Thursday, January 11, 2007
what's with this new blogger old blogger thing man.....
anyway. my blog's as good as dead. haaa.... to tell u the truth. i simply hate this skin. it's disgusting.
i'm so out of pink and purple designs now... man i'm 22 this year.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
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20:32
Sunday, August 20, 2006
this is oh-so-pretentious!... not that i took this long to realise. or maybe it's not just a show but i was just imagining it. you know how the human mind works when one is oversensitive doncha?
anyway... my contract's ending this month-end.. and i cant wait to just leave, like.. NOW! now that i've finished all the stats and reports.. there simply isnt much for me to stay on, except for friendship. well... i was trying to ask my leader if i can go off earlier.. and she heaved a sigh of relief. she said abang had already told her a month ago to tell one of us (temp staff) the news that we have to decide among ourselves who to go first. yeah obviously.... i'll be the one to go. not only is it my wish.. but also everyone else's wish at the office. my colleague has been temping there for a few times, over a period of 3 years... she knows every single thing. so... why would anyone let her go? they're just phrasing it nicely... and i should be sensitive enough to know what they want. i'm just unhappy about how they're dealing with the whole thing. i'm been waiting for this day since 1st august. the thing is..... my good friend, my colleague... has got wind of the whole matter from abang.. and i've also stressed that i wish to leave this place asap.. but she just didnt tell me. so the three of them have been looking at me stay on.. and wishing i would open my mouth to leave. how fair is that? but i guess.. they dont want to hurt me. but when is the society ever kind? i prefer to be told straight in the face to leave. thank u very much...
i hope my short stint with my friend will not affect our friendship.... but i'm starting to dislike her. at times.
Dreamed a PuRpLe
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00:23
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
u know it's time to blog when...finally something worth blogging happens.
was looking through lyd's blog and i'm really glad that she has found what she really wants. it's hard to achieve so much, like what she had, at such a ripe age of 21. envious of her, but i know my time will come. it's just.. when will it come. well at least i'm working towards it and no longer floating and floating in the middle of the ocean. at least now i'm swimming.
talkin about floating in the middle of the ocean... i just came back from a short getaway at bintan over the weekends with xl. most of the time, all we did was suntan, jacuzzi and back to suntan again. oh.. and swimming in the sea... but we did try the banana boat. it wasnt the same banana 8 years ago. this time, it's a bunch of 3 bananas. anyway.... i got flung off the boat twice. in a flash, i didnt know where i was, only that i was in the middle of the ocean.. not knowing what lurks beneath. especially in the seventh month. and jaws. and that the boat is like 10-20 metres away from me. twice was all i could take. i climbed up the speed boat which was to drag the banana boat along. yeah anyway... shortly after i relaxed on the speed boat, this jap guy who was seating beside me earlier on got flung off. i was really happy... so, i wasnt the only weakling after all! muahaha... he got stranded for 50 metres. lol.. poor guy... yeah anyway, that was the highlight of the trip. other highlights? well... my skin has got patches of pink highlights. it looks kinda cool though..
at tmft
not too bad.. we got cocktails upon arrival at the hotel.. and also a cultural dance. which, being cool people, we didnt wanna appear dumb by taking pictures. but now when i think of it... we're dumb trying to be cool.
our favourite place, the swimming pool
i cant imagine a swimming pool can look as good as this!
at pasar oleh oleh. it's a really boring place.. though good place just to dine there... other than that, it's a no-no. we stayed long enough to catch the earliest bus and to spend $12 on tidbits. btw, they only accept singapore dollars. but lucky us.. the only store for us to utilise our changed ruppiah was.. the convenience store.
dinner again, at oleh oleh.. to utilise the unlimited day pass. lolx... SINGAPOREANS!
very nice hammock.. it supports my weight!
having a good time basking in the sun, the wonderful sun!
it so feels like summer hols.. though it's summer 24/7 in sg.. but the sun seems brighter here despite being the same sun
hm.. i still have this childish streak in me, wanting to roll around in sand. but the sand was really soft...
we managed to catch our superband finals after all! that's zhang zeng yue... and mc hotdog will come later!
we wanted to catch sunrise.. but apparently.. we're at the wrong side of the island...
clear waters.. but i reckon redang will be a better place for snorkling
reaching sg :(
i didnt know this exists until that day we went away
okie.. that's all. and happy national day!!! i'm off to work now. cant wait for school to start... and this milestone in my life that i must cross very very soon!!! oleh!! and u know, ever since starting work, my malay is improving by the day! at least i know my numbers.. just that i dont know how to count in thousands. lol.
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