Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

...It's February already...
applications for ntu and nus opens today. my friends are already deciding what to study, what course to go..

actually.. compared to last friday.. i'm feelin a lot definite as to what course i wanna study. i need to take up something that i'm interested in.. and also somethin that can earn big bucks in the future. the latter bein.. to please my family. yah.. they don't really care about the interest part. they just insist i shouldn't take up something that won't generate an annual salary of 40k perhaps.

anyway.. i'm grateful for the love and care of my grandma.. that day as i lay on my bed cryin... i saw how painful it was to see me, her favourite grandchild cryin so hard. i vow never to let her see me cry again.. nor will i ever do anything that will hurt her again. i love my grandma... as much as i would like her to live to see me be a successful woman one day... both she and i know it's rather impossible.. she's already 88.. i guess she'll still be silently looking after me from the heavens.. and smile at me when i'm at the top of the world =)

now.. i am so thankful wanteng spotted some reads which are open to all poly students, regardless of their field of study. i am so going to apply for the bachelor in arts i guess... psychology || some communications read... (teng.. am i usin that word correctly? read?)
yah.. i'll just try my luck and go apply at the 3 schools lah... i don't have fantastic results. and no point looking back and regretting now. life still has to go on yah...
if i don't get into any of my choices... i guess i'll just work first.. and plan later. no more tears!

we're having our presentation on monday... yes, that's the CNY week. that's our best ang pow from singapore poly. and we had planned to go for a mani/pedi-cure that very day. but well.... will have to structure our presentation. good luck, spheroid!

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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