Monday, September 06, 2004
***i'm a ignorant.. suaku***
haha.. u guys are gonna laugh at me. but... I've just discovered the GREATEST BAND on earth. and it's not LMF.. though LMF's great.. but they aren't laojiaos. and they've kinda seperated for the time being. but BON JOVI!!!! They've been around for so long!!! and they're really great. man.. listenin to them, I ask myself, "Ke Ying!! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN man??!!" the only song that i've heard from them is.. "It's My Life".. haha... wah lao. malu.. and.... Beyond too.. I'm gonna start listenin to them when I go back!! all thanks for mick and ly... introduce me to them.. haha.. woo~ thanks!!!
seeing mick so stressed up editin those stupid video clips really makes me feel paiseh.... i haven't done any editing at all.. i don't know if i'm suppose to do... aiya. i just don't like editing video.. the last time i edited was in yr 1?? dvid assignment 1... after that.. i haven't been touching any video editin softwares. so... in return... I'm helpin mick do his report... finished his, but havent touched mine... so sian!!!
hm... man, watching the bon jovi concert's really exciting.. haha.. oh. they just turned it off.
anyway.. gettin in touch with my senses. i think the trip here has really done me a lot of good towards being a better person. THOUGH i'm still bitchin about others AS MUCH.. will try to tone that down. cos nobody's perfect.
but.. i realised somethin about Friendships... I used to think like I had no real friends, best friends... and I have been searching for one all my life. then, i realise that.. they are all around me.. people who are concerned about me, friends and family.. it's not that I don't have. it's just that.. I never treasured friendships and the people around me. i've just learnt how to treasure my family last year.. when my grandma got critically ill. thank god she's alright... if she dies, i really don't know what'd happen to me. i love her a lot. so does she...
looking up those friends i have stopped talking to ever since they left school or quit band, i realised how much i miss them.. they are really nice people. and i chose to walk away from them. now i regret.. so i'm tryin to keep in contact again.. but it's difficult as a few of them have migrated.. and as we grow up, we have our own circle of friends. the friends that i have now.. i'm gonna treasure all of them.. each and everyone of u.. =)
i miss my princess crystal... every night.. i dream of her lying on me, lying beside me. miss her wagging her tail and going in circles whenever she see me approaching our door. miss having her jump and step all over me and my bed in the mornings. miss playing with her.. chasing her all around the house and her chasing me.. miss her giving me sneak attacks and running back to the sofa.. i miss her everything!!!!! well.. except having shit at the bathroom all the time. haha..
can't wait to get back to singapore... though i think i'll still miss the life here. can't wait to meet up with everyone.. sandra and joan, jasby, julian and aivionis.. spheroid peeps... siti and claire.. and.. my lovey family. i miss em as well.. though not as much as my dog... *so ashamed. i miss an animal more than my family. but... why? i don't know...
stupid chechens. stupid war. stupid violence.
can someone finally learn "Make Love, Not War"???
Dreamed a PuRpLe
DrEaM
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