. i wouldn't wanna describe it. it's.. revolting. yucks.
and for 2 nights in a row... i couldn't sleep.. hope this will go away soon. why am i like so naive?? i shouldn't let that person get me down!!! argh.

time for some uplifting news... our project is like 95% complete!!! everything is like finished, except that fiona wants some more graphics to be put into the screens. cos some of the screens are kinda plenty.. dun really know how to do that. i mean, yah. i know... but.. isn't it boring to see like... the same graphics in the screen that are also in the gallery?? aiya.. but if she doesn't mind.. then. haha.. what for think so much? so looking forward to go gold coast. but it's the accomodation that's bugging me.. so far, those apartments with good/cheap prices have been taken up. found one which is not bad... i think it'd be like $50 per person per night. the others that have got vacancies are backpacker hostels. where we will have to like sleep in the dorm with perhaps 3-6 others. don't really find it comfortable... like no privacy.

right now i'm still contemplating if i should go to the city or indooropilly... or toombul. ahha.. so bored. but i'm lazy la... got woken up by pinan again. he never fails to wake me up man. either by his ever irritating high pitched voice, or his handphone. sometimes i really wanted to bang on the wall and ask him to just shut up - i wanna sleep. it'd be better if i just wake up and strangle him. haha... nah i'm not that violent. but i've a violent mind. is that any different? lolx... hm.. city? indooropilly? it's already 2... i think i'll just go city la. by the time i go indooropilly already 3pm.. and the shops close at 5?? hmm.. i dunno leh.. hahaha... shall decide on my way out. see ya..

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