Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

great... i just realised how much my design sucks. tried doing some stuff... and... showed it to 3 people. 3 of them said it BLOODY SUCKS. one of them said it was extremely ERXIN. the other two.... said it's not nice. i guess that just seals my fate. whatever pride i have in my design skills are gone. or is it that.. in the first place, i don't even have any design skills worth mentioning.

it certainly helps to clear that migraine that i'm having.. to hear these 3 important people in my life telling me how that piece of vector art sucks. it's my first time really takin the effort. need u tell me it SUCKS with such big fonts?

talking about people commenting on the things that i do.. i realised... i don't like to hear comments. i hate them, i fear them. i know... u have to be open minded about stuff. but sometimes it's really difficult when someone comes outright and tell u "mate, ur design sucks.".... this might happen in the real world. but rite now.. i've already have loads of people whom i call friends saying behind my back.. "her design sucks." i know, i know.

thank u zhilong, ben and raymond. thanks for telling me upright my design sucks. from this day forth, i will not do anything that has gotta do with designing. i will give up. thank u. thanks a lot. this kinda paves my future. i know what to do now. *nods

a month more to going back to singapore... i miss mummy daddy crystal ah mah poh poh yj. i miss my bed. my bones are getting weaker... i feel as if my legs are going to collapse any minute. had jelly legs today... almost fell down while walkin... haiz.

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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