Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

oh no... i might sound really blunt here, but..... i feel disgraceful.

they've decided to send our work for a competition. though i havent seen or heard the final product... the whole process was a total failure. there are so many flaws, i don't think it should be publicly heard, allowing our piece of shit work to be scrutinized. frankly speaking...... i myself cant bring myself to listen to it. what more the judges?
i wasn't totally against the idea, nor was i for the idea. but i'm not one who wants to submit sub standard work for a competition. i seek perfection in such things. and it's not even near HALF PERFECT. i feel really bad now.
but to take things on the lighter side.. just let it be. even if it gets rejected, no harm done. they'll just throw the whole damn disc away. and it will be a memory, a keepsake that we will always remember and to think back about those times, especially when nigel took so many hours to perfect things. but!!!! *shhh*

oh well... i might just as well continue slacking at work. slacking at work doesn't sound right. but I AM ACTUALLY DOING JUST THAT. l.o.l. damn. and i don't know what time is clara coming. is she coming at all??!!! i miss her!!! siti is coming to visit me too!!!

do u actually believe in karma? i do. what goes around comes around, like what i always tell myself. i do hope something terrible will befall that scumbag. horny-disgusting-old-man-with-the-wilted-and-disfunctioned-cok-yet-tries-to-take-pills-to-stay-erected-bastard. take care, old man. i hope u die peacefully.

u one big piece of lard
u think u r so smart
come n smell my fart
u'll find e smell so familiar
cuz it smells just like ur heart

my mum will slap me if she reads this. she doesn't allow me to curse people. but ma, i'm not cursing. i'm just typing. i didn't recite any sutras / chants after saying those words.

papa's coming back from tanjong pinang today. and i'm suppose to meet cheng... but mum wants me back home. how?? i havent seen him for 3 days, but it feels like a week.

it's gonna be 5th june soon. next week... suppose to have a health checkup with one of the fitness instructors. but i dunno if i could continue asking the manager. he shouldnt be caught up in such a tiny fly like me. i wont be paying him $799 for personal training u know. maybe i'll call up that guy.. i dunno his name. he seems pretty nice.

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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