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Saturday, January 29, 2005

!!!SO TIRED LAH!!!

it really feels terrible arh.. to be like so lethargic everyday, having to pull urself outta bed every morning and try to squeeze on that bus.. then spend like 1 hour to get to school.

these days, i've been thinking WHY and WHAT am i doing in this world at all. i dont seem to have any goals. oh yes, i do have.. i wanna graduate with a degree. i wanna make loads of money in future. but wait.. isn't that EVERYONE, okay perhaps not everyone la.. but MOST people's goals. that's like.. why should be live a life that's so simple, so boring, we have to do the same stuff everyday, study.. work.. make money. really meaningless at times..

i guess when ni highlighited my behavior to me... she did strike a cord within me.. i really felt like i was so stressed up.. i didn't have the energy to do anything anymore. wanted to cry then.. but.. nothing sad enough to make me cry. hoho...

i met mabel yesterday.. on my way to school. i guess she's still pretty much the same.. but i was really amazed she could remember where i stayed!! she and chunzhao actually came to my house to rehearse "All I Have To Give" for our music test during sec 1. oh.. and i couldn't remember it at all.. until she reminded me. haha.. well, it's nice to chat with long lost friends..

chatted with milz last nite also... she's really sounding a lot wiser now... she has always been wise lah.. but perhaps the environment she's in have taught her to be a tad serious at times.. but well.. she's still the millie i know.. i also wonder.. if we all graduated from polytechnic.. will we still stay together.. like coming out on each individual's birthdays.. or just gathering to have fun.. girls' talk and stuff.. i really dont know...

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