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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Beautiful Nature

well, tsunami from far is beautiful.. as the tidal waves come crashing on shore.. but the destruction it created left millions of hearts broken. i am one of them..

one of the things in life people never ever appreciate, are the beautiful things surrounding them. be it the trees, flowers, birds - they are always there, but no one ever gets fascinated by them.
ever since i moved in with my aunt, life has been a tad different.. i begin to watch my diet a lot.. i've started to move towards a non- carbo diet ONCE MORE.. the atkins way. but i'm not gonna be at it for long.. it's unhealthy, anyway.. i'm just gonna eat more vegetables. i've been visiting the sauna for the past few days.. tryin it as a means to lose some oil.. don't know if it works, but i feel the heat sets my metabolism high. i was practically dripping sweat and also, i felt my heart beat increase. it was a wonderful feeling.

anyway.. on my way back yesterday, i saw this huge flock of birds. there should be around 40-50 of them, maybe more, i dont know. they looked like swallows. small-sized birds high up in the sky. they were travelling in circles, chirping loudly as they do so.. it was an amazing sight, i regretted not having my camera with me. but again, to be able to see it with your own eyes gives a different kinda perspective. the birds were circling in the sky and they got lower and lower with every circle they make.. until they reached the trees. soon, the trees were full of birds. one had better not be walking down under the tree. u'd just be a walking bird-poo collector =P but well, it was a fascinating sight.

my hopes of getting into SMU by august has been dashed. i shoulda took the SAT earlier!!! by the time i get my SAT results.. registration woulda already been closed for around 2 months. geez.. just wait and see. i'm still unsettled with my future.. was at a lost too when my aunt asked me yesterday, echoing her boyfriend, Than's thoughts "What Are You Going To Do With Your Life?"

God.. I'm just so vexed!! Help me please!

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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