Friday, September 24, 2004
**Losers and Fragile Souls**
how many times, i wonder, have i hurt those around me with the words i have said? my mum told me that when i get angry, i tend to talk so harshly that the person hearing it will feel extremely bad. in my family, i have done it to so many people. to my mum, my dad and my brother. to my friends... i have done it to a couple of them. and recently.. i've added one to the list.
tell me how should i speak. really. tell me. what would you do if someone really pisses you of and all you did was just to give them a piece of your mind. and u end up losing that friendship.
how fragile some people are.. but when one gets angry.. i think she just shoots whatever is going on in her mind.
i hope people will treasure their lives. don't all of us hate seeing those people whom... can't seem to take rejections, failures and setbacks in life? can't they just learn to stand up again and live life to the fullest? your mum didn't go through all that labour pain for you to be a desolate, for you to just throw your life like commiting suicide. is that the way to end all your misery?
though i know someone who's like that, that might be reaading this post.. i'd have to say... i don't support such actions. i just can't stand negativity. can you just look at life in an optimistic manner? as a friend.. it hurts me to see you like that. just because of what i said... i really hope you can understand what i really mean. the underlying message is: despite what i said to hurt you, i still treasure u as a friend. that comes from the bottom of my heart. okay, i'm sorry. but. -stop-
keep running, running away from reality if you want, my friend. no one can save you if you have already made up your mind. but can you please think of the consequences before you do anything?? do you know how many people would be mourning over your actions? give it a thought and get back to me.
others: what would you do if you had a friend like that?
after spouting all that nonsense.. i begin to wonder - what does life mean to all of us? just yesterday.. another friend was just asking me. what does it mean, to live life to the fullest. to leading a full life. i think we both agreed it's to be optimistic. for me, life is very interesting. i mean.. if life is boring, then why bother to keep alive? i think all of us should treasure our lives. look at how our mum went through all that suffering during her labour... it's torturing okay. but to see her baby come out... it's just joy. all that pain is worth it. but i just don't understand why some people choose to commit suicide? in the name of "ending all misery in this world". but i believe there's life after death - in hell. i don't think everyone will go to heaven. but still.. in a Taoist's point of view, if you choose to commit suicide, you'll be banished straight to hell and get burnt or something. it's a price you have to pay.. everyday is a brand new day, i hope everyone realises that instead of complaining "sian la." there are so many things to be done and learnt every single day. it just depends on every individual - whether you want to learn or do that different thing, to discover the many joys in life.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
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