Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Saturday, September 17, 2005

ha! what "i don't seem to have anyone around me who is having problems". i better smack my mouth for that. i've learnt the true meaning of "watch what you say, it might just come true". it really did.

i opened my eyes wide this morning and yes, i realised that people all around me are facing problems. especially my mum. she's still going through that rough patch which isn't too good for me to disclose... but seeing her so stressed up really hurts. at her age she should be relaxing, enjoying her retirement. yet something like this has to happen. that's really sad. she's had a hard life. at times i wonder what has she done in her early years or her early life that she deserves such harsh times? throughout her life she's been slugging, thriving, be it in career or for the family. she has done so much - and yet... why is her life so jinxed??!!!!! i don't wanna repeat what television subtitles always write "why is heaven so unfair". i don't think heaven is unfair.. it's just that some people are borned into a certain way of life. nothing can change it. like how some assholes can be filthy rich when they don't do anything productive at all.

meeting jimimi at 2pm later. and i just remembered i have to complete my econs assignment by thursday. and read up on differentiation and deriatives by tuesday before math class. i think i need a calculus book. just spent $60 on financial market book.. and bought a new book: Anne Frank!! been reading about it so long. it's such a shame i found it only now. laters~

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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