Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Friday, August 19, 2005

happy birthday cz!!

for the whole of today, i feel like my stomach's in knots.

i kept thinking about beer, liquor, alcohol. i can't think of anything else. then bobo comes to tell me about... some screwdriver drink or something. it makes me fall deeper into my secret indulgence. you cant drink without a walking cash register.

whole day i've been feeling dejected. thanks for ur concern, bran... but i guess i will not buy world of qin for you. u'd better concentrate on ur studies.

i so fear the feeling of rejection. just like most people i know. i can't accept the fucking fact that i've been rejected. though not outright, my senses tell me so. from what i observe and compare, yes babe, i'm rejected. oh what a sorrow feeling it is. where the person just goes on in his life and leave you out of it. sob sob. i should also stop being so greedy and be contented at the moment. it's just that..... my heart goes everywhere.

siti... ur handwriting is very nice!!! thanks for the card..

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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