Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Monday, March 14, 2005

am at adva lesson now... didn't manage to convince myself to skip it... cos of my attendance. don't wanna get a warning letter during my last semester at this sickenin place!!! hearing christopher go on and on.... i'm surprised everyone's listenin except for me. btw.. there are less than 10 people in class now.

it's sick being sick when u have so many things to do. gonna have a vocal recording later and i dont know if i can pul it off? i'm croaking.

standing for 10 hours on saturday doesn't help. i kept yakking away. complaining... promoting our products... well at least i sold 4! and i came back..... fell asleep straight away. woke up with a terrible headache in the afternoon. and fell back to sleep once again. couldn't get myself out of bed, it's terrible, it sucked. yucks. of all times, NOW??!!!

and aL came over yesterday. to use the comp... yup. missed her for almost a year maybe, but we didn't have much to talk. felt so crippled. kept thinking of topics to talk about.. but everythin i mentioned.. i think i talked to her about it before. there's nothing much to talk about. if there is, it's always about my life. life's been pretty much the same for her. having stopped work for 7 months. i really wonder how her whole family lives.... can u ever imagine anyone living for 9 years without anyone in the family working at all? 4 family members. and they live on savings. i cant believe it. well i sure hope she aint like her dad. got a degree from uk and refuses to get a job, reason being "not worth it to work for 1.4k when i have a degree". wtf?!!! he's quite old, 40 plus. 1.4k is like... alrite? he has a family of 4 to feed.. and her sis is still in secondary 1. weird family.. she can't go on like that. i'm worried for her, my secondary school frens have GAVE UP on her. stubborn as an ox. ur future is in ur hands and 21 aint young no more.

boo.

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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