Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

happy birthday, erick =)

but too bad. i don't think u'll even see this. unless God's setting up a miracle for the both of us.

i can't believe 3 years of friendship is just gone in a flush. can you really forget me just like that? just because u had to go after ur girl of ur dreams, daphne? i know that pretty girl. but the other girls she hang around with - were they really worth it? that u must change in order to be viewed as "cool"? you are cool by yourself. why did you have to change?

after you quit band, the section have never been the same again. neither was band practice. where is the erick siao we all knew? she's gone. gone to an unseen world. how could u just drift away from all of us just by the snap of a finger? are you really so unfeeling?

at times i've seen you in the city, at cheers even.. there's nothing you can do that will hide your excitement. yet i know you're trying to maintain your cool appearance. you think you can ever fool me? you can fool the whole world but not me. you tried so hard to excel in ur studies, to quit smoking, to get away from russell even. all of us were behind you, encouraging you. and all we got - was you isolating us.

i've never blamed you for leaving us out of your life. to each his own. i'm just distressed to find that you've changed - a full turn - rumours of your behaviour makes me cluck my tongue in shame. but i know.... you're just dying to gain acceptance. but that was gave way to the way you are now.

anyway... you've turned 20 now. hope i'm the last person to wish u that.... and please, be WEIPING again =)

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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