Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Saturday, December 04, 2004

alas.. my first crush after 5 years

had a wonderful dream last nite. dreamt about the young man working next door, at the ali baba shop. he's around 23 years old.. chinese. with distastefully highlighted blond streaks, spiked hair.. around 1.75m and weight around 70kg maybe.. walks with a gelek.. but i think from his appearance.. he's someone who will treat his partner with loads of tender and care. someone i feel like wanting. lol. well anyway.. i dreamt of him smiling at me while he was geleking back to his shop. i peep at him everyday when i go to the toilet. but i always half suspect he's attached. all the nice guys are taken up.. not only that. i think 99% why i cant seem to find the "Right" guy is cos of my physical appearance.. but well.. i shant touch on that. anyway.. my heart almost shattered when i saw him with his girlfriend today. his girlfriend should be around his age.. a matured, petite lady. and.. my guesses were right. he's a true gentleman.. treating his lady nice - caring.. full of love and affection.

*smack my head* what's wrong with me... it's just a small crush that's never going to materialize. is it because of the book i'm reading? about how Hitler the dictator actually has a soft side and how his lady Eva stood by him till he loved her wholeheartedly? i never expect myself to talk about love or even think about love in my blog. seriously.. i've never thought about love for a long time. if u're talking about love for my family yes.. but till now i'm still madly in love with my little sweetie pie - crystal.
or is it that christmas is coming.. i hope to spend it romantically with a man? well.. i can always dress my darling up.. haha.. redecorate my room.. fill it with scented candles and full of chocolates.. and crystal and i can gobble ourselves to death.

wake up, ying.. WAKE UP!!!

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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