Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

i was pissed, and i snapped.

sorry bro, but u really stepped on ur own dick when u did that. i hope u do realise what u did wasn't a responsible act for a young adult like you. read. i'm calling u a "young adult".

projects have been squeezing my sleep and brain cells lately. i'm so stressed at times.. i think i'd snap anytime. the result of all these made me a totally mean person today. nagging, complaining, hitting and inflicting physical pain to myself and my brother. i feel like a maniac, a.. i don't know. i oughta be at the asylum. does ginko really work at all? i don't feel anythin.. caffeine? i'm taking pills that has got high caffeine content.. plus i'm drinking coffee. but all of these doesnt seem to work as well.

stressed about losing weight too.. argh. losing weight. a really debatable issue which i'm really tired of. been overweight for... i dont know... born overweight.. and the only time i was ACCEPTABLE weight was when i was 10. it lasted for 6 months.. and i ballooned to 88kg.. in sec 2. i almost killed myself i cant believe it.

uh. should stop ranting lah.. but well, at least i feel better shoutin it all out here.. haha... can't chat with anyone now.. ok.. a borin day lays ahead... 9-6 at school. 3 boring hours of AAUP, 2 somethin-to-be-excited-about recording session, and the most tryin-to-anticipate ADVA practical. cool. i just love school, dont u.

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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