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Monday, September 12, 2005

second chances

we always claim "it's alright to make mistakes. at least we learn from them." and we keep making mistakes, thinking it's alright. we'll just make sure we wont commit the same mistake anymore. more often than not, even if we give ourself second chances, it doesn't mean that people will do the same to you.
in the real world, everything has to be" DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME ". one mistake and [bang] u're out of the game. does second chances come into the picture at all? no. oh well, probably it depends a lot on one's luck.
one can try so hard to convince people that he is able to do something. but no one bothers, because of that silly little mistake he did eons ago.
people can give another person many many chances, and yet he does nothing to change the way he is. how ironic life is.

i had yet another 2 opportunities to create ASP sites. and damn. asp has never been so tough. what problems do i face, u multimedia graduates ask. oh well, it's a minor problem which i have never faced before. i can't remember the last time when i did dynamic websites using dsn on my machine - what IIS version was it - apparently, i installed IIS on my laptop and that was IIS5.1. i can't seem to view dynamic pages. it returns an error page stating something about ODBC, Ole DB and something about permissions. wtf? Did research and did whatever i should... but to no avail. at the last resort, i wanted to upload to this web server. someone changed the password. (no, i didn't crash into someone else's ftp site. it's my relative's) things are just not going right.... when will i be able to resolve this issue? i don't know. shucks. i'm feeling so stressed up i can hardly breathe now. 2 websites. 2 websites!!! and i wonder how the photoshoot @ henry's will be later. after the photos are done, more pressure will be on me to develop the website quickly. blistering barnicles.

oh... damn. i have like... 2 weeks to do my Principles of Banking and Finance assignment. havent even got myself started. and that math question is still waiting. shit..... i better stop procrastinating. i need a timetable!!!

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