Dream a Little PurPINK Fantasy~

Sunday, August 20, 2006

this is oh-so-pretentious!

... not that i took this long to realise. or maybe it's not just a show but i was just imagining it. you know how the human mind works when one is oversensitive doncha?

anyway... my contract's ending this month-end.. and i cant wait to just leave, like.. NOW! now that i've finished all the stats and reports.. there simply isnt much for me to stay on, except for friendship. well... i was trying to ask my leader if i can go off earlier.. and she heaved a sigh of relief. she said abang had already told her a month ago to tell one of us (temp staff) the news that we have to decide among ourselves who to go first. yeah obviously.... i'll be the one to go. not only is it my wish.. but also everyone else's wish at the office. my colleague has been temping there for a few times, over a period of 3 years... she knows every single thing. so... why would anyone let her go? they're just phrasing it nicely... and i should be sensitive enough to know what they want. i'm just unhappy about how they're dealing with the whole thing. i'm been waiting for this day since 1st august. the thing is..... my good friend, my colleague... has got wind of the whole matter from abang.. and i've also stressed that i wish to leave this place asap.. but she just didnt tell me. so the three of them have been looking at me stay on.. and wishing i would open my mouth to leave. how fair is that? but i guess.. they dont want to hurt me. but when is the society ever kind? i prefer to be told straight in the face to leave. thank u very much...

i hope my short stint with my friend will not affect our friendship.... but i'm starting to dislike her. at times.

Dreamed a PuRpLe DrEaM
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